%title Hmm.
%date 2004-04-14 21:43:11
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I feel.. tolerated.*

I owe Ryan $5.

I want to talk to Samir more.
<details text="Irrational"><summary>Irrational</summary>

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* This applies mostly to OASOS, but also to school.  Basically, I felt like, as Samir put it, an extra.  Someone who is easy to hang around, but only for three hours a week.  And it's understandable, I suppose, since I feel like I can barely stand myself, that I project this view onto others.  It <em>felt</em> like I was just being put up with at group; I felt like a duty that had to be seen to - please watch Matt while he's out, so that he doesn't do anything stupid.  I know this is probably fairly irrational, but I'm not a rational being, really.  Also, Kris brought up a good point in small group about poly relationships and, specifically, some ideas on boundries.  Should discuss both of these issues with Michael. (I know I'm not supposed to communicate via LJ, but I'm dead tired)