update from sparkleup

diary/2020-04-09.html

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 <p>I'm trying to get over this executive dysfunction hump, but it's proving difficult. I've been hearing a lot of folks talk about how the panic of this whole pandemic, the very trauma of it, affects us even when it doesn't feel like it is.</p>
 <p>In my case, I guess it's at least a bit more obvious, given the ongoing unemployment and financial struggles, but even when I'm not thinking about those, I feel like I'm wading through mud when trying to even get down to Hybrid stuff. It's like there's this goal I have and I'm terrified of reaching it. It has me wondering how much burnout has left me...well, still burnt out. Burnout from work leading to burnout in life. It makes me feel dull. Stupid.</p>
 <p>Oh well.</p>
-<h2>Todo</h2>
+<h2 id="todo">Todo</h2>
 <ul>
 <li class="done0"> Respond to Hybrid authors</li>
 <li class="done0"> Pay Small Loves authors</li>

diary/diary.html

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                 <h1>Zk | Diary</h1>
             </header>
             <article class="content">
-                <h2>2020</h2>
+                <h2 id="2020">2020</h2>
-<h3>April</h3>
+<h3 id="april">April</h3>
 <ul>
 <li><a href="2020-04-10.html">2020-04-10</a></li>
 <li><a href="2020-04-09.html">2020-04-09</a></li>

stream.html

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                 <h1>Zk | stream</h1>
             </header>
             <article class="content">
-                <h1>Stream notes</h1>
+                <h1 id="stream-notes">Stream notes</h1>
 <ul>
 <li>Patreon.com/Makyo</li>
 <li class="done0"> Mic</li>

writing/index.html

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 <li class="done3"> First pass</li>
 <li class="done4"> Second pass</li>
 </ul>
-<h2>Collections, universes, and larger works</h2>
+<h2 id="collections-universes-and-larger-works">Collections, universes, and larger works</h2>
 <ul>
 <li><a href="sawtooth/index.html">Sawtooth Universe</a></li>
 <li><a href="post-self/index.html">Post-Self</a></li>
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 </ul>
 </li>
 </ul>
-<h2>Individual stories</h2>
+<h2 id="individual-stories">Individual stories</h2>
 <ul>
 <li><a href="belek.html">The Presence Between the Pages</a></li>
 <li><a href="missives.html">Missives</a></li>

writing/post-self/index.html

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                 <p><span class="tag">writing</span> <span class="tag">fiction</span> <span class="tag">scifi</span> <span class="tag">book</span></p>
 <p>In which Maddy mushes together some stories into a post-human romp of a book.</p>
-<h2>Parts</h2>
+<h2 id="parts">Parts</h2>
 <ul>
 <li class="done2"> Novel: <a href="qoheleth/index.html">Qoheleth</a></li>
 <li class="done2"> Story: <a href="apres-un-reve.html">Apres un reve</a></li>
 <li class="done2"> Story: <a href="assignment.html">Assignment</a></li>
 <li class="done4"> Novella: <a href="gallery-exhibition.html">Gallery Exhibition</a></li>
 </ul>
-<h2>Tasks</h2>
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 <ul>
 <li class="done2"> Write</li>
 <li class="done3"> Typeset</li>
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 <li class="done0"> Market</li>
 <li class="done0"> List with FP, etc</li>
 </ul>
-<h2>Back blurb</h2>
+<h2 id="back-blurb">Back blurb</h2>
 <blockquote>
 <p><em>"All artists search. I search for stories, in this post-self age. What happens when you can no longer call yourself an individual, when you've split your sense of self among several instances? How do you react? Do you withdraw into yourself, become a hermit? Do you expand until you lose all sense of identity? Do you fragment? Do you go about it deliberately, or do you let nature and chance take their course?"</em></p>
 </blockquote>

writing/post-self/qoheleth/Qoheleth/001-b.html

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 <span class="n">KTWQW</span> <span class="n">FBAVY</span> <span class="n">FBOPA</span> <span class="n">QERLB</span> <span class="n">HWIJW</span>
 <span class="n">KPELO</span> <span class="n">UCLAN</span> <span class="n">OKHPM</span> <span class="n">PCPWR</span> <span class="n">NZNZQ</span>
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 <p>If you believe you have received this message in error, please contact the Archive owner.</p>
 <p>If you believe that you have the correct identifier, you may have attempted to access it on the wrong system. Please check the Gist system for a possible match.</p>
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 <p>Location and time data provided in their own node.</p>
 <p>Limited sensory data provided by dual security cameras and microphones.</p>
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 <hr />
 <p>Given the trouble of maintaining this shitty archive, I just transcribed it so I don't have to host the data.</p>
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 <p><em>Transcript of Ioan Balan and Dear, Also, The Tree That Was Felled speaking at a cafe.</em></p>
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writing/post-self/qoheleth/index.html

