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<p>&ldquo;The jagged edges and self-loathing.&rdquo;</p>
<p>She shrugged. &ldquo;There is some of me in there, yes, but it is still theatre, my dear. It is about taking the particular and making it universal, if only for a little while, yes?&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ey nodded.</p>
<p>When ey didn&rsquo;t reply otherwise, she shrugged and continued, &ldquo;I would not say that </p>
<p>When ey didn&rsquo;t reply otherwise, she shrugged and continued, &ldquo;I would not say that I agree with that &ldquo;I loathe myself, so imagine how much I love others&rdquo; bit. I do not loathe myself, and I still love others. Have loved and will love in the future, even, and I see no change in my rare moments of self-loathing.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ey laughed. &ldquo;&lsquo;Will love in the future&rsquo;? You leaving me for some handsome guy you met in a bar, then?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;A bar? Ugh.I am apparently more of a &lsquo;hunt nerds in the library&rsquo; type.&rdquo; She poked em in the belly. &ldquo;But I love <em>you</em>, my dear, and will continue to do so.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Rubbing at the spot where she&rsquo;d poked with her dull claw, ey nodded. &ldquo;Love you too, May.&rdquo;</p>
<p>She beamed happily and settled back in against eir side, head resting on eir shoulder. &ldquo;I am glad, my dear. I know we agreed early on that this &mdash; us being together, I mean &mdash; does not need to be permanent, but that does not change the fact that I will continue loving you. Even if we should split, I will not stop.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ey nodded slowly.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I have no plans for such, Ioan,&rdquo; she added quickly. &ldquo;You are stuck with me for a good while yet.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;What? Oh, no,&rdquo; ey said, shaking eir head to clear a few too many thoughts. &ldquo;I trust you on that, May. Just got me thinking. Do you still love all the others you&rsquo;ve been with?&rdquo;</p>
<p>She laughed. &ldquo;What I said does not just apply to you. Of course I still love them. Some long-diverged forks of me are even still in relationships with some of them.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;So you&rsquo;ve said. You still love them as the root instance, though?&rdquo;</p>
<p>She nodded. &ldquo;I do not begin relationships as anything other than my root instance. I do not know why, but it does not feel fair to me to do anything but.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Oh, so none of your forks went on to fork for other relationships?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Not that I know of, no. It is a firm conviction, so I would imagine that they hold to it, but perhaps some older ones have diverged.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;How many are there, anyway?&rdquo;</p>
<p>She lifted her head to dot her nose against eir cheek. &ldquo;Are you jealous, my dear?&rdquo; Her voice was calm and curious. Calm enough and curious enough, some distant part of em noted, that it kept em from falling immediately into defensiveness.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I get the occasional pangs,&rdquo; ey said after a long minute&rsquo;s thought. &ldquo;More so early on.</p>
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<li class="done1"> Conversation &mdash; Ioan&rsquo;s been hanging out with TN, May is actively working on letting go, and has gotten to the point of being cordial, polite, occasionally kind<ul>
<li class="done1"> CHAPTER Ioan 2349<ul>
<li class="done0"> <a href="001.html">Coffee date - Nov 2349</a> &mdash; Ioan and TN get coffee, which they&rsquo;ve been doing about once a month or so for a few years now.</li>
<li class="done0"> <a href=".html">May&rsquo;s monologue, Ioan&rsquo;s critique</a> &mdash; May&rsquo;s writing a monologue, so she delivers what she has to Ioan who offers a critique. It&rsquo;s about her own history, so they get to talking about her past.</li>
<li class="done2"> <a href="001.html">Coffee date - Nov 2349</a> &mdash; Ioan and TN get coffee, which they&rsquo;ve been doing about once a month or so for a few years now.</li>
<li class="done0"> <a href="002.html">May&rsquo;s monologue, Ioan&rsquo;s critique</a> &mdash; May&rsquo;s writing a monologue, so she delivers what she has to Ioan who offers a critique. It&rsquo;s about her own history, so they get to talking about her past.</li>
<li class="done0"> <a href=".html">Coffee date - Dec 2349</a> &mdash; Ioan talks about adapting <em>Perils</em> for stage, gets to talking with TN about the conservatives&rsquo; side, realizes TN#Castor never told her about the Name business</li>
<li class="done0"> <a href=".html">Meet Cute</a> &mdash; Ioan and May talk about how much they wind up talking about TN; Ioan, on a whim, heads out for a walk at Arrowhead, conversation with TN about how much they wind up talking about May; ey draws conclusions about how much they think still think about each other</li>
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