From db722ebff85db83c93140f38eab3db1fa3c54ec7 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Madison Scott-Clary Date: Thu, 24 Jun 2021 23:15:05 -0700 Subject: [PATCH] update from sparkleup --- writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md | 64 +++++++++++------------ 1 file changed, 32 insertions(+), 32 deletions(-) diff --git a/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md b/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md index e009a0ec..c2b697aa 100644 --- a/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md +++ b/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md @@ -50,47 +50,47 @@ Epigraph: εκαρδίωσας ημάς ενί από οφθαλμών σου ε ### Using romance beats -1. [ ] Goal/agenda - * [ ] A: Likes Kay, emotional literacy - * [ ] B: Left pastoral life/path, no love = okay -2. [ ] Meet cute (working backwards) - * [ ] A: Library -3. [ ] No way #1 - * [ ] A: Wouldn't work - * [ ] B: Good that I left. Besides, used to celibacy -4. [ ] Stuck together - * [ ] A: Lunches -5. [ ] No way #2 - * [ ] A: [Limerence is egodystonic](71) +1. [o] [Goal/agenda](beats/01-agenda) + * [o] A: Likes Kay, emotional literacy - [10](10) + * [o] B: Left pastoral life/path, no love = okay - [21](21) +2. [O] [Meet cute](beats/02-meet-cute) (working backwards) + * [O] A: Library - [20](20), [30](30) +3. [.] [No way #1](beats/03-no-way-1) + * [.] A: The dream...but no, wouldn't work - [40](40), [60](60)/[61](61)? + * [.] B: Good that I left. Besides, used to celibacy - [50](50) +4. [o] [Stuck together](beats/04-stuck-together) + * [o] A: Lunches - [31](31), [51](51), [72](72) +5. [.] [No way #2](beats/05-no-way-2) + * [o] A: Limerence is egodystonic - [71](71), [61](61)?, [70](70)? * [ ] B: Reaffirm left, even if faith = very important -6. [ ] Bone town - * [ ] A: [Visit, finally acknowledge feelings may be real -7. [ ] Seeds of doubt - * [ ] Wallow #1 - I knew better when... +6. [ ] [Bone town](beats/06-bone-town) + * [ ] A: Visit, finally acknowledge feelings may be real +7. [.] Seeds of doubt + * [ ] [Wallow #1](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--1-wallow-1) - I knew better when... * [ ] A: Weird concert/dinner * [ ] B: Discernment - discussion with Borenson - * [ ] Retreat - soft spots exposed - * [ ] A: Back to hotel, then hike by himself, talking with god + * [.] [Retreat](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--2-retreat) - soft spots exposed + * [.] A: Back to hotel, then hike by himself, talking with god, [52](52), [53](53) * [ ] B: Discernment - struggling with self definition - * [ ] Choose fear - break up! + * [ ] [Choose fear](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--3-choose-fear) - break up! * [ ] A: Hanging out, reading ???: totes not going to work out * [ ] B: Discernment - talk with god, decide to go with it - * [ ] Wallow #2 + * [ ] [Wallow #2](beats/07-seeds-of-doubt--4-wallow-2) * [ ] A: Going home, feeling rough re: giving up * [ ] B: Discernment - leaving -8. [ ] Choose love +8. [ ] [Choose love](beats/08-choose-love) * [ ] A: Decide maybe it's worth it as a way to move forward for once -9. [ ] Plan +9. [ ] [Plan](beats/09-plan) * [ ] A: Drafts email * [ ] B: Talks to god -10. [ ] Grand gesture - * [ ] A: The Conversation™ -11. [ ] Ends with "no" - * [ ] A: Kay had picked up on it, decides pretty firmly on her end that she wants to keep friendship. Sigh, ah well -12. [ ] Payoff +10. [ ] [Grand gesture](beats/10-grand-gesture) + * [ ] A: The Conversation™ (email) +11. [ ] [Ends with "no"](beats/11-ends-with-no) + * [ ] A: Kay had picked up on it, decides pretty firmly on her end that she wants to keep friendship. Sigh, ah well (text, then call) +12. [ ] [Payoff](beats/12-payoff) (probably just one chapter of what-ifs) * [ ] A: Limerence fades, settle back into new, more open friendship/what could have been * [ ] B: Doubt fades, settle into lay life/what could have been -13 [ ] Epilogue/hope +13. [ ] [Epilogue/hope](beats/13-epilogue) (again, probably just one chapter) * [ ] A: Plans another visit/okay being friends * [ ] B: Starts volunteering MH counselling services at church. @@ -106,10 +106,10 @@ Epigraph: εκαρδίωσας ημάς ενί από οφθαλμών σου ε * [o] Act II * [o] [Leaving seminary vs liking Kay](50) * [o] [Lunch 2 with Kay](51) - * [o] [Talking with god part 1](52) - * [ ] [Talking with god part 2](53) - * [ ] [Visiting Kay part 1](54) - * [ ] [Visiting Kay part 2](55) + * [o] [Talking with god part 1](52) ! + * [ ] [Talking with god part 2](53) ! + * [ ] [Visiting Kay part 1](54) ! + * [ ] [Visiting Kay part 2](55) ! * [o] [Dee chickens out](60) * [o] [Confession](61) * [o] [Projection](70)