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<blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">Things are totally out of control now.</p>&mdash; Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) <a href="https://twitter.com/drab_makyo/status/183146122561327106?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 23, 2012</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>

<blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">On meds for anxiety now, but that seems to have just let loose something terrible. Tried to kill myself Wednesday night, spent all tonight--</p>&mdash; Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) <a href="https://twitter.com/drab_makyo/status/183148446490968064?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 23, 2012</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>

<blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">--obsessing about it, woke up Karl and James, then felt guilty and upset about it.</p>&mdash; Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) <a href="https://twitter.com/drab_makyo/status/183148646278250497?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 23, 2012</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>

<blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">It&#39;s not even really about anything, I&#39;m just messed up, I guess.</p>&mdash; Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) <a href="https://twitter.com/drab_makyo/status/183148855372693506?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 23, 2012</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>

<blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">Days are spent in a surreality, both happy and unreasonably angry.</p>&mdash; Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) <a href="https://twitter.com/drab_makyo/status/183149288933699584?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 23, 2012</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>

<blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">I&#39;m sorry you&#39;ll all wake up to a bunch of Matt freaking out, but I&#39;m stuck :S</p>&mdash; Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) <a href="https://twitter.com/drab_makyo/status/183149579968053249?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">March 23, 2012</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>

> Where's your tweet from this time?

<blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">As someone who went to the ER last night and got 12 stitches only to find out that insurance ended on the 30th and I haven&#39;t received my COBRA paperwork yet so we&#39;ll see how fucked I am financially: mood. <a href="https://t.co/sil5Yf2617">https://t.co/sil5Yf2617</a></p>&mdash; Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) <a href="https://twitter.com/drab_makyo/status/1182417275829096448?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">October 10, 2019</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script>

<blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">I&#39;m okay. Just tired.</p>&mdash; Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) <a href="https://twitter.com/drab_makyo/status/1182439345271136256?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">October 10, 2019</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script> 
