%title Curses!
%date 2004-03-09 21:21:21
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Foiled again, by expenses!  Whilst talking with Khieto, I learned that PPMP (a con in FL) was during my spring break, so I looked into going.  Unfortunately, I found out too late, and the cheapest tickets I could find were $440.  Add that to room, registration, and money.. egh.  Oh well ^^

Edit:
khieto: A concert eh? How did that go?
RannaFox: Pretty good.  Didn't feel too.. real, if that makes any sense.
khieto: Didn't feel real? Hmm....
khieto: Well that's usually surreal but that applies to situations where ... it was either really really amazingly good or bad.
RannaFox: There wasn't any emotion attached to it.  It was just kinda rote.  Like I wasn't really there.
khieto: Either you are bored or something was on your mind.
RannaFox: I just had a concert two weeks ago, that might've been it.  This just didn't feel as big, or something. I even forgot to tell my parents until earlier today.
khieto: Oh. Was this a small concert then? I see now. This is an ego thing. ;) 
khieto: "*yawn* Small...concerts. Fine, lets get this over with."
RannaFox: Are you diagnosing me?  Tsk.
RannaFox: Ego generally makes me feel guilty.  This didn't make me feel anything.
khieto: Well I'm not a professional so I'm just talking out of my rear here. Well let me ask you this......does not feeling anything about this concert....do you think it's a bad thing?
khieto: Okay okay, no more analyzing. I'm no professional.
RannaFox: I guess I've just tried to distance myself for choir for a while there.