:hybrid:diary:covid-19:executive-function:writing:

I'm trying to get over this executive dysfunction hump, but it's proving difficult. I've been hearing a lot of folks talk about how the panic of this whole pandemic, the very trauma of it, affects us even when it doesn't feel like it is.

In my case, I guess it's at least a bit more obvious, given the ongoing unemployment and financial struggles, but even when I'm not thinking about those, I feel like I'm wading through mud when trying to even get down to Hybrid stuff. It's like there's this goal I have and I'm terrified of reaching it. It has me wondering how much burnout has left me...well, still burnt out. Burnout from work leading to burnout in life. It makes me feel dull. Stupid.

Oh well.

Todo
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* [ ] Respond to Hybrid authors
* [ ] Pay Small Loves authors
* [ ] Finish Acethetic reading
* [ ] Patreon posts for Qoheleth
* [O] Write a chapter, edit a chapter
