From 02aae2e4b1d112be879d8f3391e017076f59477e Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Madison Scott-Clary Date: Sat, 13 Aug 2022 11:01:21 -0700 Subject: [PATCH] update from sparkleup --- writing/post-self/mitzvot/index.html | 17 +++++++++-------- 1 file changed, 9 insertions(+), 8 deletions(-) diff --git a/writing/post-self/mitzvot/index.html b/writing/post-self/mitzvot/index.html index 9abe2c567..4a8b22ffa 100644 --- a/writing/post-self/mitzvot/index.html +++ b/writing/post-self/mitzvot/index.html @@ -109,7 +109,7 @@ * [X] Choose love: TN’s offer — TN comes back, few days of attempted normalcy, topic of May merging comes up, May and Ioan mention apprehensions, but TN is actually kind of for it. She needs the change, needs good as well as bad, but she’ll also have memories of their apprehensions and can work with that * [X] Choose love: Ioan and May — Ioan expands on this when they’re alone, and they talk about how TN won’t just have May’s memories wholesale, she’ll have a synthesis. May agrees, thinks knowing love is only ever going to be a good thing, TN also deserves that (plus memories of resentment will open things up). May’s little lie about ‘merging down every few years’ comes up, she hasn’t in nearly two centuries * [-] MERGED ABOVE Choose love: decision — TN realizes that changing is probably the only real way out of all of this, and really? That’s not so bad. Besides, maybe she has a plan, though not complete enough to share yet, they decide to go through with it -* [X] Reconciliation — After the merge and TN’s collapse, she has to process two centuries of memories while Ioan and May have to process the results of the merge +* [O] Reconciliation — After the merge and TN’s collapse, she has to process two centuries of memories while Ioan and May have to process the results of the merge * [X]

The living know that they will die
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* [X] CHAPTER Debarre 2350 * [X] Result for EW — EW and Debarre talk about how they both feel about TN’s mergers and how this could go either way for EW: he feels better about TN, but now he’s listless and unsure of how he feels about the clade given how much of his identity was bound up in rejecting TN. * [X] Result for Jonas and Debarre — They talk about how this is working for Jonas, how it’s dangerous because it gives Jonas & Co an opening through May’s known weaknesses (less his because they haven’t studied him nearly so much), how EW was requested to be there. Maybe some more about reactive elements? Debarre comes home to talk with e.g: user11824? - * [X] CHAPTER Ioan 2350 + * [O] CHAPTER Ioan 2350 * [X] TN’s path forward — TN decides she’s ready to start planning the meeting, has a better idea of what she’ll become (maybe merge down? See where it goes) * [X] Ioan sets the meeting up — Ey’s acting as amanuensis and as close to a neutral party as there is, and Jonas is all asmirk at this. They head out, and are greeted by Zacharias, Ioan is struggling with anger, they’re going to meet up in a week. * [-] (SNIPPET) True Name changes + aftermath — True Name changes * [X] They meet, they talk, TN changes — Jonas talks about how the upcoming changes require a different kind of stability for continuity and TN just isn’t gonna cut it, gives ultimata for her continued existence. TN becomes Sasha, and now she’s all asmirk. * [X] Something innocent — The aftermath. They get Serene to basically duplicate Arrowhead Lake in place of Sasha’s field, etc Sasha works on finding a new purpose, realizes it’s going to be a long process. -* [X] Epilogue Ioan and Sasha are drifting closer together as hinted at in 002, but this should a) look like it’s going to end happily and b) be an active and open conversation because I am completely unwilling to lose any of them. - * [ ]
- > To deny the end is to deny all beginnings,
- > and to deny beginnings is to become immortal,
- > and to become immortal is to repeat the past.

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    It has been a quarter of a millenium since their death, and yet less than a quarter of a thousand people know their name. Fitting, then, that I tell you the story of the poet and the one true origin of our world, of our very own ghost in the system, of the whispers in your dreams and the one who binds us to immortality.
+* [ ] Epilogue Ioan and Sasha are drifting closer together as hinted at in 002, but this should a) look like it’s going to end happily and b) be an active and open conversation because I am completely unwilling to lose any of them.
+    * [ ]

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    > To deny the end is to deny all beginnings,  
+    > and to deny beginnings is to become immortal,  
+    > and to become immortal is to repeat the past.
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+    It has been a quarter of a millenium since their death, and yet less than a quarter of a thousand people know their name. Fitting, then, that I tell you the story of the poet and the one true origin of our world, of our very own ghost in the system, of the whispers in your dreams and the one who binds us to immortality.