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                 <p><span class="tag">writing</span> <span class="tag">post-self</span> <span class="tag">qoheleth</span> <span class="tag">fiction</span> <span class="tag">scifi</span> <span class="tag">outline</span> <span class="tag">novel</span></p>
 <p>The basic structure is in two threads: the plot from Qoheleth intertwined with the plot from Exocortices, with the shared theme of memory and forgetting. Dear can't forget RJ, RJ can't forget information while lost. The lost lead to tech required for uploading.</p>
 <p>Includes appendix about both threads.</p>
-<h2>Cast</h2>
+<h2 id="cast">Cast</h2>
-<h3>Thread 1</h3>
+<h3 id="thread-1">Thread 1</h3>
 <p>Plot 1:</p>
 <ul>
 <li>RJ Brewster (patient 0224ebe8 \ptRJ)<ul>
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 </ul>
 </li>
 </ul>
-<h3>Thread 2</h3>
+<h3 id="thread-2">Thread 2</h3>
 <ul>
 <li>Ioan Balan<ul>
 <li>Journalist, storyteller</li>
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 </li>
 <li>Qoheleth, ne Life Breeds Life, But Death Must Now Be Chosen of the Ode Clade</li>
 </ul>
-<h2>General outline</h2>
+<h2 id="general-outline">General outline</h2>
 <ul>
 <li>Act I<ul>
 <li>Thread 1<ul>
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 </ul>
 </li>
 </ul>
-<h2>Synopsis</h2>
+<h2 id="synopsis">Synopsis</h2>
 <p><em>RJ Brewster</em> is a sound technician for a theater and pioneer of a type of virtual reality that involves integration with a system in a non-human fashion - when ey works sound for the theater, ey is essentially the room. When not working, ey spends much of eir time online with friends, also in VR, where ey is a genderless fennec fox. Recently, <em>Cicero</em>, one of eir friend group has 'gotten lost': while he was interacting with the VR system, the system crashed and, even when removed from it, he was left still 'inside', with no way to remove him. RJ (AwDae when online, due to the limitations of a canine muzzle on pronouncing letters), eir best friend and ex <em>Sasha</em> (a skunk), and Cicero's partner <em>Debarre</em> (a weasel) have been trying to figure out what they can about Cicero's circumstances and how he can be rescued. After digging into the research, RJ emself gets lost during that night's rehearsal at the theater.</p>
 <p><em>Dr Carter Ramirez</em> is a scientist at the University College of London working on studying the lost. She is head of the research team and focuses specifically on the statistical, psychological, and data science side of the research. Her coworker, <em>Dr Sanders</em>, leads up the neuroscience side of research. When RJ gets lost, Sanders mentions that 'another furry' has gotten lost, and Dr Ramirez gets a hunch that there might be some social vector to the lost. When she starts investigating along those lines, however, she meets strange amounts of pushback from both Sanders and the grantors funding the research. She pushes on with a reduced team of <em>Avery</em>, a nonbinary statistician, and <em>Prakash Das</em>, a neuroscientist. Avery discovers that RJ's case may be unique in that eir marketing trail has been influenced by eir nonbinary gender as well as eir aromanticism, meaning that ey is both easy to track and unique in eir social circles.</p>
 <p>Nearly two hundred years in the future, <em>Ioan Balan</em>, an historian living as an upload in a computer system, is contacted by an enigmatic fennec fox named <em>Dear, Also, The Tree That Was Felled</em>, who is looking to hire em as an amanuensis, someone to help both investigate and to witness the investigation into a problem that its "clade", the Ode clade, is running into. A clade is the set of individuals in the system forked from a common ancestor, with "forking" meaning that the individual makes a copy of themselves who is unique from that point on. Some unknown person has allegedly spilled a secret of some importance to the Ode clade, namely the name of the author of the Ode to the End of Death after which they are named, someone who died before uploading. While Ioan is initially skeptical of being used as a private investigator, ey quickly becomes interested in the strange intricacies of the Ode clade and the mystery itself, which primarily takes place as a playful puzzle using various forms of encryption set forth by someone who will only identify himself as Qoheleth.</p>
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 <p>Carter makes it to the UMC and, taking a risk, logs in to meet up with Sasha and Debarre to pass on what has happened at her work and what she knows of RJ. Part way through explaining what is happening, Sasha falls over in pain and then her system crashes, and Carter and Debarre deduce that she has gotten lost as well and both log out immediately. When Carter goes to visit RJ, she finds both the police and Johansson and Caitlin there already. Johansson distracts the police while Carter sets up a 'mirror rig' with RJ, a training device for those who are learning to use their implants which allows an instructor to help control RJ, acting on a hunch from seeing Sasha disappear. She logs into the mirror rig with RJ and finds herself in a confusing, dreamlike place with AwDae at the center of it all, spouting lines from a poem that we now recognize as the Ode. Carter struggles to convince em to come with her, and eventually succeeds. She immediately dives back in and publishes via the DDR what she has learned as well as how to free the lost.</p>
 <p>Debarre frees Sasha, finding that she is similarly affected by the mirroring experience, though to a lesser extent than RJ. All of those who were lost are forever changed, and few for the better. Cicero finds it to be too much and kills himself. Shortly before his funeral, Sasha receives a letter from RJ mentioning that ey must go back to that mirror world and has volunteered to be an early subject for uploading tech that will lead to the world Ioan and Dear inhabit, a process that will kill eir body and, unless everything goes right, ey will not be able to see her again. The letter includes the entirety of the Ode, and we learn that Sasha is <em>Michel Hadje</em>, the basis for the common ancestor of the Ode clade. Sanders winds up in prison along with several who instigated the plot to remove that vote from the records. Prakash winds up back in the Sino-Russian Bloc (where, it is implied, RJ's procedure will take place). Ioan winds up eir job as amanuensis with Dear and begins to write up eir report/essay on the subject but, on a whim, contacts Dear and its partner to ask if ey might create a long-lived fork (eir first), Codrin Balan, to work with them both on the project.</p>
 <p>The final scene shows Qian Guowei, the assassin who destroyed Qoheleth, getting another assignment.</p>
-<h2>Todo</h2>
+<h2 id="todo">Todo</h2>
 <ul>
 <li class="done4"> RJ = would have listed Sasha as a contact along with parents. She should know (even if not at first) that ey was lost</li>
 <li class="done4"> If Sasha is Michel and Dear is Michel, then Sasha should have thoughts on being an artist. Perhaps held back by need to survive, thus teaching?</li>
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 <li class="done0"> If Ioan is Romanian, eir last name should be spelled Bălan</li>
 <li class="done0"> Ioan and dear need to work on the Solitaire encryption, and mention of PGP stuff needs to come up later</li>
 </ul>
-<h2>Order and status</h2>
+<h2 id="order-and-status">Order and status</h2>
 <p>Check when edited</p>
 <ol>
 <li class="done4"> Epigraph --- Ecclesiastes 3:15</li>

