From 06510430ff8316c82c0ab5d0b3580aa2158434a6 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Madison Scott-Clary Date: Thu, 17 Mar 2022 23:55:06 -0700 Subject: [PATCH] update from sparkleup --- writing/post-self/mitzvot/sorina/001.md | 8 +++++++- 1 file changed, 7 insertions(+), 1 deletion(-) diff --git a/writing/post-self/mitzvot/sorina/001.md b/writing/post-self/mitzvot/sorina/001.md index ee2c8504..9a0c74b9 100644 --- a/writing/post-self/mitzvot/sorina/001.md +++ b/writing/post-self/mitzvot/sorina/001.md @@ -6,4 +6,10 @@ I'm breaking my communications embargo to message you directly. I don't know the Well. I say 'yet another tearful letter', but there's only been three --- one for each of them --- so I'm hardly being bombarded, but I just...I can't, Ioan. -I need to talk to someone about this. I need to talk to someone who truly understands. I talk to Sarah quite a bit, of course, both in a therapeutic and a professional context, but there needs to be that sense of connection to the matter on a more personal level than just therapist to client. She's a delight to work with and an amazing teacher (as are Artante and +I need to talk to someone about this. I need to talk to someone who truly understands. I talk to Sarah quite a bit, of course, both in a therapeutic and a professional context, but there needs to be that sense of connection to the matter on a more personal level than just therapist to client. She's a delight to work with and an amazing teacher (as are Artante and Anin Li). + +In our sessions, we came up with a very specific way to deal with this decision that I've made. In order to ensure that I can learn to cherish who I was and who was in my life, I need to reinforce the positive memories of what I had. I need to make sure that those are stronger than the negative ones. I don't want that final, terrible morning to weigh on me more strongly than all of the good times that we had together + +(but they still have each other, so each of their letters kept dragging me back into it) + +(if I sound panicky, it's because I am; I'm forgetting)