102 lines
2.6 KiB
Markdown
102 lines
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D> Been thinking.
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D> We still talk a lot, and I really like that. For having only had a little bit of time together at UI, it's nice that we've been able to keep up with each other.
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K> Yeah?
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K> I mean, I like it too.
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K> I only talk to you and like two classmates from that time, and one only because he's also up here in Boise.
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D> Yeah.
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D> So I don't know if this is weird or not. It's not something I've ever done or
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K> ?
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D> Not something I've ever done or really felt, but I think I really like you.
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D> Know I really like you.
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D> And goodness knows I have no idea what to do about it.
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D> It's taken me weeks to even get to the point where I could say that.
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K> Huh...
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D> ???
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K> I like you too, but I'm not sure if it's in the same way?
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K> Assuming you mean romantically.
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D> Yes.
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K> Yeah, see.
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K> I don't know.
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D> I don't either, I guess.
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K> I'm really not sure how to take this conversation haha
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K> I hope that's not
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K> I don't know
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K> Painful?
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D> Well.
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K> Yeah, sorry...
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D> No no, I mean
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D> Well, it is, but that's not quite where I was going, hah.
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K> Sorry. I'll let you type.
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D> I don't really know what I wanted out of this conversation, to be honest. Feelings like this aren't logical, you know? So I think I just wanted to say that because I don't know what to do with all of them. They just boil up within me and I just sit there and feel weird and bad but also kind of good at the same time.
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D> And I should add
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D> The goal wasn't to try and rope you into something you don't want to do, and I don't want to make it sound like I am trying to do so now.
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D> Guilt you into it or whatever.
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D> But I guess I wanted to talk about it and get it off my chest.
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D> And I guess that's it.
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K> Alright.
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K> I mean, I don't think you could guilt the wings off a fly, Dee.
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K> The whole Catholic thing is guilting yourself, right?
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D> That's a bit of an uncharitable way to put it.
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K> Sorry. You know I don't understand it.
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D> Yeah.
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K> And that's maybe part of it.
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D> How so?
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K> How would you feel being in a relationship with someone who doesn't believe the same stuff?
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K> Doesn't believe any of it, I mean.
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K> I'm not going to knock it or anything, but I'm not going to try it, either.
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K> I'm sorry.
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D> Hah.
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D> Sorry, that came out weird?
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D> Seriously, though, I really don't know. This whole thing, this whole crush or whatever it is, I don't know what the end goal of it is. It's limerence, it's something that's happening to me, and I don't know what to do about it. It's this enormous feeling and you're the limerent object, and I hate that my brain is doing it.
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