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<h1>Zk | 02</h1>
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<p>date: 2019-08-18
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weight: 2</p>
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<div class="cw">Self harm</div>
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<pre class="verse">There is too much fire in me
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  to be described by the soldering iron's tip.</pre>
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<p>I must not fear.</p>
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<pre class="verse">Were I to draw it across my skin,
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  it would all spill out at once.</pre>
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<p>Fear is the mind-killer.</p>
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<pre class="verse">I'd melt, eaten whole by flames,
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  and flow into a pool of molten glass.</pre>
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<p>Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.</p>
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<pre class="verse">Sublimation would claim me,
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  atoms would scatter, diffuse.</pre>
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<p>I will face my fear.</p>
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<pre class="verse">I would be borne up through the clouds,
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  and grow lighter by the second.</pre>
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<p>I will permit it to pass over me and through me.</p>
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<pre class="verse">All that energy poured to the air around me,
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  an imperceptible increase in temperature.</pre>
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<p>And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.</p>
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<pre class="verse">Particle would excite particle
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  until I'm felt only as warmth on your face.</pre>
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<p>Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.</p>
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<pre class="verse">But even that would not be enough.</pre>
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<p>Only I will remain.</p>
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