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## Codrin Bălan#Pollux --- The Bălan clade
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> systime 225 (2349)
>
> Pollux---Lagrange transmission delay:
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> 35 days, 9 hours, 48 minutes
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>
> Pollux---Castor transmission delay:
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> 71 days, 13 minutes
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█████ is gone.
They're gone. No fight, no yelling or acrimony, they just said that they needed some time to themselves and gave us each a hug and kiss and stepped away. I would have thought it just meant for a day or so, but their entire studio is cleared out. I pinged and they requested a few days to think before we talk.
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What do I do? We'll wait as requested, but Dear's a mess. Hell, *I'm* a mess. I couldn't give it the support it needed when I needed support myself, so Serene is staying with us again for a while just to help how she can.
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What do I do? I've never gone through anything like this and everything feels so incredibly desperate, as though I've done something so awful that a single misstep will bring the entire world down around my ears. It's kept me frozen in place for a few days now. I've slept, I know, and Serene's made sure that Dear and I get outside at least once a day.
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What do I do, Ioan?
Codrin, have you heard anything?
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What do I do?
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