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date: 2019-10-10
title: Heavy shit
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<div class="cw">Suicide and self-harm</div>

This took forever to write.

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> You had lots going on.

Well, still. Even if I had lots going on, it would have been nice to have actually gotten some more done. International flights have to be good for something.

> Also, you're depressed.

That too.

> You sent yourself to the ER with some stormy brainweather and a bit more pressure on the blade than you intended.

I'm so tired.

> Yeah.

### New content

* [Suicide](/self-harm/suicide)
* [ally 27](/27)
* I wrote a lot about gender but I'm not ready to show it yet.

### Updated content

* Added some stuff to [agony and ecstasy](/agony-and-ecstasy)