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@ -78,7 +78,7 @@ Nearing the 200th anniversary of System secession from humanity, the System and
* [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor](launch/launch/Codrin-castor/003) - Author who wrote an outline for a book, has been writing them independently on launches and sending back to editor sys-side, who is compiling them; mentions as postscript for Ioan only that given what ey learned about early clade, should maybe pass on communications between LVs encrypted - 2963 * [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor](launch/launch/Codrin-castor/003) - Author who wrote an outline for a book, has been writing them independently on launches and sending back to editor sys-side, who is compiling them; mentions as postscript for Ioan only that given what ey learned about early clade, should maybe pass on communications between LVs encrypted - 2963
* [O] [Secession: sys-side: Michelle](secession/sys/Michelle/003) - Debarre meets with Michelle to talk about AwDae, Ode Clade, losing control of herself, why keep the name secret (AwDae wasn't supposed to defect to S-R Bloc, even if ey helped form the System - total lie, though), reiterates promise that her new clade won't overtake the Council of Eight - 1754 - Expand? * [O] [Secession: sys-side: Michelle](secession/sys/Michelle/003) - Debarre meets with Michelle to talk about AwDae, Ode Clade, losing control of herself, why keep the name secret (AwDae wasn't supposed to defect to S-R Bloc, even if ey helped form the System - total lie, though), reiterates promise that her new clade won't overtake the Council of Eight - 1754 - Expand?
* [O] [Launch: sys-side: Ioan](launch/sys/Ioan/005) - Musician who set up transmission of music between sys/phys, gets #Castor's note, discusses with May - 1740 - Expand? * [O] [Launch: sys-side: Ioan](launch/sys/Ioan/005) - Musician who set up transmission of music between sys/phys, gets #Castor's note, discusses with May - 1740 - Expand?
* [o] Part III - Acceleration (Conspiracies start to pick up) * [O] Part III - Acceleration (Conspiracies start to pick up)
* [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Pollux](launch/launch/Codrin-pollux/003) - interviews Zeke/Ezekiel, who has gone a bit sideways, now a prophet, having a hard time reconciling two launches/diverging futures, points Codrin towards True Name as something sinister - 2212 - Expand? * [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Pollux](launch/launch/Codrin-pollux/003) - interviews Zeke/Ezekiel, who has gone a bit sideways, now a prophet, having a hard time reconciling two launches/diverging futures, points Codrin towards True Name as something sinister - 2212 - Expand?
* [O] [Secession: phys-side; Yared](secession/phys/Yared/005) - discusses secession with True Name/Jonas despite the fact that he isn't supposed to, gets help drafting the post with suggested changes from Demma - 2852 * [O] [Secession: phys-side; Yared](secession/phys/Yared/005) - discusses secession with True Name/Jonas despite the fact that he isn't supposed to, gets help drafting the post with suggested changes from Demma - 2852
* [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor](launch/launch/Codrin-castor/004) - Distracted, interviews depressed astronomer who knows this is as close as he'll ever get, but studies all the same through text, learn more about Dreamer Module (phys-side idea that got past resistance sys-side, implied Jonas/True Name) - 3680 * [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor](launch/launch/Codrin-castor/004) - Distracted, interviews depressed astronomer who knows this is as close as he'll ever get, but studies all the same through text, learn more about Dreamer Module (phys-side idea that got past resistance sys-side, implied Jonas/True Name) - 3680
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* [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor](launch/launch/Codrin-castor/005) - Interviews True Name, who was tasked by Michelle as political side of launch, first time sys and phys have worked together in meaningful way in ages, tickled to see Douglas Hadje, nudges him through *channels* to apply for launch director (look at that manipulation go) - 2839 * [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor](launch/launch/Codrin-castor/005) - Interviews True Name, who was tasked by Michelle as political side of launch, first time sys and phys have worked together in meaningful way in ages, tickled to see Douglas Hadje, nudges him through *channels* to apply for launch director (look at that manipulation go) - 2839
* [O] [Launch: phys-side: Douglas](launch/phys/Douglas/007) - Learns more about the clade, but still not about names, mentions some concerning stuff re: patterns phys/planet-side - 1855 * [O] [Launch: phys-side: Douglas](launch/phys/Douglas/007) - Learns more about the clade, but still not about names, mentions some concerning stuff re: patterns phys/planet-side - 1855
