%title Mwelp.
%date 2004-06-07 01:19:29
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I asked a question of the cards and the stones last night.  It was kinda depressing, but I feel like I'm already starting to fulfill.  That made me incredibly sad, and now I'm clinging to a dream, a fading emotion that was once so prevalent as to take over all other thoughts and burn pink and red in the right side of my brain.  If I'm letting go of something that gripped me so tightly, would I do something just as quick if not quicker to other emotions?
<em>Remember, you once proclaimed that you attained enlightenment, that it took two hours of quiet time in bed</em>
I remember freaking Rynden out with that.  I told him I loved him.
<em>Do you?</em>
I... it is difficult to speak.  I do, I suppose.
<em>Well, then.</em>
I'm lost.
<em>Just remember that lancing white light</em>
Will it help me find my way?
<em>No, but it sure as hell feels good.
Or maybe that is the way.</em>
I need a job.
<em>Can't help ya there.</em>
<small>Please forgive these conversations with my <em>Ally</em>.  If they get annoying, I'll make them private, but they really are helping me out, and they're kinda fun to read.  For me at least.</small>