writing/sawtooth/aposematism.html

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                 <p><span class="tag">writing</span> <span class="tag">fiction</span> <span class="tag">incomplete</span> <span class="tag">short-story</span> <span class="tag">sawtooth</span> <span class="tag">furry</span> <span class="tag">romance</span></p>
-<h2>Notes</h2>
+<h2 id="notes">Notes</h2>
 <ul>
 <li>Skunk - Kira - ascerbic personality, violent and punky?</li>
 <li>
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 <blockquote>
 <p>She gets drunk, angry and blames him for soemthing another dog did to her years ago, and sprays him in a drunken fit ? Like say she was young and one picked on her and stuff in school, its why she is how she is currently. And because of this, it creates her personality complex, due to the hateful way she was treated by a dog, and Riley might have a superficial similiarty, like same speices.</p>
 </blockquote>
-<h2>Story</h2>
+<h2 id="story">Story</h2>
 <p>"Alright, bid phase."</p>
 <p>Kira scowled down at their hand, their pile of tokens in ones and fives, and listened to the bids go around the table. Once more, when the bid reached them, they were out of their price range. They had the cash, but not if they still wanted to purchase the ornithopter card down the line.</p>
 <p>"Pass," they grumbled.</p>

writing/sawtooth/happy-lesbians.html

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                 <p><span class="tag">writing</span> <span class="tag">in-progress</span> <span class="tag">short-story</span> <span class="tag">sawtooth</span> <span class="tag">furry</span></p>
-<h2>Notes</h2>
+<h2 id="notes">Notes</h2>
 <p>Lesbians whomst happy???</p>
 <ul>
 <li>Winter - lynx - gig economy Simpletask (fiverr) and GetThere (uber, lyft), etc</li>
@@ -23,7 +23,7 @@
 <p>Gig Economy Problems
 * A lot of standby time. Have to be available without necessarily having any tasks - splitting time between Simpletask and GetThere only works so well.
 * No representation</p>
-<h2>Story</h2>
+<h2 id="story">Story</h2>
 <p><em>Well, shit.</em></p>
 <p>Winter trudged heavily through the piles of dead leaves lining the gutter, the lynx's broad paws crunching through them. There was a sidewalk, but this wasn't a mood for sidewalks. This wasn't a mood for keeping clean, staying out of the way. This was a proper sulk.</p>
 <p>She pulled her phone out for the umpteenth time and thumbed at the screen, tapping out yet another message to Katrin that she wouldn't send. Deleted message. Put phone away.</p>