* [O] [Secession: phys-side: Yared](secession/phys/Yared/007) - Introduces secession amendment himself, it goes over poorly initially, contacts Demma who reassures him that it will swing in secession's favor after some unsavory strings are pulled, told to keep pressing sys-side on secession - 2640 * [O] [Secession: phys-side: Yared](secession/phys/Yared/007) - Introduces secession amendment himself, it goes over poorly initially, contacts Demma who reassures him that it will swing in secession's favor after some unsavory strings are pulled, told to keep pressing sys-side on secession - 2640
* [o] [Launch: sys-side: Ioan](launch/sys/Ioan/009) - Ioan, already worried, interviews Do I Know God After The *End Waking* (skunk male, druid type) at eir home, who was tasked by True Name and Jonas to meddle with phys-side finance late 2100s to increase sys-side population by paying for uploads (as Ioan was), liberal now, regrets his actions; points em to Jonas still on system; conversation with both End Waking and May about what she meant about system being more subtle viz dandelions (even after all this time, it's still a dream, May's been dreaming with em, not uncommon for emotionally entangled people) - 3217 * [O] [Launch: sys-side: Ioan](launch/sys/Ioan/009) - Ioan, already worried, interviews Do I Know God After The *End Waking* (skunk male, druid type) at eir home, who was tasked by True Name and Jonas to meddle with phys-side finance late 2100s to increase sys-side population by paying for uploads (as Ioan was), liberal now, regrets his actions; points em to Jonas still on system; conversation with both End Waking and May about what she meant about system being more subtle viz dandelions (even after all this time, it's still a dream, May's been dreaming with em, not uncommon for emotionally entangled people) - 3217
* [o] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Pollux](launch/launch/Codrin-pollux/006) - Has Yared, Debarre, and user11824 over, who talk about how the council was undermined, then overridden by Jonas/Odists after secession, Yared talks about Toledot Yeshu, Demma as Paul (left unsaid whether or not Demma was influenced by anyone sys-side, implied no; phys-side still had its own politics, then) - 2856 * [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Pollux](launch/launch/Codrin-pollux/006) - Has Yared, Debarre, and user11824 over, who talk about how the council was undermined, then overridden by Jonas/Odists after secession, Yared talks about Toledot Yeshu, Demma as Paul (left unsaid whether or not Demma was influenced by anyone sys-side, implied no; phys-side still had its own politics, then) - 2856
* [o] [Secession: sys-side: True Name](secession/sys/True-Name/006) - Meets with Debarre, who says he understands better now, thanks her for all her work; after he leaves, meets up with *Life Breeds Life,* But Death Must Now Be Chosen (human male, scholar type) to help keep up appearances during secession work that the clade isn't growing, minimize actions in history so that the clade doesn't appear to have done anything, that Michelle was on the Council and the clade just helped. - 2317 * [O] [Secession: sys-side: True Name](secession/sys/True-Name/006) - Meets with Debarre, who says he understands better now, thanks her for all her work; after he leaves, meets up with *Life Breeds Life,* But Death Must Now Be Chosen (human male, scholar type) to help keep up appearances during secession work that the clade isn't growing, minimize actions in history so that the clade doesn't appear to have done anything, that Michelle was on the Council and the clade just helped. - 2317
* [o] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor](launch/launch/Codrin-castor/006) - Interviews No Jonas, hints at how big an influence he and Odists (not just TN!) had on both phys/sys side after secession, anything to keep System growing - 2471 * [O] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor](launch/launch/Codrin-castor/006) - Interviews No Jonas, hints at how big an influence he and Odists (not just TN!) had on both phys/sys side after secession, anything to keep System growing - 2471
* [o] [Secession: sys-side: True Name](secession/sys/True-Name/007) - walks sims, thinking about what the System will look like after secession (doesn't share Yared's pessimism), how to keep it running, remembers conversation about birth laws in S-R Bloc, forks End Waking to investigate that, revealing that at some point, Jonas showed her how to manipulate reputation markets to make sure she could always fork. - 1378 Expand? * [O] [Secession: sys-side: True Name](secession/sys/True-Name/007) - walks sims, thinking about what the System will look like after secession (doesn't share Yared's pessimism), how to keep it running, remembers conversation about birth laws in S-R Bloc, forks End Waking to investigate that, revealing that at some point, Jonas showed her how to manipulate reputation markets to make sure she could always fork. - 1378 Expand?
