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 <li class="done2"> <a href="launch/sys/Ioan/005.html">Launch: sys-side: Ioan</a> - Musician who set up transmission of music between sys/phys, gets #Castor&rsquo;s note, discusses with May - 1740 - Expand?</li>
 <li class="done2"> <a href="launch/launch/Codrin-pollux/003.html">Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Pollux</a> - interviews Zeke/Ezekiel, who has gone a bit sideways, now a prophet, having a hard time reconciling two launches/diverging futures, points Codrin towards True Name as something sinister - 2212 - Expand?</li>
 <li class="done2"> <a href="secession/phys/Yared/005.html">Secession: phys-side; Yared</a> - discusses secession with True Name/Jonas despite the fact that he isn&rsquo;t supposed to, gets help drafting the post with suggested changes from Demma - 2852</li>
-<li class="done0"> <a href="launch/launch/Codrin-castor/004.html">Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor</a> - Distracted, interviews depressed astronomer who knows this is as close as he&rsquo;ll ever get, but studies all the same through text, learn more about Dreamer Module (phys-side idea that got past resistance sys-side, implied Jonas/True Name)</li>
+<li class="done2"> <a href="launch/launch/Codrin-castor/004.html">Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Castor</a> - Distracted, interviews depressed astronomer who knows this is as close as he&rsquo;ll ever get, but studies all the same through text, learn more about Dreamer Module (phys-side idea that got past resistance sys-side, implied Jonas/True Name) - 3680</li>
 <li class="done0"> <a href="launch/phys/Douglas/006.html">Launch: phys-side: Douglas</a> - Talks with May about launch-era political machinations from phys-side</li>
 <li class="done0"> <a href="secession/sys/True-Name/003.html">Secession: sys-side: True Name</a> - Starts to think of phys/sys dichotomy in political terms, forks on the sly (only Jonas knows), so that forks can handle both, leaving her as figurehead who appears to know all</li>
 <li class="done0"> <a href="launch/launch/Codrin-pollux/004.html">Launch: launch-side: Codrin#Pollux</a> - talks with Dear about secession and the mood before and after in general, but also w/in clade, Dear hints that Praiseworthy started shaping the history even before secession and the art of propaganda</li>
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 <p>&ldquo;Is it not? It reminds me of a trip to the west coast that I took long, long before I uploaded. This grassy hill in the middle of a wide ring of firs. You can&rsquo;t see it, but the grass is not actually grass, but a sort of moss. When it&rsquo;s dried out after a rain, it&rsquo;s delightfully soft, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo;</p>
 <p>Codrin nodded, then, realizing that ey could barely see Brahe next to em, murmured, &ldquo;Almost cushy.&rdquo;</p>
 <p>They sat on that hill in silence, leaning back on their hands and watching the stars overhead.</p>
-<p>It had taken a few moments for Ioan to get eir bearings when they had first started watching. The stars overhead were stationary, but in a way that ey was not used to. There was none of the same nigh imperceptible wheeling that one might expect, and the constellations didn&rsquo;t feel quite right, One star, brighter than the rest, was visible low over the horizon. There was no moon.</p>
+<p>It had taken a few moments for Ioan to get eir bearings when they had first started watching. The stars overhead were stationary, but in a way that ey was not used to. There was none of the same nigh imperceptible wheeling that one might expect, and the constellations didn&rsquo;t feel quite right, One star, brighter than the rest, was visible low over the horizon. There was no moon. It was all quite unnerving in some indescribable way.</p>
 <p>&ldquo;What is this?&rdquo;</p>
 <p>&ldquo;It is a view from outside the LV.&rdquo;</p>
 <p>Ioan frowned up at the sky. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t think that pictures could make it into the System. Systems.&rdquo;</p>
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 <p>&ldquo;Yes. It&rsquo;s here for anyone to see, but I have been too tired to tell many people.&rdquo; A long pause, and then, &ldquo;Yes, too tired.&rdquo;</p>
 <p>There was a quiet lie in that admission, but Ioan let it slip by. &ldquo;Can you tell me some more about what I&rsquo;m seeing?&rdquo;</p>
 <p>&ldquo;Of course, Mx Balan,&rdquo; Brahe said, audibly brightening.</p>
-<p>He pointed first to the brightest star, low on the horizon. &ldquo;There, see? That is the sun.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>He pointed first to the brightest star, low on the horizon. &ldquo;There, see? That is the sun. The launch arms let us go at such a point that we are traveling along the ecliptic, in order to use some of the existing orbital velocity we were already on. We have a disadvantage from Pollux, as we were released counter to the orbit.&rdquo;</p>
-<p>He pointed at another star, one that seemed to be creeping slowly across the field of view. &ldquo;That is Earth, there. You can see it moving only by virtue of the way the gravity of the sun is causing our path to arc.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>He pointed at another star, one that seemed to be creeping slowly across the field of view. &ldquo;That is Jupiter, there. You can see it moving only by virtue of the fact that we used it as a slingshot several days into the journey. We are millions of kilometers away from it by now, but it is still one of the things that we are closest to. That is how you know that we are on Castor. Pollux will be using Saturn as a slingshot planet and will be traveling somewhat slower out of the system as a result, as there was a touch of maneuvering after launch to get the orbits to work out.&rdquo;</p>