writing/sawtooth/index.html

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                 <p><span class="tag">writing</span> <span class="tag">furry</span> <span class="tag">fiction</span> <span class="tag">sawtooth</span> <span class="tag">universe</span></p>
 <p>In which sad queer animals experience Idaho.</p>
-<h2>Titles</h2>
+<h2 id="titles">Titles</h2>
 <ul>
 <li class="done4"> Collection: <em>Restless Town</em><ul>
 <li class="done4"> Story: <a href="disapperance.html">Disappearance</a></li>
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 <li class="done2"> Story: <a href="happy-lesbians.html"><em>untitled happy lesbians</em></a></li>
 <li class="done2"> Story: <a href="aposematism.html">Aposematism</a></li>
 </ul>
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writing/sawtooth/party/index.html

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                 <p><span class="tag">writing</span> <span class="tag">novel</span> <span class="tag">book</span> <span class="tag">furry</span> <span class="tag">sawtooth</span> <span class="tag">fiction</span> <span class="tag">erotica</span> <span class="tag">kink</span></p>
 <p>In which negotiation does not do.</p>
-<h2>Goals</h2>
+<h2 id="goals">Goals</h2>
 <ul>
 <li>Each story should ask a question and explore the ramifications</li>
 <li>It should be hot, of course, but each story should be problematic in its own way, exploring the fraught relationship between sex and emotions</li>
 <li>The result of the previous point is that it shouldn't be a romance, even if it's not quite a tragedy</li>
 <li>Matthew is emotionally manipulative, Aaron sees it, but just doesn't hear anything from Erin to suggest she doesn't like it.</li>
 </ul>
-<h2>Outline</h2>
+<h2 id="outline">Outline</h2>
 <ol>
 <li class="done2"> Party - The story of Aaron and Erin, Joan and Elise, and Matthew at a BDSM party, and their interactions.<ol>
 <li class="done4"> Chapter: <a href="../centerpiece.html">Centerpiece</a> - PoV: Erin<ul>