* [o] [Launch: phys-side: Douglas](launch/phys/Douglas/008) - Sabotage attempts, hinting that there are those phys-side who have also picked up patterns and really don't like System - 2802 * [O] [Launch: phys-side: Douglas](launch/phys/Douglas/008) - Sabotage attempts, hinting that there are those phys-side who have also picked up patterns and really don't like System - 2802
* [o] [Secession: phys-side: Yared](secession/phys/Yared/008) - Sure enough, support rapidly swings sys-side, long conversation with TN/Jonas about what it means, starting to see how having his name on the amendment is diving people not just on the subject, but on him, starting to think about death, showing fear that he had at beginning - 2839 * [o] [Secession: phys-side: Yared](secession/phys/Yared/008) - Sure enough, support rapidly swings sys-side, long conversation with TN/Jonas about what it means, starting to see how having his name on the amendment is diving people not just on the subject, but on him, starting to think about death, showing fear that he had at beginning - 2839
* [o] [Launch: sys-side: Ioan](launch/sys/Ioan/010) - Ioan, getting really pissed at how Odists won't just answer eir fucking questions all the way and keep demurring at the last minute, interviews Jonas Prime, who has grown pessimistic, life wants to spread and multiply to make itself stronger, this is the root of the launch: offsite backups; thus why dreamer module was frowned upon: has broadcast w/ information about system, earth, interfacing, etc - 3375 * [o] [Launch: sys-side: Ioan](launch/sys/Ioan/010) - Ioan, getting really pissed at how Odists won't just answer eir fucking questions all the way and keep demurring at the last minute, interviews Jonas Prime, who has grown pessimistic, life wants to spread and multiply to make itself stronger, this is the root of the launch: offsite backups; thus why dreamer module was frowned upon: has broadcast w/ information about system, earth, interfacing, etc - 3375
* [o] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Pollux](launch/launch/Codrin-pollux/007) - Interviews Ne Jonas, humanity best viewed as a resource to be used or a crop to be tended by System - 2752 * [o] [Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Pollux](launch/launch/Codrin-pollux/007) - Interviews Ne Jonas, humanity best viewed as a resource to be used or a crop to be tended by System - 2752

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# Douglas Hadje --- 2325 # Douglas Hadje --- 2325
**May Then My Name Die With Me:** Douglas > **May Then My Name Die With Me:** Douglas
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**May Then My Name:** Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas > **May Then My Name:** Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas Douglas
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**May Then My Name:** Mister Douglas Hadje, Master of Spaceflight and Doctor of whatever the hell your degree is in, call on line one. > **May Then My Name:** Mister Douglas Hadje, Master of Spaceflight and Doctor of whatever the hell your degree is in, call on line one.
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**May Then My Name:** Oh, whatever. Just let me know when you get this! > **May Then My Name:** Oh, whatever. Just let me know when you get this!
It took a moment for Douglas to compose himself when he returned to his terminal after yet another evening of sitting in the Pollux control tower, now largely remade into an observation bubble, despite the increased gravity. It was quiet, it was dark, it was calm, and there was nothing to see except the same Earth-rise-moon-rise cycle every thirty seconds or so. It took a moment for Douglas to compose himself when he returned to his terminal after yet another evening of sitting in the Pollux control tower, now largely remade into an observation bubble, despite the increased gravity. It was quiet, it was dark, it was calm, and there was nothing to see except the same Earth-rise-moon-rise cycle every thirty seconds or so.
So, when he returned back to his room to a series of messages that felt loud, bright, raucous, it took a moment for his mind to adjust. So, when he returned back to his room to a series of messages that felt loud, bright, raucous, it took a moment for his mind to adjust.
**Douglas Hadje:** My doctorate is also in space flight. I did my thesis on booster stress in reusable launch vehicles. > **Douglas Hadje:** My doctorate is also in space flight. I did my thesis on booster stress in reusable launch vehicles.
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**Douglas:** Now, how may I help you? > **Douglas:** Now, how may I help you?
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**May Then My Name:** That is just *fantastically* boring, my dear. > **May Then My Name:** That is just *fantastically* boring, my dear.
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**Douglas:** Oh, it was boring as hell. I'll send it to you sometime. > **Douglas:** Oh, it was boring as hell. I'll send it to you sometime.
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**May Then My Name:** If you would like. > **May Then My Name:** If you would like.
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**May Then My Name:** I will not read it. > **May Then My Name:** I will not read it.
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**May Then My Name:** Also, hi. Good evening. Have you had a good day? > **May Then My Name:** Also, hi. Good evening. Have you had a good day?
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**Douglas:** That was also boring as hell. I keep going for walks or trying to read or whatever, but there's only so much here to keep myself interested when I based most of my life on my job. > **Douglas:** That was also boring as hell. I keep going for walks or trying to read or whatever, but there's only so much here to keep myself interested when I based most of my life on my job.
