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Madison Scott-Clary 2022-04-19 19:40:07 -07:00
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@ -66,7 +66,7 @@ Ey frowned and scuffed a heel through the grass. "I don't know, honestly. Again,
"Does it bother you that she would have the memories, or are you worried about her having those emotions? Do you worry she'd start feeling about you the way that May Then My Name does?"
"Well, shit," ey groaned. "I didn't even think about that. Like, we've talked about what her having memories of loving me would mean, but I didn't think about if she herself, she as True Name I mean, would pick those up as well. I have no clue. Maybe on some level I do, though. I like the way May feels about me. We've talked about jealousy a few times, and it often comes up that she feels devotion towards me, and I'm really not sure how I'd feel having that come from another, never mind one that I have as complicated a relationship with as I do with True Name."
"Well, shit," ey groaned. "I didn't even think about that. Like, we've talked about what her having memories of loving me would mean, but always past-tense. I didn't think about if she herself, she as True Name I mean, would pick those up as well. I have no clue. Maybe on some level I do, though. I like the way May feels about me. We've talked about jealousy a few times, and it often comes up that she feels devotion towards me, and I'm really not sure how I'd feel having that come from another, never mind one that I have as complicated a relationship with as I do with True Name."
"Does this tie in with the complicated feelings you mentioned, then?"

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@ -57,7 +57,7 @@ Wherein True Name and May reconcile, and we deal with the problem of the ownersh
* [.] CHAPTER Ioan 2350
* [o] [Ioan's wallow 2](024) --- Now *Ioan's* struggling, crushed at both May overflowing and TN requesting her own time alone, while ey's the only one with both sides. Has at least one sensorium conversation with each.
* [o] [May recovers](025) --- Visits, says hi etc, brings Ioan back home.
* [ ] [May's Wallow 2]() --- May's feeling bad because she can't help, also starting to agree with Ioan: not fair to them as a couple for TN to have those memories
* [ ] [May's Wallow 2](026) --- May's feeling bad because she can't help, also starting to agree with Ioan: not fair to them as a couple for TN to have those memories
* [ ] [TN's wallow 2]() --- TN's really struggling when they go visit her. Zacharias is there on behalf of Jonas when they get there, we learn that Jonas used him and his 'secret' to manipulate her.
* [ ] [Choose love: TN's offer]() --- TN comes back, few days of attempted normalcy, topic of May merging comes up, May and Ioan mention apprehensions, but TN is actually kind of for it. She needs the change, needs good as well as bad, but she'll also have memories of their apprehensions and can work with that
* [ ] [Choose love: Ioan and May]() --- Ioan expands on this when they're alone, and they talk about how TN won't just have May's memories wholesale, she'll have a synthesis. May agrees, thinks knowing love is only ever going to be a good thing, TN also deserves that (plus memories of resentment will open things up). May's little lie about 'merging down every few years' comes up, she hasn't in nearly two centuries