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<h1>Zk | 010</h1>
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<p>date: 2020-01-15
weight: 10</p>
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<p>Do you think you are becoming more comfortable with sex over time?</p>
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<p>Yes, as I&rsquo;ve mentioned.</p>
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<p>Spell it out plainly.</p>
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<p>Okay.</p>
<p>Surgery helped. Hell, transition as a whole helped. Being a girl has helped. Sure, it might be nice to be the penetrating partner, but I also dearly love being penetrated, and this has added that to my life.</p>
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<p>Talking and thinking about it has helped. I spend a lot of time working on this, because even if I can&rsquo;t become a sexual person, becoming more comfortable with being an asexual person would be a good thing.</p>
<p>Even kink has helped, as mentioned. As has typefucking. I&rsquo;ve started interacting more as Makyo lately, as an explicitly transgender character, as someone so very like myself. I&rsquo;ll never be able to have anything other than complicated and weird trans sex as a complicated and weird trans woman, and so doing so intentionally, owning the less-than-ideal realities of my body and mind in a place where it&rsquo;s so easy to take part in the ideal feels like a healthy step forward.</p>
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<p>Late bloomer that you are, you&rsquo;re learning that all of the less-than-ideal aspects of sex are a part of the whole experience, and that you can still have fun despite them.</p>
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<p>Yes. Let me own the lube and the awkward positions. Let me own the wet spots and the performance anxiety. Let me own my weird-as-hell body. And then let me own sexuality. I would be plenty happy with that.</p>
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<p>But you&rsquo;re not unhappy now.</p>
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<p>No, I&rsquo;m not unhappy. I&rsquo;m happy with this, really. I&rsquo;m happy with fantasy and art and TS. I&rsquo;m happy with verbal teasing and masturbation.</p>
<p>The only bit I&rsquo;m really unhappy about is that it keeps me from making others happy.</p>
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