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* [o] [Tycho Brahe#Artemis](local/tycho/006) --- Tycho watches news disseminate with True Name, learns of various reactions. - 2222
* [o] [Codrin Bălan](local/codrin/006) --- Walk with Dear, talking about what to expect/not expect (actual understanding may take decades, some other stuff), Dear admits that this might be one it's glad to sit out b/c its existence relies on being able to understand, they talk about that - 2082
* [o] [Tycho Brahe#Artemis](local/tycho/007) --- They work out a date, start making preparations e.g: building the DMZ out a bit, forks for who's going, senses how little input he will have but keeps to himself, letting #Tasker know to talk with Codrin back at house on prairie - 2174
* [ ] Act II - exchange of emissaries, discussions, knowledge share
* [.] Act II - exchange of emissaries, discussions, knowledge share
* [ ] [Codrin Bălan#Artemis](local/codrin/007) --- divvying up tasks (e.g: #Emissaries talk about politics, society, history, #Artemises talk about science, language, astronomy), forking, watching remote team head off, then forking and transiting DMZ border to welcome and orient emissaries.
* [ ] [Codrin Bălan#Emissary](remote/codrin/001) --- First entry into the meeting hall, a dome in the middle of a compound, disoriented, unable to fork, time feels weird, introduced and oriented, ey finds out about WAQ/AWNH switch, remembers what they were for, frown; AWNH and TN are kind of freaking out b/c time slipperiness feels like being lost.
* [ ] [Tycho Brahe#Artemis](local/tycho/008) --- overwhelmed at meeting them all, introductions go around, working out specialties and such, gets a bit excited talking about astronomy and how much there is to learn, TN frowns, though she's still struggling b/c lost-alike sensations
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* [ ] [Tycho Brahe#Emissary](remote/tycho/001) --- Tycho learns about time from Turun Ka and that this is how they managed to work fast: modifying time rather than forking
* [ ] [Codrin Bălan#Artemis](local/codrin/008) --- Emissaries are set up with sandbox sim for downtime however they please; catches up with Tycho and Sarah Genet about how learning is going (hint: everyone's baffled)
* [ ] [Codrin Bălan#Emissary](remote/codrin/003) --- Exchanges notes with Codrin#Artemis, hinting at swap with WAQ/AWNH
* [ ] [Interlude](interlude/002) --- Ioan and May (who indeed have a cry) discuss how it feels to know that the talks are taking place and may be over by the time they hear about it
* [o] [Interlude](interlude/002) --- Ioan and May (who indeed have a cry) discuss how it feels to know that the talks are taking place and may be over by the time they hear about it - 1805 (expand)
* [ ] [Tycho Brahe#Artemis](local/tycho/009) --- Talks with Sarah Genet about what the two parties are learning and how its impacting his view of the System and Artemis
* [ ] [Tycho Brahe#Emissary](remote/tycho/002) --- Watches TN try to have a discussion with Turun Ka regarding history, and it is an exercise in mutual misunderstanding, starting to feel out of his league with #Artemis being about social aspects
* [ ] [Codrin Bălan#Artemis](local/codrin/009) --- After watching similar discussion of TN misunderstanding, meets up with Sarah Genet over break, discusses note from Codrin#Emissary

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# Interlude: Ioan Bălan --- 2346
Ioan knew well enough what was coming, so ey was able to brace emself well enough when May came barrelling out of the default entry point on the dandelion-ridden field that ey was not totally bowled over, managing at least a graceful descent to the ground. The skunk had already looped her arms around eir middle and tucked her head up under his chin before ey was even able to sit up straight enough to get eir arms around her.
"You nut." Ey laughed, reaching up to tug at one of her ears affectionately. "Good to see you too."
"Ioan, I am in no way sorry for knocking you over," she mumbled, her grip around eir middle tightening. "Though I am dreadfully sorry that this happened again. I missed you."
Giving up on the prospect of sitting up straight so that ey could keep both arms around her, ey leaned back onto one hand, propping emself up. "No need to apologize, May. I'm just happy to see you again."
The skunk leaned away from em enough to dot her nose against eirs. Her eyes were quite red and ey could see tear-tracks in the fur of her cheeks. She looked a mess. "Do not take my apology away from me. I have been saving that one up."
"Alright, alright," ey said, pressing eir nose a little more firmly to hers for a moment before leaning back again. "Apology accepted. Are you feeling better?"
She sat upright rather than leaning against eir front and nodded. "Yes. I was able to get a lot out that I think has been pent up for a while. Thank you for giving me the space. I promise I did not fuck with your pen collection."
"Good. I had it all perfectly organized." Ey plucked a dandelion from the field and tucked it behind her ear. "Now, do you want to talk about it? Or should we do that later? That was longer than the last few times."
"Later, please. I want to say hi to Douglas and wash my face and just be normal for a bit."
Douglas Hadje met them on the stoop of his house and, as had become their ritual over the years, hugged the skunk, lifted, and twirled her around, her bushy tail streaming along behind her.
"Hey May," he said, setting her back down again. "Glad you made it through."
"Of course I made it through. You still have at least seventy nine years of me haunting you before I can do something else." She grinned. "And even then, the contract is renewable."
"Ornery as ever. Well, want to come in?"
"For a bit, and then I want to come back out here and lay in the grass and bake in the sun."
After May had cleaned up and Ioan had helped Douglas prepare coffee and some sandwiches, they sat around the table to catch up.
"So, what news of the aliens?" Douglas asked.
The skunk squinted at him. "Has Ioan not been keeping you up?"
"Ey said ey wanted to wait until you got here."
She rolled her eyes. "Well, out with it, then."
