<p>Still not feeling too good. There’s all these questions, like would things be different if I was out there? Or why do I seem to make such trouble for myself, relationship-wise? Or why am I -really- dissatisfied with living in Fort Collins - if my living situation were to change, would that improve? My school? My friends?</p>
<p>Whatever.. I’m trying not to drama all over, but it’s hard when I can’t stop thinking about the last weekend; especially some of the people.</p>