diff --git a/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/53.md b/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/53.md
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+++ b/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/53.md
@@ -1 +1,3 @@
-Is there some ossification of the spirit, that I cannot talk to God as easily as I once did? Was it Saint John's? 
+I had to stop, yesterday. I had to stop writing.
+
+I don't know why that memory left me in tears, paws shaking too much to write. I don't even know why I decided to commit that memory to this journal. I started this project with the goal of trying to suss out my thoughts and feelings surrounding Kay, and yet I keep writing about this. I keep writing about God or the Church or leaving Saint John's.
diff --git a/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md b/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md
index 6ff00c8d..f0df0b97 100644
--- a/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md
+++ b/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.md
@@ -63,7 +63,7 @@ Epigraph: εκαρδίωσας ημάς ενί από οφθαλμών σου ε
     * [o] [Dee chickens out](60)
     * [o] [Confession](61)
     * [o] [Projection](70)
-    * [o] [Egodystonic attraction](71) - post
+    * [o] [Egodystonic attraction](71)
     * [ ] [Lunch 3 with Kay](72)
 * [.] Act III
     * [ ] [Calling Borenson](80)