"I've gotten several messages from Codrin over the last few days, but nothing as of this morning, when ey said they were heading out to start the talks."
"So they are already a week into them." She looked thoughtfully up to the ceiling. "Perhaps well into them by now."
"Or maybe they're already over," Douglas said.
"A gloomy thought. I would like to hope that they are going quite well. Codrin is there being a Bălan, Tycho is there being a nerd, this Sarah Genet is there being a whatever a Genet is like, Why Ask Questions is there being a shithead." She wrinkled her nose. "And True Name is doing her best control the whole thing."
Ioan was pleased to see the mildness of the skunk's expression. It really did seem like much of those overwhelming emotions had burned themselves out over the last few days.
"It's weird," Douglas said. "Every now and then, I'll hear about something from one of the LVs that's anchored to a certain time and I'll remember, "Oh shit, yeah, they're billions of kilometers away by now", and then I have to spend some time trying to conceptualize that distance."
Ioan nodded. "The transmission delay throws a wrench in things, doesn't it? I was just thinking about that on Secession day. We were celebrating and it sounds like they were, too, but we didn't learn about their party until a week later."
"The thing that always catches me off guard is that our days do not seem to line up any longer," May said around a bite of sandwich. "I mean, they do, but when the delay is off by half a day, we start getting messages at shit o'clock in the morning. It is a strange feeling."
"Exactly."
"I hope they're still in the talks, too. Codrin sounded hopeful, at least. The messages that they'd been getting from the Artemisians were interesting. I'm guessing the powers that be made em promise not to send the full message text yet, but what they have learned is fascinating. Four races on one ship must be a hell of an experience. The DMZ sim sounds pleasant, though, and all of the work they've done to prepare is really kind of impressive." Ey sipped at eir coffee to buy a moment's time to think before saying, "There was a bunch of stuff in there for you, too, May. We can go over that later, though."
The skunk frowned, finished the last of her sandwich, and then settled back in the chair with her coffee. "You cannot leave me hanging, my dear. May I at least have a preview?"
"Well, Codrin's worried about you, as is Dear."
"The memory thing?" Douglas asked.
Ey nodded.
May sipped at her coffee, looking out the window to the rolling field beyond. "I am worried, too. You know that."
"I know. Reading between the lines, though, I think ey's worried about the whole clade. Ey's worried about you and Dear, and ey's worried about how True Name and Why Ask Questions are going to act through this. Dear reacted poorly to the whole time-modification thing."
She nodded and sat in silence for a minute before setting her cup down. "We are not doing as well as many of us would like, no. I have news as well, but I would like to share it outside where I can sit in the sun and feel the grass. Is that okay?"
Ioan and Douglas collected plates and coffee cups, then the three of them trooped out into the field while May spoke.
"We have lost May One Day Death Itself Not Die and I Do Not Know. Death Itself stopped talking, and then she stopped moving. Bathe In Dreams visited for a while there, and a few days ago asked me to come visit as well. That is why this spell seemed to last longer than usual. Evening hit, she smiled at us, shrugged, and then quit."
May's voice was thick as she continued. "They all lived in the same house, did you know that? All ten of that stanza. Many of them did not even talk with each other, and none of them ever forked. They were always quite unstable. The next morning, I Do Not Know was gone, and Names Of The Dead said that she had quit shortly before sunrise."
Ioan and Douglas remained quiet as they walked. The skunk didn't seem to be quiet done saying the things that she needed to.
She continued after a few minutes of mastering emotions, voice clear once more. "Bathe In Dreams and I talked quite a bit. She said that there have been fewer instances of instability in older clades than expected, given *On the Perils of Memory*. Fewer uploads are susceptible to the long-term effects of unceasing memory than expected, I guess. I was pleased to see that Debarre seems to be doing well."
"That's heartening," Douglas said. "At least in a way."
The skunk nodded. "I am happy that the System is more stable than feared, but I am unhappy that we seem so strongly affected. Bathe In Dreams said that she is going to do some research and see if there are ways that we can at least improve on the way we deal with the effects. I do not know that there is a way to get rid of them entirely, at least not without further individuation, but the least we can do is help keep ourselves sane for longer."
Ioan took her paw in eir hand and lifted it to kiss the back. "Please, yeah. If you go bonkers, I'll be furious."
She laughed and gave em a pitying look. "Mx. Ioan Bălan, you are pretty good at acting furious on stage, but I do not believe for a second that you could actually feel that way. Even Codrin was able to have a normal meeting with True Name after she did as she does with em."
Ey did not laugh. Neither, ey noted, did Douglas.
"I am sorry," she murmured, ears laid flat.
"'Furious' is the wrong word, May. I'd lose my damn mind." Ey took a shaky breath and rubbed at eir face. "I can't tell you you're not allowed to or anything, since I know it's not really up to you, but please at least try to stick around."
"I'm not going to pile on or anything," Douglas said. "But I will say I'd be pretty upset, too, so if there's anything I can do to help, I will."
May dragged them both to a stop in the field. Her expression started out angry, then screwed up into sadness, and finally settled on tired. "I love you both, each in your own way, and I promise I will do what I can to stay here, stay grounded. I cannot speak for the rest of the clade, and certainly not for Dear, but I will do what I can."
It was not uncommon for these reunions to be tearful, Ioan knew, but it was a different sort of pang that settled in eir chest with the news, and it was a few minutes before ey was able to speak again. "Sorry, you two."
The skunk stuck her tongue out at em. "I will allow you this one apology, but do not make a habit of it. You are allowed to cry at sad shit."
Ey rolled eir eyes and shoved at her.
"Well, I was promised laying in the grass and baking in the sun," Douglas said. "So come on, we can at least enjoy the rest of the afternoon."