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**May Then My Name:** That does not sound healthy. > **May Then My Name:** That does not sound healthy.
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**Douglas:** Can confirm: not healthy. > **Douglas:** Can confirm: not healthy.
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**May Then My Name:** Well, fucking upload already. > **May Then My Name:** Well, fucking upload already.
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**May Then My Name:** We can go out for drinks and build up your tolerance again, or you can go walk some place that has a horizon. Ioan took me on a hike a while back, we can take you there. > **May Then My Name:** We can go out for drinks and build up your tolerance again, or you can go walk some place that has a horizon. Ioan took me on a hike a while back, we can take you there.
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**Douglas:** Before long. Probably within the year, actually. > **Douglas:** Before long. Probably within the year, actually.
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**May Then My Name:** !!! > **May Then My Name:** !!!
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**May Then My Name:** Good! Excellent! I will look forward to the day. > **May Then My Name:** Good! Excellent! I will look forward to the day.
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**Douglas:** I'll keep you apprised, then. Where's Ioan today? > **Douglas:** I'll keep you apprised, then. Where's Ioan today?
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**May Then My Name:** Ey is here, but in heads down mode. It can get frustrating sometimes, because when ey gets in that mindset, ey will not be able to fork effectively. If ey does, the fork will just spend all of eir time whining about not being at work. > **May Then My Name:** Ey is here, but in heads-down mode. It can get frustrating sometimes, because when ey gets in that mindset, ey will not be able to fork effectively. If ey tries, the fork will just spend all of eir time whining about not being at work.
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**Douglas:** Like me, huh? > **Douglas:** Like me, huh?
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**May Then My Name:** You said it, not me. > **May Then My Name:** You said it, not me.
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**May Then My Name:** Anyway, I messaged you to ask you about something that you have mentioned a few times so far. Do you have it in you to answer some questions? > **May Then My Name:** Anyway, I messaged you to ask you about something that you have mentioned a few times so far. Do you have it in you to answer some questions?
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**Douglas:** Sure, why not. My first meeting is in the afternoon, tomorrow, and it's just a weekly safety briefing. Talk my ear off! I could use the distraction. > **Douglas:** Sure, why not. My first meeting is in the afternoon, tomorrow, and it's just a weekly safety briefing. Talk my ear off! I could use the distraction.
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**May Then My Name:** Yes, you certainly could. > **May Then My Name:** Yes, you certainly could.
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**May Then My Name:** You mentioned that there had been sabotage attempts. We were surprised when we heard that initially, but it had been in the middle of some other conversations that we did not want to derail, so we have been holding onto it until a time when there was not much else going on. Can you tell us about those? > **May Then My Name:** You mentioned that there had been sabotage attempts. We were surprised when we heard that initially, but it had been in the middle of some other conversations that we did not want to derail, so we have been holding onto it until a time when there was not much else going on. Can you tell us about those?
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**Douglas:** Oh, sure. > **Douglas:** Oh, sure.
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**Douglas:** There were two big ones and one small one. You heard the small one, which was that tech knocking me off the edge of the torus. The other techs out there with us tackled him and tied him up in his own tether to bring him back into the station. One of them suggested just ripping off his suit there, but it was a reaction out of anger, and it's hard to stay angry out in space when you're all terrified of dying anyway, so they did the right thing. > **Douglas:** There were two big ones and one small one. You heard the small one, which was that tech knocking me off the edge of the torus. The other techs out there with us tackled him and tied him up in his own tether to bring him back into the station. One of them suggested just ripping off his suit there, but it was a reaction out of anger, and it's hard to stay angry out in space when you're all terrified of dying anyway, so they did the right thing.
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**Douglas:** He was brought inside, taped to a chair (there used to be a security station for when the torus was a hotel, but it was repurposed at some point), and then confined to quarters until the next shuttle could come pick him up. > **Douglas:** He was brought inside, taped to a chair (there used to be a security station with a cell for when the torus was a hotel, but it was repurposed at some point), and then confined to quarters until the next shuttle could come pick him up.
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**May Then My Name:** How did he even get in there to begin with? > **May Then My Name:** How did he even get in there to begin with?
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**Douglas:** As far as I could tell, just lying really well, or perhaps it really was just a spur of the moment act as he argued in court. It was his second EVA, so there wasn't exactly much time to suss out if there was anything up with him. > **Douglas:** As far as I could tell, just lying really well, or perhaps it really was just a spur of the moment act as he argued in court. It was his second EVA, so there wasn't exactly much time to suss out if there was anything up with him.