-<p>He pointed over to the fir trees opposite where the star that was the sun shone. &ldquo;Beyond those trees &mdash; really, the reason that they exist &mdash; is the solar sail, which blocks the lens.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>He pointed over to the fir trees opposite where the star that was the sun shone. &ldquo;Beyond those trees &mdash; really, the reason that they exist &mdash; is the solar sail, which blocks the lens. It was only recently deployed, you know. We could have deployed it on our way to Jupiter, but, as you know, we have all the time in the world, and there was no sense in risking it during the slingshot.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>He pointed at something else, and it took Codrin a moment to discern in the dark that he was pointing at himself. &ldquo;And here I am, some nobody, some shithead who loved everything about this idea, but who can only view it in a very approximate way, like this.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;You don&rsquo;t seem particularly happy about your situation.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>Brahe&rsquo;s laugh was bitter. &ldquo;Of course I&rsquo;m not happy. I mean&hellip;I <em>am</em> happy, but that happiness is tempered by the whims of reality more than I had expected.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;What would your dream experience be?&rdquo; Codrin asked, enjoying a secret smile at the phrase couched within the utter dream experience that was the System.</p>
+<p>&ldquo;To see it all,&rdquo; he said, and ey noticed that the bitter edge was slowly leaving his voice. &ldquo;I have all the parasystem processing that I can ask for to give me a simulacrum like this. You must know that this naked-eye astronomy is all but useless in the grand scheme of things, other than to give us a sense of where we came from and where we might be going in a way that allows us to tell ourselves a coherent study. The rest is all math.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;I suppose that&rsquo;s why this place feels so much more romantic to me,&rdquo; Codrin mused. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m a storyteller, not an astronomer. Still, I imagine that that need for stories runs deep, and I can see the allure to possibly being able to actually look out a window at stars whizzing by.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Yes.&rdquo; Brahe sighed, then lay down on his back, with his arms crossed behind his head. &ldquo;Yes, to see it all.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>There were a few minutes of silence as astronomer and historian looked out into the night sky, there in the simulated pacific northwest, there on the simulated moss surrounded by the simulated trees while simulated stars shone still above them.</p>
+<p><em>They don&rsquo;t twinkle,</em> Codrin thought to emself. <em>That&rsquo;s what it is. They don&rsquo;t twinkle, and the last time I saw them was from Earth, and all those who uploaded, never left that aspect of stars out.</em></p>
+<p>Ey mentioned this to Brahe, who laughed good-naturedly. &ldquo;Of course. You&rsquo;re right. If they twinkled, it might feel more natural, but there is no reason for it, here. This place is a dream. My dream. The stars are there, and they don&rsquo;t twinkle.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;You said this view is constructed with data from the Dreamer Module,&rdquo; Codrin said, gently directing the conversation to topics that might please the astronomer more.</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Yes. The module is mostly a big disk on the ass-end of each of the LVs. Most of that is various instruments that feed data to me and other astronomers here, as well as back to the core System and scientists on earth. This particular lens is on a long strut that points out from that disk in such a way as to let as little of the solar sail obstruct its views. There are other telescopes with much narrower fields of view in there. It can introduce a bit of vertigo, but would you like to see?&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Sure.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Alright, close your eyes.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>Ey did so, and when Brahe instructed em to open them again, the sudden change in the sky was, indeed, a little dizzy-making. The entire field of stars had changed, and where there had been warped but familiar constellations, there was now a deeper blackness, brighter stars, and far more of them. Far, far more. &ldquo;What is this?&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;A different view. A more powerful telescope looking at a patch of sky that we&rsquo;ve never had a chance to see from this angle. One compounded from hours of exposure. I have no idea how exact it is, though, as it is all interpreted through the parasystem infrastructure, but it is still doing a slow sweep of the sky at a high enough magnification that the star field is completely different from what we&rsquo;re used to.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;I wouldn&rsquo;t have thought thought that that would&rsquo;ve had such an impact on me,&rdquo; ey murmured. &ldquo;I felt like I was falling for a moment.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>Brahe sighed. &ldquo;I did, too, the first time, and even I am not sure why. I think it is the mix of contexts. Here we are, looking out to space from the westernmost edge of the Western Fed, and yet all of the stars are different, and they progress in such strange ways as the telescope searches on its automatic pattern.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;It&rsquo;s uncanny.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;A good word, yes. It&rsquo;s like looking out on an alien sky, but even that misses the strangeness of so many stars. An alien sky, but as seen from the context of Earth. Firs, moss, a light breeze, dampness soaking into your trousers, and an alien sky. Did you have the chance to visit the L<sub>5</sub> station before you uploaded?&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Goodness, no.&rdquo; Ey laughed. &ldquo;We were too poor for that.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>Brahe laughed along with em. &ldquo;As was I. I do wonder, though, if I would have felt the same way that I do now if I&rsquo;d just had the chance to see the stars in such a new context before doing so here.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>Codrin nodded, and a few more minutes of silence enveloped them as they took in that alien sky. </p>
