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Things are totally out of control now.
— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012
On meds for anxiety now, but that seems to have just let loose something terrible. Tried to kill myself Wednesday night, spent all tonight--
— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012
--obsessing about it, woke up Karl and James, then felt guilty and upset about it.
— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012
It's not even really about anything, I'm just messed up, I guess.
— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012
Days are spent in a surreality, both happy and unreasonably angry.
— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012
> Where's your tweet from this time?I'm sorry you'll all wake up to a bunch of Matt freaking out, but I'm stuck :S
— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) March 23, 2012
As someone who went to the ER last night and got 12 stitches only to find out that insurance ended on the 30th and I haven't received my COBRA paperwork yet so we'll see how fucked I am financially: mood. https://t.co/sil5Yf2617
— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) October 10, 2019
I'm okay. Just tired.
— Maddy, whose tail is behind her (@drab_makyo) October 10, 2019