writing/sawtooth/youre-gone.html

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-<h3>Sunday, March 30</h3>
+<h3 id="sunday-march-30">Sunday, March 30</h3>
 <p><em>1:39 PM Markus&gt;</em> Doctor Maura told me I should start journaling when this whole crazy process started. She said it would keep me grounded, let me set milestones of memory, some BS like that.</p>
 <p><em>1:40 PM Markus&gt;</em> I told her I'd give it a think and then promised myself I'd forget about it.</p>
 <p><em>1:40 PM Markus&gt;</em> But now, you're gone.</p>
 <p><em>1:40 PM Markus&gt;</em> You're gone.</p>
 <p><em>1:40 PM Markus&gt;</em> Oh god.</p>
 <p><em>1:40 PM Markus&gt;</em> You're gone.</p>
-<h3>Monday, March 31</h3>
+<h3 id="monday-march-31">Monday, March 31</h3>
 <p><em>12:10 AM Markus&gt;</em> I made it home from the hospital a few hours ago. My hand hurts. My heart hurts. So much paperwork to let someone go.</p>
 <p><em>12:11 AM Markus&gt;</em> They say I'll have to sign more tomorrow, and that I should get a lawyer.</p>
-<h3>Tuesday, April 1</h3>
+<h3 id="tuesday-april-1">Tuesday, April 1</h3>
 <p><em>7:12 AM Markus&gt;</em> I keep expecting you to still be here.</p>
 <p><em>7:12 AM Markus&gt;</em> It's not trite, like it sounds like when others say it.</p>
 <p><em>7:13 AM Markus&gt;</em> Not like I'm expecting you to come around the corner or come through the door.</p>
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 <p><em>7:18 AM Markus&gt;</em> I could hear it vibrating every time I messaged.</p>
 <p><em>7:28 AM Markus&gt;</em> Couldn't tell if that made me feel sad or stupid, or both.</p>
 <p><em>7:32 AM Markus&gt;</em> Both, I think.</p>
-<h3>Wednesday, April 2</h3>
+<h3 id="wednesday-april-2">Wednesday, April 2</h3>
 <p><em>2:30 PM Markus&gt;</em> You made it to the funeral home.</p>
 <p><em>2:30 PM Markus&gt;</em> In one piece.</p>
 <p><em>2:30 PM Markus&gt;</em> Hah hah.</p>
@@ -62,7 +62,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>3:09 PM Markus&gt;</em> I almost made a suggestion.</p>
 <p><em>3:09 PM Markus&gt;</em> Oh god.</p>
 <p><em>3:28 PM Markus&gt;</em> You're gone.</p>
-<h3>Thursday, April 3</h3>
+<h3 id="thursday-april-3">Thursday, April 3</h3>
 <p><em>10:02 AM Markus&gt;</em> You came home in a plastic bag in a box.</p>
 <p><em>10:02 AM Markus&gt;</em> Lol</p>
 <p><em>10:08 AM Markus&gt;</em> this is dumb</p>
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 <p><em>3:44 PM Markus&gt;</em> Thought you should know, I guess.</p>
 <p><em>3:44 PM Markus&gt;</em> Kick me from beyond the grave if I start using this as a notepad.</p>
 <p><em>3:44 PM Markus&gt;</em> I know you would, too.</p>
-<h3>Friday, April 4</h3>
+<h3 id="friday-april-4">Friday, April 4</h3>
 <p><em>9:51 PM Markus&gt;</em> Okay.</p>
 <p><em>9:51 PM Markus&gt;</em> So.</p>
 <p><em>9:51 PM Markus&gt;</em> You know I hate your mom.</p>
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 <p><em>9:54 PM Markus&gt;</em> sorry</p>
 <p><em>9:54 PM Markus&gt;</em> ...</p>
 <p><em>9:56 PM Markus&gt;</em> sorry</p>
-<h3>Saturday, April 5</h3>
+<h3 id="saturday-april-5">Saturday, April 5</h3>
 <p><em>12:21 AM Markus&gt;</em> Anyway, that bitch was there at your service.</p>
 <p><em>12:21 AM Markus&gt;</em> Of course she was, I mean.</p>
 <p><em>12:21 AM Markus&gt;</em> But I call her a bitch because she was.</p>
@@ -110,7 +110,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>12:28 AM Markus&gt;</em> I fell asleep in my nice clothes.</p>
 <p><em>12:28 AM Markus&gt;</em> Now I'm sitting on the bathroom floor waiting for the water to heat up, and it's already hot, but I'm still on my phone, just like you hate.</p>
 <p><em>12:28 AM Markus&gt;</em> *hated</p>
-<h3>Sunday, April 6</h3>
+<h3 id="sunday-april-6">Sunday, April 6</h3>
 <p><em>10:10 AM Markus&gt;</em> Thank you for leaving a will.</p>
 <p><em>11:12 AM Markus&gt;</em> Met with MiL again, this time with lawyers.</p>
 <p><em>11:12 AM Markus&gt;</em> Thank you for leaving me everything.</p>
@@ -119,7 +119,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>11:13 AM Markus&gt;</em> Surprised I don't feel self-righteous or whatever. Just resolute. I didn't "win". If anyone won, it was you.</p>
 <p><em>11:14 AM Markus&gt;</em> But if I'd had to cede to your mom and stepdad that would have hurt.</p>