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**Douglas:** It's weird, though. You have to have an MSf to even do EVAs here, and even just getting into that program, not to mention getting a job out here, requires a lot of psychological testing and the like. He must have been pretty good at lying. > **Douglas:** It's weird, though. You have to have an MSf to even do EVAs here, and even just getting into that program, not to mention getting a job out here, requires a lot of psychological testing and the like. He must have been pretty good at lying.
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**May Then My Name:** You said that he was sent back to Earth and charged. What were the charges? How did that work? > **May Then My Name:** You said that he was sent back to Earth and charged. What were the charges? How did that work?
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**Douglas:** I don't know too much about it, honestly. I know he was charged with attempted murder and there was a whole flurry of articles about how the case was groundbreaking as the first attempted murder in the vacuum of space. He was convicted, then probably sentenced to jail. > **Douglas:** I don't know too much about it, honestly. I know he was charged with attempted murder and there was a whole flurry of articles about how the case was groundbreaking as the first attempted murder in the vacuum of space. He was convicted, then probably sentenced to jail.
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**May Then My Name:** What does jail look like? > **May Then My Name:** What does jail look like?
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**Douglas:** Depends on where you are and what you did. I think for something like attempted murder, he was just put in sim for a while, unable to back out. > **Douglas:** Depends on where you are and what you did. I think for something like attempted murder, he was just put in sim for a while, unable to back out.
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**May Then My Name:** Really? What a nightmare. > **May Then My Name:** Really? What a nightmare.
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**Douglas:** It's not like he's just put in a sim of a jail cell to rot or anything. As far as I know, it's just a tightly regimented day, most of it in a solitary sim, the rest in a shared sim with other prisoners. > **Douglas:** It's not like he's just put in a sim of a jail cell to rot or anything. As far as I know, it's just a tightly regimented day, most of it in a solitary sim, the rest in a shared sim with other prisoners.
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**May Then My Name:** Not able to back out, though. Even the thought of that makes me feel ill. > **May Then My Name:** Not able to back out, though. Even the thought of that makes me feel ill.
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**Douglas:** Why? Aren't you kind of in that state right now? > **Douglas:** Why? Aren't you kind of in that state right now?
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**May Then My Name:** When you upload, you will see how the comparison fails. But it is terrifying because I am old enough to remember the lost. > **May Then My Name:** When you upload, you will see how the comparison fails. But it is terrifying because I am old enough to remember the lost.
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**Douglas:** That virus or whatever that was getting people stuck in the 'net? Didn't that hit Michelle? > **Douglas:** That virus or whatever that was getting people stuck in the 'net? Didn't that hit Michelle?
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**May Then My Name:** Yes. Remember when I talked about how she had 80% bad days? That is why. > **May Then My Name:** Yes. Remember when I talked about how she had 80% bad days? That is why.
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**Douglas:** Oh, shit. Yeah, I can see how that'd be terrifying, then. > **Douglas:** Oh, shit. Yeah, I can see how that'd be terrifying, then.
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**May Then My Name:** On to brighter subjects, then. You mentioned bigger sabotage attempts. > **May Then My Name:** On to brighter subjects, then. You mentioned bigger sabotage attempts.
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**Douglas:** Much brighter. > **Douglas:** Much brighter.
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**Douglas:** Well, one of them was here station-side, and one was back planet-side. The one up here was when one of the mechanics (who don't need an MSf) had smuggled up some type of plastic explosive in their luggage. I think it was actually the fabric lining of the case, something where thin strands of explosive were coated in plastic and woven just like one normally would. It was powerful enough and its target small enough, that even just that suitcase lining would have been enough to do the trick. > **Douglas:** Well, one of them was here station-side, and one was back planet-side. The one up here was when one of the mechanics (who don't need an MSf) had smuggled up some type of plastic explosive in their luggage. I think it was actually the fabric lining of the case, something where thin strands of explosive were coated in plastic and woven just like one normally would. It was powerful enough and its target small enough, that even just that suitcase lining would have been enough to do the trick.
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**Douglas:** They tore out the lining, rolled it into a rope, and wrapped it around a portion of the launch strut extrusion factory. It was about six years back, and the arms were already about 2800km long, so if the explosion had wound up actually causing enough damage, the stress of the arm would have torn the station apart, and likely taken the System with it. > **Douglas:** They tore out the lining, rolled it into a rope, and wrapped it around a portion of the launch strut extrusion factory. It was about six years back, and the arms were already about 2800km long, so if the explosion had wound up actually causing enough damage, the stress of the arm would have torn the station apart, and likely taken the System with it.
