%title Nothing of import. %date 2004-07-03 20:21:05 :diary:livejournal:fossils: I received a package today: Pharmako/dynamis came. Pharmako/gnosis is all that's left. ~

NIGREDO: A TURN OF DARKENING

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Start from where you are. Saturnian verses, step zero. Let's try to get this right from the beginning.     Fat chance. Writing versus research, a metaphor there. Which do you do?     Some of both. That is surely the poison path. It's all about the dosage The research is the lunar medicine: visionary exploration and dreaming dreams. But the lunar medicine needs a substrate, a sounding board--     maybe     a printing press, a green house, a micrometer,     a phenethylamine backbone, a classroom of students. Something for the medicine to work upon: the substrate is the solar medicine.     a stack of books debating like a council of citizens     a council of citizens fermenting like a barrel of wine     a barrel of wine dreaming like a rack of dresses     a rack of dresses dangling like a toolbelt     a toolbelt smiling like a scalpel     a scalpel dropping like a line of hooks     a line of hooks disappearing like a revolution     a revolution breathing like a forest     like a palette of colors, or a waiting laboratory,     or maybe a kitchen, or just a pad of paper,     an equation condensing like a poem,     a poem listening like a guitar,     a guitar resonating like a stack of books. ¡Basta! señor. As the man said. Enough. It is clear that the poison path has to do with a certain excess. Hyperbole: what is the alternative to dying a thousand deaths?     Madness!