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%title Might be important. *nod*
%date 2005-10-11 13:14:06
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You page, "Hey fox." to Rikoshi.
(p) Rikoshi pages, "Hey, otherfox." to you.
Somewhere on the muck, Darkwolf has disconnected.
You page, "How're you?" to Rikoshi.
(p) Rikoshi pages, "Um... better, now that I'm getting food in me." to you.
You page, "The key is not checking on it.  We make most of our rice in a rice cooker, though.  Cooking in a pot just requires about twelve or so minutes and not looking." to Jim.
You page, "How were you before?  Irked at folks?" to Rikoshi.
(p) Rikoshi pages, "More just... irked nebulously, and needed to vent on folks. :)" to you.
You page-pose, "Ranna ahh." to Rikoshi
(p) Jim pages, "at high boil or medium? I know if ou check on it, it lets all the steam escape. but most tiems I'm worried about it burning to the bottom of the pot" to you.
(p) Rikoshi pages, "I'm not mad. :)" to you.
You page, "It won't burn, because it's in water.  Water doesn't burn.  You bring it to a boil, put a lid on the pot, and turn the burner down to the low setting for about twelve minutes.  You don't keep boiling it." to Jim.
You page-pose, "Ranna hrr?" to Rikoshi
(p) Rikoshi pages, "I'm not!  Honest! ^^" to you.
You page, "You don't need to convince me, foxo, I believe you." to Rikoshi.
Somewhere on the muck, Kahn has connected.
You page-pose, "Ranna was just wondering, is all." to Rikoshi
(p) Rikoshi pages, "You're allowed, sweetie. :)" to you.
You page-pose, "Ranna nods, hides in fur." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi keeps you, uh, hidden.
You page-pose, "Ranna dozes a little while he's there." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi lets sleeping foxes lie.  With occasional pettings.
You page-pose, "Ranna more curly - not big on lying.  He can do pets, though." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi likes curly - it's a pleasing shape for a fox to be in.  Makes for curviness to pet along, too.
(p) Jim pages, "ok so get it boiling with the rice then turn it down to low. seems whenever I cook it, the water tends to boil off rather fast even with the lid on" to you.
You page-pose, "Ranna likes fox curves.  He traces his nose along one of yours." to Rikoshi
You page, "The water shouldn't be boiling." to Jim.
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi giggles a bit.  Nosing little foxes are good like that. :)
You page-pose, "Ranna smiles at you.  Foxes make him feel nice." to Rikoshi
(p) Jim pages, "just below the boiling point then?" to you.
You page, "The low setting on the stove.  Like, right next to off.  Your stove does have a low setting, right?" to Jim.
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi is all about making you feel nice, where he can.
You page-pose, "Ranna chrps at that, wraps you up in arms." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi wraps back around you, not being TOO clingy, but more... just clingy enough.
You page-pose, "Ranna wouldn't mind the fox being too clingy right now.  It's nice to feel wanted." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi's glad.  He was thinking about you lots today, since his mind kept wandering away from work. :)
(p) Jim pages, "its electric.. and ya it does" to you.
You page-pose, "Ranna does this:  Pour rice.  Pour water.  Turn to high.  Wait for boil.  Cover.  Turn to low.  Wait 12 minutes.  Stir." to Jim
(p) In a page-pose to you, Jim ahs ok
(p) In a page-pose to you, Jim sometimes would come up with cooked rice but not all of it would be cooked. or it would end up in a pudding consistancy due to too much water heh
You page-pose, "Ranna was, too, actually.  Particularly about something you said a while back.  He searches around a little to make sure he's not misremembering.." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi perks his ears.  "What was that, foxy?" :)
Somewhere on the muck, Spirit-Wolf has disconnected.
You page-pose, "Ranna rawr!  Keeps searching - really wants to make sure he's not misreading.." to Rikoshi
You page-pose, "Ranna finds.  Frowns.  Not quite what he thought it was.  Anyway, mumbles, "Foxo?  I really like you."" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi giggles softly, and then nuzzles in at you.  "Thanks," he says.  "I really like you, too!"
(p) In a page-pose to you, Jim scritches a little. talking to your friend you meantioned about earlier
Somewhere on the muck, Kahn has disconnected.
