update from sparkleup

writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md

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 ### Using romance beats
 
 1. [O] [Goal/agenda](beats/01-agenda)
-    * [O] [10](10) --- Starting to journal; likes Kay, emotional literacy
-    * [O] [21](21) --- Session on discernment with client; left pastoral life, no love okay
+    * [O] A: Likes Kay, emotional literacy
+        * [O] [10](10) --- Starting to journal
+    * [O] B: Left pastoral life/path, no love = okay
+        * [O] [21](21) --- Session on discernment with client
 2. [O] [Meet cute](beats/02-meet-cute) (working backwards)
-    * [O] [20](20) --- Meet at library
-    * [O] [30](30) --- Thinking back to first crush
+    * [O] A: Library
+        * [O] [20](20) --- Meet at library
+        * [O] [30](30) --- Thinking back to first crush
 3. [o] [No way #1](beats/03-no-way-1)
-    * [o] [40](40) --- the dream
-    * [o] [60](60) --- couldn't tell, neurodivergent
-    * [o] [50](50) --- post dream, left on a whim, why?
-    * [ ] [Celibacy](no-way-1-celibacy) --- A bit more about that.
+    * [o] A: The dream...but no, wouldn't work
+        * [o] [40](40) --- the dream
+        * [o] [60](60) --- couldn't tell, neurodivergent
+    * [.] B: Good that I left. Besides, used to celibacy
+        * [o] [50](50) --- post dream, left on a whim, why?
+        * [ ] [Celibacy](no-way-1-celibacy) --- A bit more about that.
 4. [o] [Stuck together](beats/04-stuck-together)
-    * [o] [31](31) --- Lunch 1: first lunch, actually chatting
-    * [o] [51](51) --- Lunch 2: lent
-    * [o] [72](72) --- Lunch 3: post-recital
+    * [o] A: Lunches
+        * [o] [31](31) --- Lunch 1: first lunch, actually chatting
+        * [o] [51](51) --- Lunch 2: lent
+        * [o] [72](72) --- Lunch 3: post-recital
 5. [o] [No way #2](beats/05-no-way-2)
-    * [o] [61](61) --- confession
-    * [o] [71](71) --- egodystonic attraction
-    * [o] [70](70)? --- talk with jeremy
-    * [o] [Crowds + presentation](no-way-2-1) --- have to write presentation
-    * [o] [Notes](no-way-2-2) --- outlining presentation
-    * [o] [Essay + conversation with Kay abt it](no-way-2-3) --- presentation (also includes notes)
-# 6. [o] [Bone town](beats/06-bone-town)
+    * [o] A: Limerence is egodystonic
+        * [o] [61](61) --- confession
+        * [o] [71](71) --- egodystonic attraction
+        * [o] [70](70)? --- talk with jeremy
+    * [o] B: Reaffirm left, even if faith = very important
+        * [o] [Crowds + presentation](no-way-2-1) --- have to write presentation
+        * [o] [Notes](no-way-2-2) --- outlining presentation
+        * [o] [Essay + conversation with Kay abt it](no-way-2-3) --- presentation (also includes notes)
+6. [o] [Bone town](beats/06-bone-town)
     * [o] A: Visit, finally acknowledge feelings may be real (okay but are they actually gonna bone (probably not))
 7. [o] Seeds of doubt
     * [o] [Wallow #1](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--1-wallow-1) - I knew better when...
         * [o] A: [Weird concert/dinner](wallow-1-concert-feast)
         * [o] B: [Discernment - discussion with Borenson](lo-discernment-1)
     * [o] [Retreat](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--2-retreat) - soft spots exposed
-        * [o] [52](52) --- Remembering talking with god after moving back to sawtooth
-        * [o] [53](53) --- Talking about previous entry, then goes for hike
+        * [o] A: Back to hotel, then hike by himself, talking with god
+            * [o] [52](52) --- Remembering talking with god after moving back to sawtooth
+            * [o] [53](53) --- Talking about previous entry, then goes for hike
         * [o] B: [Discernment - talk with god, decide to go with it](lo-discernment-3)
     * [o] [Choose fear](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--3-choose-fear) - break up!
         * [o] A: [Hanging out, reading ???: totes not going to work out](choose-fear-1)