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@ -51,29 +51,30 @@ Wherein True Name and May reconcile, and we deal with the problem of the ownersh
* [o] [Retreat: memories](019) --- After talking with TN about her memories from EW about Debarre, Ioan starts to feel icky about TN having May's memory of their relationship
* [o] [TN Choose Fear](020) --- TN says she can't deal, pulls back from both May and Ioan, stays at Arrowhead lake with new camping knowledge (We learn about TN's relationship)
* [o] [May Choose Fear](021) --- May overflows (just a few days), claims the home
* [ ] CHAPTER Debarre 2350
* [ ] [Ioan chooses fear](022) --- Ioan's really struggling with the idea of May merging, but also really wants to help, but now May's gone, goes to stay with Douglas, who calls Debarre over for historical context
* [ ] [Something innocent]() --- Debarre talks about his relationship with EW, plus EW's merging down from his point of view
* [o] CHAPTER Debarre 2350
* [o] [Ioan chooses fear](022) --- Ioan's really struggling with the idea of May merging, but also really wants to help, but now May's gone, goes to stay with Douglas, who calls Debarre over for historical context
* [o] [Something innocent](023) --- Debarre talks about his relationship with EW, plus EW's merging down from his point of view
* [ ] CHAPTER Ioan 2350
* [ ] [Ioan's wallow 2]() --- Now *Ioan's* struggling, crushed at both May overflowing and TN requesting her own time alone, while ey's the only one with both sides. Has at least one sensorium conversation with each.
* [ ] [May recovers]() --- Visits, says hi etc, brings Ioan back home
* [ ] [May's Wallow 2]() --- May's feeling bad because she can't help, also starting to agree with Ioan: not fair to them as a couple for TN to have those memories
* [ ] [TN's wallow 2]() --- TN's really struggling when they go visit her. (We learn more about Zacharias)
* [ ] [TN's wallow 2]() --- TN's really struggling when they go visit her. Zacharias is there on behalf of Jonas when they get there, we learn that Jonas used him and his 'secret' to manipulate her.
* [ ] [Choose love: TN's offer]() --- TN comes back, few days of attempted normalcy, topic of May merging comes up, May and Ioan mention apprehensions, but TN is actually kind of for it. She needs the change, needs good as well as bad, but she'll also have memories of their apprehensions and can work with that
* [ ] [Choose love: Ioan and May]() --- Ioan expands on this, and they talk about how TN won't just have May's memories wholesale, she'll have a synthesis. May agrees, thinks knowing love is only ever going to be a good thing, TN also deserves that (plus memories of resentment will open things up). May's little lie about 'merging down every few years' comes up, she hasn't in nearly two centuries
* [ ] [Choose love: Ioan and May]() --- Ioan expands on this when they're alone, and they talk about how TN won't just have May's memories wholesale, she'll have a synthesis. May agrees, thinks knowing love is only ever going to be a good thing, TN also deserves that (plus memories of resentment will open things up). May's little lie about 'merging down every few years' comes up, she hasn't in nearly two centuries
* [ ] [Choose love: decision]() --- TN realizes that changing is probably the only real way out of all of this, and really? That's not so bad. Besides, maybe she has a plan, though not complete enough to share yet, they decide to go through with it
* [.] Reconciliation --- After the merge and TN's collapse, she has to process two centuries of memories while Ioan and May have to process the results of the merge
* [ ] CHAPTER Ioan 2350
* [ ] [Plan and risk]() --- they plan together on how to make this a more deliberate thing than the merger with EW, setting up a nest in which she can process comfortably, Ioan lays in supplies, TN negotiates boundaries and how they'll shift
* [ ] [Grand gesture]() --- May merges down, TN processes, cries a lot, they talk about what this means (acknowledging that talking boundaries is a new thing for TN)
* [ ] CHAPTER Debarre 2350
* [ ] [Result for EW]() --- EW and Debarre talk about how they both feel about TN's merger
* [ ] [Result for Jonas]() --- They talk about how this is working for Jonas, and how this could go either way for EW: he could feel better about TN (though still penitent), or he could go from penitent to angry and leave the clade
* [ ] [Result for EW]() --- EW and Debarre talk about how they both feel about TN's merger and how this could go either way for EW: he could feel better about TN (though still penitent), or he could go from penitent to angry and leave the clade
* [ ] [Result for Jonas]() --- They talk about how this is working for Jonas, how it's dangerous because it gives Jonas & Co an opening through May's known weaknesses (less his because they haven't studied him nearly so much)
* [.] CHAPTER Ioan 2350
* [ ] [TN's path forward]() --- TN decides that they need to work things out at least to an extent with Jonas so that they're not just left hanging
* [ ] [Ioan sets the meeting up]() --- Ey's acting as amanuensis and Jonas is all asmirk at this
* [.] (SNIPPET) [True Name changes](0x2) --- True Name changes
* [ ] [Ioan sets the meeting up]() --- Ey's acting as amanuensis and Jonas is all asmirk at this. They head out, and are greeted by Zacharias, and we learn he's a fork of May before she grew her empathy.
* [-] (SNIPPET) [True Name changes + aftermath](0x2) --- True Name changes
* [ ] [They meet, they talk, TN changes]() --- Jonas talks about how the upcoming changes require a different kind of stability for continuity and TN just isn't gonna cut it, gives ultimata for her continued existence. TN becomes Sasha, and now she's all asmirk.
* [ ] [Something innocent]() --- The aftermath
* [ ] [Epilogue]() Sasha works on finding a new purpose, realizes it's going to be a long process. Ioan and Sasha are drifting closer together as hinted at in 002, but this should a) look like it's going to end happily and b) be an active and open conversation because I am completely unwilling to lose any of them.
### Brief outline