You page-pose, "Ranna offers a little kiss at your muzzle.  "I'm having a bit of a hard time, fox.  Sometimes (well, a lot of times, really), it feels like more than.. just liking, I suppose.  I've been hesitant to talk about it, or even think about it, 'cause I'm afraid I'm misunderstanding myself, or you, or that it's some strange attraction to the digital representation of some guy sitting at a computer 2000 miles away, or even that, by mentioning it, whatever feelings they are will go away.  I also haven't really mentioned it because I don't want you to feel.. obligated in any way.  But now, I think it might be more constructive to just talk about it, even if I feel silly babbling on like this."  Grrf, goes quiet c.c" to Rikoshi
Jim is currently 6 minutes idle and may not get back to you soon.
You page-pose, "Ranna rawrf." to Jim
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi's ears go sorta pink.  "Um... well, you pretty much summed up a lot of what I've been thinking.  With... y'know, almost eerie similarity."  He giggles softly, and then says, "Which I think is probably a good thing, actually, in this case."
(p) In a page-pose to you, Jim giggles and yipyaps back
Somewhere on the muck, Vexus has disconnected.
You page-pose, "Ranna grunts. "Sometimes I forget to read people, or just don't want to, and I get unexpected answers, however pleasant.  So much for all the responses I thought about."  He hides his ears by flattening them and his muzzle by poking it in fur.  "I think it is, too, fuzzy.  Though passive telepathy is a little weird.  Anyway, I think I lost most of what I wanted to talk about..."" to Rikoshi
Somewhere on the muck, Rax has disconnected.
Somewhere on the muck, Floid has disconnected.
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi sticks a finger under your chin and lifts your face up to look at him, giving you a quick kiss on the nose, first.  "I dunno," he says.  "You seem to be able to read me pretty well, for all your nervousness.  Y'know, telepathy aside." :)
Somewhere on the muck, Vexus has connected.
You page-pose, "Ranna wriggles his nose and peeks up at you, returning that kiss to your lips somewhere in there.  "Mrf.. maybe," he giggles some.  "Maybe that's what the supposed telepathy is.  Urm.. well, I suppose most of what I had can wait, but I sort of have a confession to make.  I feel rather devoted to you, foxo, but.. er.. sometimes I don't act it.  I'm not, like, leading along three other relationships or anything, just.. a few times in the past couple of months, I've gotten a little wrapped up in the moment, for lack of a better term."" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi smiles, and shakes his head.  "Is that what's got your worried, hon?" he says, tapping you on the nose.  "I really (maybe kinda more than) like you, too, but, I mean... I dunno, I don't see any reason to... what's the best way to put this?  I'm not gonna be offended or hurt or anything at you having moments.  Um... does that sound weird?"
You page-pose, "Ranna mmnfs, "I was worried a little, but moreso about how you'd react to someone you've only really met once rambling on to you about feelings."  He wriggles his nose and shakes his head, "Doesn't sound that weird, fox; it's kinda something we've talked about before, but the thing I thought I remembered you saying kinda made me worried.  Something about being an 'obedient foxer,' which in context sounded a little like monogamous.  Made me feel a little guilty about playing around."" to Rikoshi
(p) Rikoshi pages, "Er... you know that a couple years ago, I had two boyfriends at the same time, right?  I'm not one to throw stones, cutey. :) But nah, you don't need to feel weird about talking about feelings with me.  I'm sorta glad, because for the last few weeks I've been too afraid to start this very conversation. :)" to you.
You page-pose, "Ranna'" to Rikoshi
You page-pose, "Ranna realigns fingers, tries again." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Jim licks
You page, "I've had several.. ur.. brushes with the same sort of thing, and lots and lots of talks about it, though I'm fairly sure I've never really been in that sort of situation.  We've even talked about it a bit, but I guess I was a little unsure of how you feel about it right now.  Anyway, yeah.  Talking's good, because reading people isn't really two-way." to Rikoshi.
(p) Rikoshi pages, "Well, you said you feel sorta devoted to me, and I'll admit a lot of the same thing.  But, for the moment, I'm not gonna feel weird about anything, what because it's not like you're sitting on my doorstep. :) My basic philosophy isn't such that, you know, if you want to play around with other people, that's not going to upset me." to you.
