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@@ -50,7 +50,7 @@ True Name nodded. "That is the word I would use to describe my feelings towards
 
 Eir partner smiled and reached out across the dining table to pat at True Name's paw.
 
-"It is what I feel for End Waking and Debarre, too, though in a far more round-about way. I have memories of the ways in which End Waking changed in order to let Debarre into his life, but I cannot place them in context. I do not have what is required to understand them, I may watch them, I may understand one at a time, but integration of all of them eludes me." She gave a frustrated sigh and shook her head. "I can remember what it feels to fall in love but not what to do then. I can remember what it feels like to be in love but not how I got there."
+"It is what I feel for End Waking and Debarre, too, though in a far more round-about way. I have memories of the ways in which End Waking changed in order to let Debarre into his life, but I cannot place them in context. I do not have what is required to understand them, I may watch them, I may understand one at a time, but integration of all of them eludes me. Those experiences which are left to integrate are the ones clashing the most." She gave a frustrated sigh and shook her head. "I can remember what it feels to fall in love but not what to do then. I can remember what it feels like to be in love but not how I got there."
 
 Ioan and May glanced at each other briefly, but both nodded.