 <p><em>11:16 AM Markus&gt;</em> Thank you.</p>
-<h3>Monday, April 7</h3>
+<h3 id="monday-april-7">Monday, April 7</h3>
 <p><em>2:18 PM Markus&gt;</em> I formed your ashes into a rock by mixing them with water and baking until they got hard, and then I skipped it across the university pond.</p>
 <p><em>2:19 PM Markus&gt;</em> Kidding.</p>
 <p><em>2:19 PM Markus&gt;</em> I know you asked for that.</p>
@@ -152,19 +152,19 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>2:32 PM Markus&gt;</em> and your still here</p>
 <p><em>2:32 PM Markus&gt;</em> i miss you</p>
 <p><em>2:32 PM Markus&gt;</em> i love you</p>
-<h3>Tuesday, April 8</h3>
+<h3 id="tuesday-april-8">Tuesday, April 8</h3>
 <p><em>12:01 PM Markus&gt;</em> Okay.</p>
 <p><em>12:01 PM Markus&gt;</em> So.</p>
 <p><em>12:01 PM Markus&gt;</em> Not only was that a mess, but it was apparently illegal.</p>
 <p><em>12:03 PM Markus&gt;</em> I slept and feel better, and now I'm giggling like an idiot over the fact that I did something meaningful to me, and it turned out I was breaking the law the whole time. You're not supposed to scatter ashes in water.</p>
 <p><em>12:03 PM Markus&gt;</em> (And even if it were legal, there's probably a better way to do it than what I did.)</p>
 <p><em>12:04 PM Markus&gt;</em> So there you have it. I thought I was going to snub your goofy wishes but your idiot husband wound up going along with them all the same.</p>
-<h3>Wednesday, April 9</h3>
+<h3 id="wednesday-april-9">Wednesday, April 9</h3>
 <p><em>9:41 AM Markus&gt;</em> Back at work today.</p>
 <p><em>9:41 AM Markus&gt;</em> Everyone was nice.</p>
 <p><em>9:41 AM Markus&gt;</em> Calm.</p>
 <p><em>10:21 AM Markus&gt;</em> And I do feel better, PS. I think I got more out of that than I can put into words.</p>
-<h3>Thursday, April 10</h3>
+<h3 id="thursday-april-10">Thursday, April 10</h3>
 <p><em>4:54 PM Markus&gt;</em> I miss you, sweetheart.</p>
 <p><em>4:54 PM Markus&gt;</em> I remember when you got diagnosed and we both had a good cry over it, but then it all turned out to be so boring after that.</p>
 <p><em>4:55 PM Markus&gt;</em> It was hard having that hang over us both, I know, but it all got routine</p>
@@ -183,7 +183,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>5:24 PM Markus&gt;</em> Renting is making things easier.</p>
 <p><em>5:24 PM Markus&gt;</em> And your "everything to Markus" will.</p>
 <p><em>5:24 PM Markus&gt;</em> Your mom's pissed.</p>
-<h3>Friday, April 11</h3>
+<h3 id="friday-april-11">Friday, April 11</h3>
 <p><em>6:43 PM Markus&gt;</em> Okay, your mom's -really- pissed.</p>
 <p><em>6:43 PM Markus&gt;</em> She says that a lot of your stuff is rightfully hers.</p>
 <p><em>6:44 PM Markus&gt;</em> I've yet to find anything that could rightfully be called hers.</p>
@@ -200,18 +200,18 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>6:50 PM Markus&gt;</em> I thought I knew what hatred felt like, but damn, Lee.</p>
 <p><em>6:50 PM Markus&gt;</em> How did so sane a cat come from so crazy a family?</p>
 <p><em>6:52 PM Markus&gt;</em> I was going to go through your clothes first, because those felt like they'd be easy, but I'm going to go through your desk instead.</p>
-<h3>Sunday, April 13</h3>
+<h3 id="sunday-april-13">Sunday, April 13</h3>
 <p><em>9:03 AM Markus&gt;</em> There is literally nothing in your desk of interest.</p>
 <p><em>9:04 AM Markus&gt;</em> I took all our bills and boxed up everything and gave it to your mom.</p>
 <p><em>9:05 AM Markus&gt;</em> Seriously. You had some notes printed out about research, two planners, and  12 blank books.</p>
 <p><em>9:05 AM Markus&gt;</em> I counted.</p>
 <p><em>9:05 AM Markus&gt;</em> I swear to god, Lee. I miss the hell out of you, but 12 blank books?</p>
 <p><em>9:06 AM Markus&gt;</em> I just kept your laptop.</p>
-<h3>Monday, April 14</h3>
+<h3 id="monday-april-14">Monday, April 14</h3>
 <p><em>4:21 PM Markus&gt;</em> Your mom's yelling at me again.</p>
 <p><em>4:21 PM Markus&gt;</em> She wants to go through my papers now, too. And my books?</p>
 <p><em>4:22 PM Markus&gt;</em> I love you and miss you so much. You were always so good at telling her to go away. She won't listen to me at all.</p>
-<h3>Tuesday, April 15</h3>
+<h3 id="tuesday-april-15">Tuesday, April 15</h3>
