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Madison Scott-Clary 2021-04-28 20:50:04 -07:00
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@ -98,4 +98,8 @@ D> Sorry, that came out weird?
D> Seriously, though, I really don't know. This whole thing, this whole crush or whatever it is, I don't know what the end goal of it is. It's limerence, it's something that's happening to me, and I don't know what to do about it. It's this enormous feeling and you're the limerent object, and I hate that my brain is doing it.
K>
K> Hey, is it okay if we call, actually?
D> Sure
All of my work on emotional literacy is failing me now. It was largely failing me then, as well. I will do my best to recount the conversation that we had here, but I am in a state of, I suppose, numbness, but that numbness is taking up the same amount of space that the limerence did before. It is overwhelming in its nullity, and there is nothing, it seems, that I can do to shake it. I cannot transmute it into something more positive. I cannot release any of the built up pressure, for there is no catharsis for nothingness.