You page-pose, "Ranna nodnods, "That's sort of what I tell myself when I'm trying to rationalize afterwards, when I feel a good deal of regret.  Granted it's probably not a very healthy lifestyle, even if I am safe about it; it's what got me my new stalker, James."  He puts his nose against yours and gives a little kiss, murmuring, "Though it might be nice to have a fox sitting on your doorstep."" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi shakes his head, and then kisses you back.  "No feeling guilty," he says.  "I don't think it's anything to be ashamed of, either (though stalkers aren't much fun, I know)."  He kisses you again, lingering a little longer this time.  "I don't want you to take my saying this as me saying I don't like you, though, because that's just plain not true." :)
You page-pose, "Ranna mwrms in the lingering kiss and smiles brightly afterwards, "Of course not, foxy.  I understand.  And you know the same applies to you, right?  I'm not keeping you from playing around or exploring other interests or anything."" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi nods.  "Okay.  That's fine.  Though, er, lately, that's not so much an issue!" he admits, blushing.  "But yeah, I'm mostly concerned with happy foxes, being able to be... um, foxy.  And not worrying."
You page, "Rwr?  How so?  And this talk has assuaged most of my concerns.  Besides, foxes are always foxy, and this one is nearly always happy." to Rikoshi.
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi smiles, and bumps nose-to-nose with you.  "I was actually kinda wondering what you were thinking, actually," he says, giggling.  "I'm glad if I can help your concerns, though.  I like talking through things."
You page-pose, "Ranna wriggles nose and mrfs.  "I was thinking about putting food in my tummy, mostly, but also wondering what you meant by not so much an issue."  He giggles right back and mouths at your chin, "Foxes are always helpful."" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi giggles again, and blushes even deeper.  "Oh, just that, uh... Rikky doesn't really have folks to play around with, is all.  But now he at least doesn't need to feel weird if a situation were to develop where a fox were to end up in a, er, compromised position."
Somewhere on the muck, Vexus has disconnected.
You page-pose, "Ranna rrwrs and smiles, giving you three quick kisses in close succession.  "Oh.. er.. I dunno if it's related, but any new thoughts on the situation you posted about earlier?"" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi tries to kiss back, but misses two out of three.  Aw.  "Oh, with my roommates?  I think I'm mostly okay."
You page-pose, "Ranna rubs muzzletip-to-muzzletip with you and murmurs, "Let me know how things work out.." before giving you one of those kisses that would be hard to miss, what with all the muzzle-locking and such." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi mmmphs pretty loudly, then goes a lot more quiet, melting against you as he shares your nice, deep kiss.
You page-pose, "Ranna slips his arms around you and tugs you up for some proper foxsnuggling, something which he never seems to get quite enough of." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi hoorays (in the manner of a soft squeak).  He never tires of this, either--could do it for hours on end, really.  "I'm really happy to hear that you like me, foxy."
You page-pose, "Ranna strokes along squeakyfox tail and traces the tip of his nose along your jawline.  "Rrf, ditto," he says, giggling and adding, "It's nice to know that foxes think alike."" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi chuckles, nuzzling into you.  "Passive telepathy," he murmurs, closing his eyes as he rests his head on you.
You page-pose, "Ranna grins and blushes a little in the ear-area.  "It's true," he says quietly, keeping you nice and close against him." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi mmms, tucking in sorta cuddly-like.  "I hear only certain foxes get that," he says.
You page-pose, "Ranna pets a paw down along your back and rubs his muzzle down along your cheek.  "Oh?  What sorts of foxes?"" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi hums in random singsong, moving and shifting in subtle ways as you touch and hold him.  "Hmmm," he mutters.  "I think the ones that keep bumping their snouts together so often."
You page-pose, "Ranna figures that since he can hardly help it, what with foxmuzzles being so nice to rub together, that he must be one of them sorts of foxes.  He giggles too, and moufs on cheekruff." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi pretend-growls and moufs back (y'know, just in case he needs to recharge the muzzlo-static telepathy battery).