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**May Then My Name:** WHAT > **May Then My Name:** WHAT
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**May Then My Name:** That seems like an awfully important thing to not know as the sys-side launch director, Douglas. > **May Then My Name:** That seems like an awfully important thing to not know as the sys-side launch director, Douglas.
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**Douglas:** It was all hushed up by security (brought back up after my little incident on EVA). I wasn't allowed to tell you after the NDA. Sorry, May Then My Name. > **Douglas:** It was all hushed up by security (brought back up after my little incident on EVA). I wasn't allowed to tell you after the NDA. Sorry, May Then My Name.
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**May Then My Name:** Did they give you a reason for keeping it from us? > **May Then My Name:** Did they give you a reason for keeping it from us?
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**Douglas:** They said it had political undertones because of the articles of secession. "No other governmental entity shall declare war on or attempt to destroy the System." > **Douglas:** They said it had political undertones because of the articles of secession. "No other governmental entity shall declare war on or attempt to destroy the System."
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**May Then My Name:** They considered it an act of war? > **May Then My Name:** They considered it an act of war?
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**Douglas:** I guess so. If it was an act of war, then the System could retaliate. I'm sure they told someone over there who needed to know > **Douglas:** I guess so. If it was an act of war, then the System could retaliate. I'm sure they told someone over there who needed to know
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**May Then My Name:** Then why are you telling me now? > **May Then My Name:** Then why are you telling me now?
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**Douglas:** Well, our conversations are off the record, now. Besides, if I'm going to upload soon, it's also relevant to me in the same way it is to you. > **Douglas:** Well, our conversations are off the record, now. Besides, if I'm going to upload soon, it's also relevant to me in the same way it is to you.
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**May Then My Name:** Well, alright. How were they caught? > **May Then My Name:** Well, alright. How were they caught?
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**Douglas:** That's the weird thing. They turned themselves in. The cloth bomb had been in place for about a month, I guess, and they grew a conscience in that time, so they defused the bomb, brought security over, admitted to what they'd done, and let themself be sent back planet-side. > **Douglas:** That's the weird thing. They turned themselves in. The cloth bomb had been in place for about a month, I guess, and they grew a conscience in that time, so they defused the bomb, brought security over, admitted to what they'd done, and let themself be sent back planet-side.
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**Douglas:** Which actually brings me to the other big sabotage attempt. Apparently, they were working with a collective who were really unhappy with the launch overall, so there was also a suicide bombing at a launch facility during a tour which I guess was intended to take out the control room before it could be used for the next supply run. > **Douglas:** Which actually brings me to the other big sabotage attempt. Apparently, they were working with a collective who were really unhappy with the launch overall, so there was also a suicide bombing at a launch facility during a tour which I guess was intended to take out the control room before it could be used for the next supply run.
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**Douglas:** Cloth bomber struck a deal with the government for a lighter sentence (probably like my attacker received) for acting as an informant and ratting out the organization before the rest of the planned bombings could take place. > **Douglas:** Cloth bomber struck a deal with the government for a lighter sentence (probably like my attacker received) for acting as an informant and ratting out the organization before the rest of the planned bombings could take place.
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**May Then My Name:** Less immediately threatening to us, but still, that is terrible. Do you know why this collective (is this like a group, or is there a deeper meaning?) felt so strongly against Launch? > **May Then My Name:** Less immediately threatening to us, but still, that is terrible. Do you know why this collective (is this like an interest group, or is there a deeper meaning?) felt so strongly against Launch?
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**Douglas:** Yes, a collective is a group of people who have decided to lose as much of their unique identity as they can to live as singular facets of a shared identity. > **Douglas:** Yes, a collective is a group of people who have decided to lose as much of their unique identity as they can to live as singular facets of a shared identity.
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**May Then My Name:** Ioan will be fascinated to hear. Why is that? > **May Then My Name:** Ioan will be fascinated to hear. Why is that?
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**Douglas:** It actually started around a fictionalized account of forking. They sometimes called themselves clades, but the name never stuck in the wider world. It's kind of a weird love/hate relationship with the System that they have. They love it enough to try and emulate it in their social groups, but they also loathe the idea of uploading and a lot of other things that go along with the System. > **Douglas:** It actually started around a fictionalized account of forking. They sometimes called themselves clades, but the name never stuck in the wider world. It's kind of a weird love/hate relationship with the System that they have. They love it enough to try and emulate it in their social groups, but they also loathe the idea of uploading and a lot of other things that go along with the System.
