%title For posterity!  Or something..
%date 2004-05-01 14:32:35
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<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: my mom's asking me wierd questions... 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: I can only avaoid questions so long *whimper* 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Like what? o.o
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: umm... "so are you and matt thinking about moving in together when you both get jobs" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yes, I'll keep you in my dorm room, in my bed.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: yay 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: my mom wants to know what you're going to CSU for 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: your major 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Biochemistry, though I may switch to biology education.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: that's spiffy 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yeah.  I'd like to teach, but I'm not sure I could deal with the kids, so I'll see how I like biochem.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ah 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: corrupting kids would be fun though 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yeah.  Teaching really does appeal to me, but I'm starting to realize how much I hate highschool kids :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lolo 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i think being in high school makes you dislike highschoolers 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: True..
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I kinda want to be a choir director, but I'm not sure.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: oooh 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: that would be fun 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: I thought you didn't like choir so much though 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I love choir, I hate my director like pieces of the sun.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: oh, alright 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i get it 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: *petpetpets* Any other questions I can answer? ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: hmm... 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Truthfully or otherwise.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: hmm, lemme think ^_~ 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: my mom asks "what are you intentions towards me?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: That's.. an odd question.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i know 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she's looking for an answer, sarcastic or not... you asked if there were more questions, lol 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Do I need a goal-oriented action-item, or can I just say 'to be the best person I can be for you'?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said that's the perfect answer 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: and i agree 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Oh, is this a pop quiz? :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: yes 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^_^ 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: is that alright? 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Mmhm ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: when do you start CSU 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: and are you on scholarship(s)? 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I start in the fall, and no scholarships.  I've been too busy to apply for lengthly ones, and FAFSA didn't like me.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^_^ 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: My mom wants to know what you plan on happening when you stay here next weekend? 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Do you own Labyrinth?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: yes 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I wanna watch it ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: kk 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Other than that, no plans ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: does you mom know you're staying? 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Not yet.  Haven't had a chance to talk with her since I'm at my dad's.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ah 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: kk 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Eep, weird crap in my room./
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: like? 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she has another question... "do you want me to go back to college?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I think it'd be neat .  You'd make a good vet. ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: aww thank you 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she wants me to be a chemistry major, lol 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i like the vet thing 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Why a chem major?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said I love it, which I do, and I'm great at it, which I am, and i could help the world a lot by doign it, and she said it's a natural thing for me, which I agree on 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she's full of questions... hope it's not bothering you 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I'm having fun ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she wants to know who you think is dominant in our relationship 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I'd say the alpha, but actually, we're fairly egalitarian.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said that;s a good answer 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she wants to know if you see me as a male or female 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Depends on the situation.  I think of you as male, but sometimes can't help but see you as female. *shrug*
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she askes "in which situations do you see her as female and do you see her more and more as female?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Situations where physical characteristics make it evident, such as moments where your voice gets particularly soprano-esque.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: and the other half of the question? 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: As male?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: no... 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: do you see her more and more as female?"  
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: such as as we go along... does it go more male ro female or female to male? 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Um.. I really don't pay a whole lot of attention to it, except when it's brought up or made evident, might have to get back to you on that.  Sorry for the non-answer..
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: it's alright 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she thinks your stalling on the answers, lol 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I am, I need time to think c.c
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i know, i told her that, lol 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "do you see yourself as male or female?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Twisted answer or simple answer?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "the honest answer" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: They're both honest, each in its own way.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: it dostn't matter to her but i want the twisted one 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Simple: male.
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Twisted: I don't think of having a gender.  I'm male by consequence and genetics, but I'm neither masculine nor feminine.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol, that's what my mom sais about herself 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^_^ 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she asks "what do you think abotu this relationship between her and Samir?" 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: no judgement on my part 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: It's constructive. I can't see anything bad coming of it.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^_^ 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i like that one 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yee ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she asks "are you an only child?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yup.  I had a stepbrother and two step sisters for.. 11 years.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she asks "do you know how to quiet your mind?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Yes, I use a grounding technique from Usui style Reiki.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "" 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "when you get depressed, do you use it?  or do you forget it's a talent?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: It depends on where the depression's coming from.  If it's sympathetic or empathetic, it usually helps by quieting it, but if I'm actually depressed, I rarely remember it.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "do you know what a metaphysision is or how to spell it?" 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol, neither of us can spell it 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Metaphysician.
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: My guess would be that it's a reiki practitioner.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: thanks for the spelling 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: hai hai, that's what my mom is 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "can you create?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: If it's create with a lowercase c, then I suppose so.  I can make coffee and such :o)  If it's Create, then I'm not sure what you mean.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "do you believe you create your own reality?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Within limits, yeah, I suppose I do.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said "there are no limits" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Except the ones you put on yourself :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^_^ 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "can you close your eyes and invision something and know it's true?" 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "and know that it's going to be?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Depends again on the limits I place on myself.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: kk 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said "you're still young, her journey didn't start until she was 43 and studied for 10 years to get to where she is now" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: And I've got all the time in the world, so I'm taking steps.  The only leap I've taken was getting attuned to 2nd degree Reiki in four hours, and that awoke a stomach ache to end all stomach aches. :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "what do you mean by second level attunement?" 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "are you talking abotu running energy?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Reiki is a school, divided into three degrees depending on how much you learn, which is based on how ready you are.  I was ready for what I had to learn, but practicing the first day lead me to a purge that took place over a few days.
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Michael knows about this from my journal thing.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said she's out of questions 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: do you have any for her?  ^_^ 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Did she come to any conclusions about me? :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "being a metaphysican I don't judge, I accept things given to me as information" 
Moondog Dragon: so I'd say no, but she had no bad reastions to any answers ^_^ 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Hehe, everyone has their non-answers.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: ^_^ 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i suppose so 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said that she'll think about 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: it 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Okie ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: do you have any questions for me? 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: How do you think it went?
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: i think it went well 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: except I'm all "Q &amp; A" mood now 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Hee ^^
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: oops, she has one more for you, then she said she's done "what do you honestly think about wendy smoking?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Hmm.
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Still torn between me wanting to say it's up to you and that it's another feature that just makes you all the more 'you'; and the fact that it really is bad for you, and I probably wouldn't be too happy if you got sick 'cause of it..
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "spiritually, do you know what it's used for?" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I have a vague idea of what tobacco itself is used for, but, from what I've read, there's precious little of that in cigarettes. :o)
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: "no... smoking is used to hide anger" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: I thought you meant traditionally.  My bad.
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: lol 
<font color="blue">Moondog Dragon</font>: she said "I'm not traditional, don't know what normal is and have a hard time talking to 'normal' people, or non-aware people" 
<font color="red">Ranna Fox</font>: Normal is a theme, and themes make good music.