 <p><em>3:53 PM Markus&gt;</em> Your stepdad is meeting with me after work.</p>
 <p><em>3:53 PM Markus&gt;</em> We're meeting at a coffee shop, don't worry.</p>
 <p><em>5:23 PM Markus&gt;</em> WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK</p>
@@ -230,12 +230,12 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>6:00 PM Markus&gt;</em> I don't think anything's missing. It's just a mess.</p>
 <p><em>6:00 PM Markus&gt;</em> The cop took a report, though.</p>
 <p><em>6:00 PM Markus&gt;</em> Don't know how she got a key.</p>
-<h3>Wednesday, April 16</h3>
+<h3 id="wednesday-april-16">Wednesday, April 16</h3>
 <p><em>11:03 AM Markus&gt;</em> Now she wants your laptop.</p>
 <p><em>11:03 AM Markus&gt;</em> I had it with me at coffee even.</p>
 <p><em>11:04 AM Markus&gt;</em> I don't have the password, though, no idea what she'd do with it.</p>
 <p><em>11:32 AM Markus&gt;</em> I think I may destroy it.</p>
-<h3>Friday, April 18</h3>
+<h3 id="friday-april-18">Friday, April 18</h3>
 <p><em>11:03 PM Markus&gt;</em> I miss you so much, Lee.</p>
 <p><em>11:04 PM Markus&gt;</em> I think it's really starting to hit me.</p>
 <p><em>11:04 PM Markus&gt;</em> You're gone.</p>
@@ -252,13 +252,13 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>11:12 PM Markus&gt;</em> oh god</p>
 <p><em>11:12 PM Markus&gt;</em> lee</p>
 <p><em>11:12 PM Markus&gt;</em> oh god</p>
-<h3>Saturday, April 19</h3>
+<h3 id="saturday-april-19">Saturday, April 19</h3>
 <p><em>12:44 AM Markus&gt;</em> I miss you</p>
-<h3>Sunday, April 20</h3>
+<h3 id="sunday-april-20">Sunday, April 20</h3>
 <p><em>2:21 PM Markus&gt;</em> I can't believe you set your password to that!</p>
 <p><em>2:21 PM Markus&gt;</em> I could spank you for that, miss prissy whiskers.</p>
 <p><em>2:21 PM Markus&gt;</em> You're such a dork &lt;3</p>
-<h3>Monday, April 21</h3>
+<h3 id="monday-april-21">Monday, April 21</h3>
 <p><em>1:02 AM Markus&gt;</em> Lee</p>
 <p><em>1:02 AM Markus&gt;</em> Lee I'm so sorry</p>
 <p><em>1:02 AM Markus&gt;</em> I'm so sorry</p>
@@ -270,12 +270,12 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>4:11 PM Markus&gt;</em> I could kill him</p>
 <p><em>4:11 PM Markus&gt;</em> I WOULD fucking kill him right now</p>
 <p><em>4:28 PM Markus&gt;</em> I would destroy him and your mom for all they've done if I could</p>
-<h3>Tuesday, April 22</h3>
+<h3 id="tuesday-april-22">Tuesday, April 22</h3>
 <p><em>12:31 AM Markus&gt;</em> I won't</p>
 <p><em>12:31 AM Markus&gt;</em> But I could.</p>
 <p><em>12:31 AM Markus&gt;</em> I'm sorry Lee</p>
 <p><em>12:41 AM Markus&gt;</em> I wish I could go back in time and help you.</p>
-<h3>Wednesday, April 23</h3>
+<h3 id="wednesday-april-23">Wednesday, April 23</h3>
 <p><em>6:43 PM</em> Lee sent you a file "should-I-pass.txt"</p>
 <p><em>6:43 PM Markus&gt;</em> Sorry, wanted that on my end, so I sent it from your account.</p>
 <p><em>6:48 PM Markus&gt;</em> Apparently your account expires after six months inactivity.</p>
@@ -290,7 +290,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>6:57 PM Markus&gt;</em> don't want to tgo on weifthout oyu</p>
 <p><em>6:57 PM Markus&gt;</em> sdf</p>
 <p><em>7:20 PM Markus&gt;</em> sorry</p>
-<h3>Friday, April 25</h3>
+<h3 id="friday-april-25">Friday, April 25</h3>
 <p><em>5:10 PM Markus&gt;</em> I'm calling your mom and Jun today.</p>
 <p><em>5:11 PM Markus&gt;</em> I'm going to invite them over this weekend and confront them.</p>
 <p><em>5:12 PM Markus&gt;</em> You're right in that it's just a document. No signature, no verification.</p>
@@ -299,7 +299,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>5:12 PM Markus&gt;</em> and i wont</p>
 <p><em>5:12 PM Markus&gt;</em> im just goin to tell thm i know</p>
 <p><em>5:12 PM Markus&gt;</em> tey need to know that someone else knowds</p>
-<h3>Saturday, April 26</h3>
+<h3 id="saturday-april-26">Saturday, April 26</h3>
 <p><em>11:01 AM Markus&gt;</em> Your mom and Jun are coming over tomorrow.</p>
 <p><em>11:01 AM Markus&gt;</em> I think I'm going to just tell them plain and simple, what I found.</p>
 <p><em>11:02 AM Markus&gt;</em> I hate them. I loathe them.</p>
@@ -338,7 +338,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>3:06 PM Markus&gt;</em> I'm sitting on the floor waiting for the shower again. My tail's fallen asleep. I'm gonna go before you get mad, even if that isn't possible.</p>