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**Douglas:** de, on the launch commission, is a member of a much more liberal collective. Still will never upload, but really seems to take pride in their job. > **Douglas:** de, on the launch commission, is a member of a much more liberal collective. Still will never upload, but really seems to take pride in their job.
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**Douglas:** So I think it was some of that hatred that was at play. They hated the lack of control that is inherent in the System. They hated all that went into Secession, how it made the System this political entity. They hated Launch because, by phys-side collaborating with sys-side, it was a sign that we were equals. They felt that the System has been interfering with phys-side politics ever since Secession. They hated the System for lots of reasons. > **Douglas:** So I think it was some of that hatred that was at play. They hated the lack of control that is inherent in the System. They hated all that went into Secession, how it made the System a political entity. They hated Launch because, by phys-side collaborating with sys-side, it was a sign that we were equals. They felt that the System has been interfering with phys-side politics ever since Secession. They hated the System for lots of reasons.
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**May Then My Name:** Do a lot of people phys-side think that the System is interfering with politics? > **May Then My Name:** Do a lot of people phys-side think that the System is interfering with politics?
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**Douglas:** Not really, no. There was a kerfuffle around it when uploading was incentivized that essentially no one remembers except for boring people like me who had to study it. There have been a few gripes here and there as other large political changes happened, like when governments merged or recessions hit. When things like that happen, I think a lot of people instinctively look for a boogeyman to pin it on, and the System is pretty convenient because it's not like you all can fight back, so you all turn into shadowy figures behind the politicians. > **Douglas:** Not really, no. There was a kerfuffle around it when uploading was incentivized that essentially no one remembers except for boring people like me who had to study it. There have been a few gripes here and there as other large political changes happened, like when governments merged or recessions hit. When things like that happen, I think a lot of people instinctively look for a boogeyman to pin it on, and the System is pretty convenient because it's not like you all can fight back, so you all turn into shadowy figures behind the politicians.
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**May Then My Name:** Oh, that bit is definitely true. > **May Then My Name:** Oh, that bit is definitely true.
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**Douglas:** Yeah, figured as much. You all up there steepling your fingers and talking in hushed tones about how you're going to do everything from crash the economy to hire Michelle Hadje's distant ancestor specifically to work on your nefarious plot. > **Douglas:** Yeah, figured as much. You all up there steepling your fingers and talking in hushed tones about how you're going to do everything from crash the economy to hire Michelle Hadje's distant ancestor specifically to work on your nefarious plot.
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**May Then My Name:** Yep, got it in one. > **May Then My Name:** Yep, got it in one.
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**May Then My Name:** I am glad that none of these were successful on the scale that they had hoped. We do not know what happens to us if the System breaks. There have been a few instances of discontinuity over the centuries, but we don't see them except that systime jumps ahead. Were the System to explode in some fiery spectacle, we would just stop. Probably. Maybe. > **May Then My Name:** I am glad that none of these were successful on the scale that they had hoped. We do not know what happens to us if the System breaks. There have been a few instances of discontinuity over the centuries, but we don't see them except that systime jumps ahead. Were the System to explode in some fiery spectacle, we would just stop. Probably. Maybe.
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**May Then My Name:** Theologians and mystics have been disappointed to find no answers in what comes after death when one quits, so we are as in the dark as you are. > **May Then My Name:** Theologians and mystics have been disappointed to find no answers in what comes after death when one quits, so we are as in the dark as you are.
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**Douglas:** Maybe a bit less, because at least one possibility of what comes after death for us is living sys-side. > **Douglas:** Maybe a bit less, because at least one possibility of what comes after death for us is living sys-side.
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**May Then My Name:** This is true! We are ghosts up here, haunting silicon and whatever else makes up the physical elements of the System these days. > **May Then My Name:** This is true! We are ghosts up here, haunting silicon and whatever else makes up the physical elements of the System these days.
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**Douglas:** You may as well be ghosts, as far as people think planet-side. There have been various attempts at casting uploads in the light of ancestor worship in some places. I have no idea how those who are worshipped sys-side feel about being asked for courage or a healthy crop or whatever. > **Douglas:** You may as well be ghosts, as far as people think planet-side. There have been various attempts at casting uploads in the light of ancestor worship in some places. I have no idea how those who are worshipped sys-side feel about being asked for courage or a healthy crop or whatever.
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**May Then My Name:** I would be honored, personally. I have no one to haunt after two centuries but you. I am afraid that you are stuck with me. > **May Then My Name:** I would be honored, personally. I have no one to haunt after two centuries but you. I am afraid that you are stuck with me.
