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<p>date: 2019-09-25
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<p>Do you enjoy vanilla sex, then?</p>
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<p>Perhaps. I suppose I must. So much of what I did for so long, online and off, was vanilla. Even now, much of it is.</p>
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<p>Yet &ldquo;sneps are for abusing&rdquo;.</p>
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<p>Yes.</p>
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<p>Why?</p>
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<p>I enjoy vanilla sex. It feels good. All this kink, though, helps me grow. It&rsquo;s exposure therapy.</p>
<p>It was exposure therapy when a TS partner on Taps laughed in my face as he raped me and left me to clean myself up. It is exposure therapy because I can say no, because I can enjoy being tied up now.</p>
<p>It was exposure therapy when I was ordered to describe what I wanted in lurid detail. It&rsquo;s exposure therapy because I can talk about sex now.</p>
<p>It was exposure therapy when I entered into a few master/pet relationships. It&rsquo;s exposure therapy because at some point I was able to handle a power-dynamic in my relationships.</p>
<p>It was exposure therapy when I spent scene after scene toying with fertility. It&rsquo;s exposure therapy because at some point I was able to deal with the idea of not being cis, of motherhood being unattainable.</p>
<p>It was exposure therapy when I made my character a pudgy nerd and still able to engage with her sexually. It&rsquo;s exposure therapy because I&rsquo;ve been able to come to terms with my body.</p>
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<p>It&rsquo;s exposure therapy because at some point, you started enjoying sex &mdash; or at least enjoying it more &mdash; and the thought of sharing that with someone.</p>
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<p>Yes.</p>
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			`<p>date: 2019-09-25`
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			`<p>Do you enjoy vanilla sex, then?</p>`
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			`<p>Perhaps. I suppose I must. So much of what I did for so long, online and off, was vanilla. Even now, much of it is.</p>`
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update from sparkleup 2020-06-24 07:15:07 +00:00			`<p>Yet “sneps are for abusing”.</p>`
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			`<p>Why?</p>`
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update from sparkleup 2020-06-24 07:15:07 +00:00			`<p>I enjoy vanilla sex. It feels good. All this kink, though, helps me grow. It’s exposure therapy.</p>`
update from sparkleup 2020-04-25 05:00:08 +00:00			`<p>It was exposure therapy when a TS partner on Taps laughed in my face as he raped me and left me to clean myself up. It is exposure therapy because I can say no, because I can enjoy being tied up now.</p>`
update from sparkleup 2020-06-24 07:15:07 +00:00			`<p>It was exposure therapy when I was ordered to describe what I wanted in lurid detail. It’s exposure therapy because I can talk about sex now.</p>`
			`<p>It was exposure therapy when I entered into a few master/pet relationships. It’s exposure therapy because at some point I was able to handle a power-dynamic in my relationships.</p>`
			`<p>It was exposure therapy when I spent scene after scene toying with fertility. It’s exposure therapy because at some point I was able to deal with the idea of not being cis, of motherhood being unattainable.</p>`
			`<p>It was exposure therapy when I made my character a pudgy nerd and still able to engage with her sexually. It’s exposure therapy because I’ve been able to come to terms with my body.</p>`
update from sparkleup 2020-04-25 05:00:08 +00:00			`<blockquote>`
update from sparkleup 2020-06-24 07:15:07 +00:00			`<p>It’s exposure therapy because at some point, you started enjoying sex — or at least enjoying it more — and the thought of sharing that with someone.</p>`
update from sparkleup 2020-04-25 05:00:08 +00:00			`</blockquote>`
			`<p>Yes.</p>`
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