 <p><em>3:07 PM Markus&gt;</em> I don't care if that's me grieving in an unhealthy manner or anything, I'm going to go before you get mad.</p>
 <p><em>3:07 PM Markus&gt;</em> I'll try to only write again after things with your parents.</p>
-<h3>Sunday, April 27</h3>
+<h3 id="sunday-april-27">Sunday, April 27</h3>
 <p><em>4:05 PM Markus&gt;</em> This is weird</p>
 <p><em>4:21 PM Markus&gt;</em> Taking a break, this is still weird.</p>
 <p><em>5:33 PM Markus&gt;</em> WHAT THE FUCK, LEE</p>
@@ -387,7 +387,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>8:04 PM Markus&gt;</em> And your mom started looking strange and scared.</p>
 <p><em>8:04 PM Markus&gt;</em> And Jun was actively crying now</p>
 <p><em>8:05 PM Markus&gt;</em> and don't know</p>
-<h3>Monday, April 28</h3>
+<h3 id="monday-april-28">Monday, April 28</h3>
 <p><em>12:03 AM Markus&gt;</em> Sorry</p>
 <p><em>12:03 AM Markus&gt;</em> And then I started talking about your mom and her attempts to cope and how she blamed you, and she lost her mind.</p>
 <p><em>12:04 AM Markus&gt;</em> It was like something snapped.</p>
@@ -428,7 +428,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>1:25 PM Markus&gt;</em> and i'll never stop missing you</p>
 <p><em>1:25 PM Markus&gt;</em> but she's right</p>
 <p><em>1:35 PM Markus&gt;</em> I need to start working on myself, too.</p>
-<h3>Wednesday, May 1</h3>
+<h3 id="wednesday-may-1">Wednesday, May 1</h3>
 <p><em>9:38 PM Markus&gt;</em> I gave it a break for a day and spent yesterday cleaning the apartment.</p>
 <p><em>9:40 PM Markus&gt;</em> Well, after work. I'm back there full time, and that's starting to feel normal again.</p>
 <p><em>9:40 PM Markus&gt;</em> But after, I tore down your desk and turned it into a bookshelf, best I could.</p>
@@ -440,10 +440,10 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>9:45 PM Markus&gt;</em> (and yes, I did try 'crazy face', but you hadn't changed it, which is good, miss prissy whiskers.)</p>
 <p><em>9:45 PM Markus&gt;</em> So...</p>
 <p><em>9:45 PM Markus&gt;</em> I'll contact you in a week and see where things go from there.</p>
-<h3>Tuesday, May 7</h3>
+<h3 id="tuesday-may-7">Tuesday, May 7</h3>
 <p><em>6:11 PM Markus&gt;</em> I</p>
 <p><em>6:11 PM Markus&gt;</em> shit, tomorrow</p>
-<h3>Wednesday, May 8</h3>
+<h3 id="wednesday-may-8">Wednesday, May 8</h3>
 <p><em>7:58 PM Markus&gt;</em> I was going to text you yesterday because I got a call from Jun.</p>
 <p><em>7:59 PM Markus&gt;</em> Your mom was released that same weekend, of course, but she got charged and had to go do a trial or something and has community service and therapy.</p>
 <p><em>7:59 PM Markus&gt;</em> And Jun sounded like he'd perked up some, too.</p>
@@ -459,7 +459,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>8:20 PM Markus&gt;</em> Well, there's probably more, but it's gone.</p>
 <p><em>8:20 PM Markus&gt;</em> And hell, I miss you, Lee.</p>
 <p><em>8:22 PM Markus&gt;</em> Until next week &lt;3</p>
-<h3>Wednesday, May 15</h3>
+<h3 id="wednesday-may-15">Wednesday, May 15</h3>
 <p><em>5:07 PM Markus&gt;</em> I met with Dr Maura again today.</p>
 <p><em>5:07 PM Markus&gt;</em> It was REALLY good.</p>
 <p><em>5:07 PM Markus&gt;</em> We were talking a lot about the stages of crisis and such.</p>
@@ -482,7 +482,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>8:28 PM Markus&gt;</em> ...</p>
 <p><em>8:29 PM Markus&gt;</em> And neither of us played any instruments</p>
 <p><em>8:29 PM Markus&gt;</em> So maybe not a good band.</p>
-<h3>Thursday, May 16</h3>
+<h3 id="thursday-may-16">Thursday, May 16</h3>
 <p><em>12:38 AM Markus&gt;</em> i miss you</p>
 <p><em>12:38 AM Markus&gt;</em> i love you</p>
 <p><em>8:22 AM Markus&gt;</em> Sad night last night.</p>
@@ -492,7 +492,7 @@ h3 {
 <p><em>8:23 AM Markus&gt;</em> Holding off until tomorrow, if I can.</p>
 <p><em>11:01 PM Markus&gt;</em> This needs to stop.</p>
 <p><em>11:12 AM Markus&gt;</em> I think it's time.</p>
-<h3>Friday, May 24</h3>
+<h3 id="friday-may-24">Friday, May 24</h3>
 <p><em>6:58 PM Markus&gt;</em> I miss you, Lee.</p>
 <p><em>6:58 PM Markus&gt;</em> I always will, and I'll always love you.</p>
 <p><em>6:58 PM Markus&gt;</em> But you're gone.</p>