You page-pose, "Ranna whiiines at the growl, even if it is pretend, and lays his ears all flat, squirming at moufing." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi, once he sees you flatten your ears, decides to perk you back up by licking attentively at your cheeks and snout.
You page-pose, "Ranna's ears are at the whimsy of foxmuzz, and move about according to it's actions.  These actions do make them perk up, but they also make him rubrubrub at your sides." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi snarfs your whiskers on into his mouth, sucks for a moment, and then releases.  "There we go."
You page-pose, "Ranna writhes when you capture his whiskers and giggles ticklishly, closing his mouth over part of your snout afterwards.  Hrr." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi slumps down in against your side, not quite 'draping' himself over you, but more like lazily flopping in against you.
You page-pose, "Ranna keeps at least one arm around you, nibbling idly on the tip of one ear.  Fox has to do the homework he wasn't doing while talking." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi giggles, and ruffles your tummy.  "Crushing on foxes is no reason to not remain diligent, mister!" he teases.
You page-pose, "Ranna yaps!  He squirms at ruffling and awmfs briefly on that ear, "But, but...!"" to Rikoshi
(p) Rikoshi pages, "But nothing!  Well... okay, but SOME things," to you.
You page-pose, "Ranna pinches your butt." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi yips!  "Okay.  My butt is one of those things."
You page-pose, "Ranna nods.  Rubrubsqueeze." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi rrfs and chuckles.  "Yeah.  Definitely room for a fox on my doorstep."
Somewhere on the muck, Miko has connected.
You page-pose, "Ranna pecks on your cheek and beams.  For this, he's glad.  Theory homework, though, can go screw itself, though.  Grr." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi squirms rather nicely.  He'd make another tickled pink comment, but you already one-upped him the other day.
You page-pose, "Ranna hrr?  About tickling the pink out of foxes?" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi nods, blushing.,
Logging stopped
Logging to file C:\Program Files\BeipMU\logs\Furry\Ranna - 2005-10-11.txt started
You page-pose, "Ranna rather likes that part of foxes, though :o)" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi knows you do.  But if foxes have homework and need sleep, those parts can wait. :)
You page-pose, "Ranna nodnods, the're gonna have to, because he's really tired, on top of having a quarter of the assignment left.." to Rikoshi
You page-pose, "Ranna still all happy about talking to foxes, though." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi's happy, too, because... well, you're really sweet, and he's glad he wasn't misreading you. :)
Somewhere on the muck, MegaWolf has disconnected.
You page-pose, "Ranna squiiiiirms.  Fooooooox.  *cling*" to Rikoshi
Somewhere on the muck, Jim has disconnected.
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi giggles happily, clinging back.  "Whaaaaat, silly?"
Somewhere on the muck, MegaWolf has connected.
You page-pose, "Ranna tugs you down onto sprawling him and kisses the tips of whiskers, "Rawr, I dunno."" to Rikoshi
You page-pose, "Ranna watches his language get more and more contorted the more Cummings he reads." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi fences/kisses back.  "You do too know."
You page-pose, "Ranna sighs.  It's true.  He sucks briefly on the tip of your chin before murmuring, "You're cute, and, at the risk of sounding like a broken record, I like ya lots."" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi opens his jaw wide, and stuffs the tip of your snout into his muzzle, if only for a moment.  "There.  That's all I needed to hear."
You page-pose, "Ranna gigglesnrts.  Should get his mind out of the gutter, but all he can think of is a 'muzzlejob'.  "Okie, hon."" to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi is glad that the fox he's got is occasionally gutterminded.  It's a nice contrast to his pleasant intellect.
You page-pose, "Ranna's digging this whole mutual-fox-havingness we've got going on, too.  Hrr, really should keep from thinking too much for now, though.  Stupid work." to Rikoshi
(p) Rikoshi pages, "Want me to let you be, hon?" to you.
You page-pose, "Ranna doesn't mind little vulpine distractions, just doesn't want to get caught up in thinking of what to do to them." to Rikoshi
(p) In a page-pose to you, Rikoshi smiles.  "That's actually kinda sweet to hear."
You page-pose, "Ranna beams and curls around you, might be a little slow, but he can still nose on your tummy." to Rikoshi

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