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**May Then My Name:** All I can do is bother you on a terminal, though, so I suppose that I am not that bad of a ghost. > **May Then My Name:** All I can do is bother you on a terminal, though, so I suppose that I am not that bad of a ghost.
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**Douglas:** You're a pretty good ghost, I'd say. I'm looking forward to meeting you in person some day. > **Douglas:** You're a pretty good ghost, I'd say. I'm looking forward to meeting you in person some day.
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**May Then My Name:** I will beg you once more: please come join us soon. I know you said within a year, but if you do not live up to that promise, so help me God, I will move into your implants and never let you sleep again. > **May Then My Name:** I will beg you once more: please come join us soon. I know you said within a year, but if you do not live up to that promise, so help me God, I will move into your implants and never let you sleep again.
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**Douglas:** Don't worry! I promise. You'll see me within the year. I've already put in word with both the launch commission and the clinic here, and they're fine having me stick around station-side until I can upload, so it's already (loosely) scheduled. > **Douglas:** Don't worry! I promise. You'll see me within the year. I've already put in word with both the launch commission and the clinic here, and they're fine having me stick around station-side until I can upload, so it's already (loosely) scheduled.
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**May Then My Name:** !!! > **May Then My Name:** !!!
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**May Then My Name:** I am eager to meet you, Douglas Hadje, Master of Spaceflight and Doctor of Other Boring Shit! > **May Then My Name:** I am eager to meet you, Douglas Hadje, Master of Spaceflight and Doctor of Other Boring Shit!
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**Douglas:** Goes both ways, May Then My Name Die With Me of the Ode clade. > **Douglas:** Goes both ways, May Then My Name Die With Me of the Ode clade.
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**May Then My Name:** Excellent, excellent. > **May Then My Name:** Excellent, excellent.
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**May Then My Name:** Now, I should head off. Ioan is coming up for air from eir writing, so I am going to go chase em around the house, frothing like I am rabid. > **May Then My Name:** Now, I should head off. Ioan is coming up for air from eir writing, so I am going to go chase em around the house, frothing like I am rabid.
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**Douglas:** Oh! Time for a quick question? > **Douglas:** Oh! Time for a quick question?
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**May Then My Name:** If you hurry, yes. I am already frothing at the mouth. > **May Then My Name:** If you hurry, yes. I am already frothing at the mouth.
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**Douglas:** Are you and Ioan in a relationship? I'm sorry if it's impertinent, feel free not to answer. > **Douglas:** Are you and Ioan in a relationship? I'm sorry if it's impertinent, feel free not to answer.
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**May Then My Name:** It is not impertinent, but there is no easy answer. If ey asks, I will say yes. If ey doesn't, I will still be content. > **May Then My Name:** It is not impertinent, but there is no easy answer. If asks if I would like that, I will say yes. If ey does not, I will still be content.
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**Douglas:** You won't ask em yourself? > **May Then My Name:** And if he does not know one way or another, as I suspect, I will ensure that ey makes the decision on eir own terms.
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**May Then My Name:** No. It is quite important that ey ask me, and not the other way around. > **Douglas:** You won't ask em yourself?
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**Douglas:** Why, though? > **May Then My Name:** No. It is quite important that ey ask me, and not the other way around.
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**May Then My Name:** Two reasons. One: the one with the greater restrictions wins out, and I will say yes to almost anything and anyone. Ey would not. Two: I will gain an absolute enormous amount of satisfaction out of teasing em afterwards. > **Douglas:** Why, though?
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**Douglas:** Of course you would. > **May Then My Name:** Two reasons. One: the one with the greater restrictions wins out, and I will say yes to almost anything and anyone. Ey would not. It is thus on em to make the choice Two: if ey really does not know, I will gain an absolutely enormous amount of satisfaction out of teasing em afterwards.
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**May Then My Name:** I am pleased that you have come to understand me so well. > **Douglas:** Of course you would.
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**May Then My Name:** Now, I am getting froth everywhere, so I will have to run. > **May Then My Name:** I am pleased that you have come to understand me so well.
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**Douglas:** Alright! Have fun, say hi for me, don't stay up too late. > **May Then My Name:** Now, I am getting froth everywhere, so I will have to run.
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**May Then My Name:** Yes, father. > **Douglas:** Alright! Have fun, say hi for me, don't stay up too late.
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**May Then My Name:** Bye! > **May Then My Name:** Yes, father.
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> **May Then My Name:** Bye!
Douglas leaned back from his terminal and stretched his arms up toward the ceiling, leaning back in his chair. Douglas leaned back from his terminal and stretched his arms up toward the ceiling, leaning back in his chair.