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@ -231,6 +231,7 @@ fiction writing/sawtooth/folding-laundry.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/folding
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fiction writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-g.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-g\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-g
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fiction writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-g.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-g\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-g
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fiction writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x
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fiction writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x
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fiction writing/sawtooth/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/index\twriting/sawtooth/index
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fiction writing/sawtooth/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/index\twriting/sawtooth/index
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fiction writing/sawtooth/malina.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/malina\twriting/sawtooth/malina
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fiction writing/sawtooth/overclassification.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/overclassification\twriting/sawtooth/overclassification#fiction
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fiction writing/sawtooth/overclassification.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/overclassification\twriting/sawtooth/overclassification#fiction
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fiction writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess
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fiction writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess
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fiction writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair
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fiction writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair
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furry writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x
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furry writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x
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furry writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians\twriting/sawtooth/happy-lesbians
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furry writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians\twriting/sawtooth/happy-lesbians
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furry writing/sawtooth/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/index\twriting/sawtooth/index
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furry writing/sawtooth/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/index\twriting/sawtooth/index
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furry writing/sawtooth/malina.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/malina\twriting/sawtooth/malina
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furry writing/sawtooth/overclassification.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/overclassification\twriting/sawtooth/overclassification#furry
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furry writing/sawtooth/overclassification.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/overclassification\twriting/sawtooth/overclassification#furry
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furry writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess
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furry writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess
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furry writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair
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furry writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair
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poetry writing/eigengrau.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/eigengrau\twriting/eigengrau
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poetry writing/eigengrau.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/eigengrau\twriting/eigengrau
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poetry writing/eigengrau/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/eigengrau/index\twriting/eigengrau/index
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poetry writing/eigengrau/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/eigengrau/index\twriting/eigengrau/index
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poetry writing/poetry/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/poetry/index\twriting/poetry/index
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poetry writing/poetry/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/poetry/index\twriting/poetry/index
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poetry writing/sawtooth/malina.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/malina\twriting/sawtooth/malina
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polyam writing/its-not-about-the-dishes/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/its-not-about-the-dishes/index\twriting/its-not-about-the-dishes/index
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polyam writing/its-not-about-the-dishes/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/its-not-about-the-dishes/index\twriting/its-not-about-the-dishes/index
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polyam writing/rum-and-coke/how-many.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/rum-and-coke/how-many\twriting/rum-and-coke/how-many
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polyam writing/rum-and-coke/how-many.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/rum-and-coke/how-many\twriting/rum-and-coke/how-many
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polyam writing/sawtooth/a-theory-of-attachment.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/a-theory-of-attachment\twriting/sawtooth/a-theory-of-attachment#polyam
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polyam writing/sawtooth/a-theory-of-attachment.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/a-theory-of-attachment\twriting/sawtooth/a-theory-of-attachment#polyam
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians\twriting/sawtooth/happy-lesbians
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians\twriting/sawtooth/happy-lesbians
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/index\twriting/sawtooth/index
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/index\twriting/sawtooth/index
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/malina.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/malina\twriting/sawtooth/malina
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/overclassification.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/overclassification\twriting/sawtooth/overclassification#sawtooth
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/overclassification.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/overclassification\twriting/sawtooth/overclassification#sawtooth
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair
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sawtooth writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair
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writing writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x
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writing writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x\twriting/sawtooth/foxes-and-milkshakes-x
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writing writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians\twriting/sawtooth/happy-lesbians
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writing writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians\twriting/sawtooth/happy-lesbians
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writing writing/sawtooth/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/index\twriting/sawtooth/index
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writing writing/sawtooth/index.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/index\twriting/sawtooth/index
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writing writing/sawtooth/malina.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/malina\twriting/sawtooth/malina
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writing writing/sawtooth/overclassification.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/overclassification\twriting/sawtooth/overclassification#writing
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writing writing/sawtooth/overclassification.md 3;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/overclassification\twriting/sawtooth/overclassification#writing
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writing writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess
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writing writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-2-hostess
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writing writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair
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writing writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair.md 2;" vimwiki:writing/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair\twriting/sawtooth/party/1-3-breeding-pair
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%title Malina
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## I
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'''
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It was with no small amount of irony
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that Malina lay down all of her finery
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and went to work in a coffee shop.
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The Book and the Bean was a short hop,
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after all, from her home, close enough
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that, after the walk, she was hardly fluffed
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at all. Just a badger, a bit portly, a bit tall,
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who gave up on a job in personal finance, one fall,
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to, as she'd told Cyril, "head for greener pastures."
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Internally, she couldn't shake the stress of last year's
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troubles with the boss. Stupid git.
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She'd promised Cyril that she'd be a good fit
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and make things work out financially.
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"Our house is paid off, we're substantially
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self sufficient. Far more so than most!"
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she'd said over that evening's roast.
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"And I'm perfectly willing
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to admit I'll never make a killing
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working in a coffee shop. And if it doesn't
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work out, I'm just as willing to admit it wasn't
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a good idea, and head back to the books."
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Cyril had given her the weariest of looks
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and shaken his head, and that act, or non-act,
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which showed his opinion of the fact
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that moving from a comfortable CPA position
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to a barista down the road, that that transition
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was, perhaps, one big bad idea.
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"It could work, but Malina,
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please keep an eye on reality."
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!{The problems with boss}
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When one's coworker up and goes missing,
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taking her life and leaving without even kissing
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it implies. Your boss, for instance,
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aiming for a kiss here, a touch there,
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Even as he wonders aloud, "Where
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has she gone? And why?" It makes no sense.
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around your desk, one made of papers and inboxes,
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and work with your back to a wall to keep that fox's
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advances at bay. It could be that you're just, you know,
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explaining what a shitty thing that is to do,
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he thinks he is. He backs off, anger cool and plain,
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!{A day in the life of the coffeeshop}
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!{The Book and the Bean}
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!{Endless questioning into what happiness means}
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