+<p>&ldquo;You asked about the Dreamer Module, though.&rdquo; Brahe&rsquo;s voice had regained some of its strength. &ldquo;And you are the one who works with stories. I&rsquo;m sure you had your own questions, but there&rsquo;s a story there, that you might find interesting.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Of course. I&rsquo;d love to hear.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;I worked with a team of scientists, a few of whom were station-side and the rest of whom were planet-side. All lovely folks, of course. They tried to come up with some pithy acronym for the module, but some bit of news called them &lsquo;hopeless dreamers&rsquo;, and the name stuck from there.</p>
+<p>&ldquo;We basically nailed down the instrumentation that would go into the module, then built up its structure from there. Only some of it is telescopes, you understand. There are also various packages for measuring the cosmic microwave background radiation, ones for measuring ambient temperature variations, all the normal stuff. There&rsquo;s also a secondary generator in there, I suppose to ensure that neither the module nor the station impact each other.</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Anyhow, that&rsquo;s not the story part. The story part is that we got halfway done with the planning of the module and were just starting to spin up all the work to build the components, and we suddenly ran into a bunch of pushback. A lot of it was the usual grumbling about costs, even though most of it was to be manufactured at the station. Some of it was tied in with the voices that wanted to keep the launch from happening in the first place. If ever there was such a thing as an anti-dreamer, it was them. They felt that to make a dream a reality was somehow wrong. I never understood their arguments.</p>
+<p>&ldquo;The last bit of friction, and the most interesting bit, I suppose, came from sys-side. Their arguments were plainly insincere, though I never could divine their true concerns. They said that the added complexity to the LVs put the integrity of the systems within at risk beyond some imagined tolerance. It didn&rsquo;t bear up to even the slightest scrutiny, but they seemed to have loud voices.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>Codrin frowned. &ldquo;Most everyone I talked to was as ambivalent about the launch as they were about most phys-side projects, though I fully acknowledge that we run in different circles. There was an initial flush of excitement as it was announced, and most everyone I&rsquo;ve talked to here said they&rsquo;d made up their minds to go along on the launches even then, two decades back. It calmed down after, but then ramped up before launch.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Yes, I felt much of the same in my circle, though you must understand that we were working on the launches for all of those two decades, so our excitement was bound to how well the project was going. We were spending so much time talking with phys-side, hearing all their gossip about the sentiment out there, and both sides were surprised when we started to have serious conversations about the sentiment sys-side when those arguments started to get louder.</p>
+<p>&ldquo;At first, it was just the occasional opinion column in the feeds, but the actual news started to pick up on it soon after, and then there were a few debates. I don&rsquo;t think it ever got to the point where the module was at risk, but people are still talking about whether it was a good idea, I hear.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;And you said you don&rsquo;t know what their real arguments are?&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Correct.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;What about who was having those arguments.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;That&rsquo;s the thing, there were relatively few voices &mdash; at least at first &mdash; from those who had uploaded recently. Most of those who started the arguments were from the first few decades of the System&rsquo;s creation. I suspect that at least part of their concern is that they still feel somewhat upset at having to pay to join, some of them dearly so, but even that doesn&rsquo;t feel like the whole reason. It was just all these super old uploads, both individuals and clades, who seemed less than thrilled at the prospect. Founder types, you understand.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>Eir frown grew. &ldquo;Do you remember any names?&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;The Jonas clade was pretty vocally against it. I think they even had compunctions about the launch, for that matter. There were some of the Odists, though I never took much interest in who. Their names are always so impenetrable. Let&rsquo;s see&hellip;there was Àsgeir Hrafnson, who has always seemed like he&rsquo;s against everything. Such a sour man&hellip;&rdquo;</p>
+<p>Brahe continued to list off a few names, and Codrin continued to nod dutifully, but eir mind was elsewhere. The Odists seemed to range from, at best, utterly ecstatic, as Dear had been, to, at worst, simply uninterested, to go by what Dear and May Then My Name had said.</p>
+<p>Was this another lie from Dear, or had the fox simply not gone looking for names in the debate.</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Obviously, the launch went forward anyway, and both LVs contain Dreamer Modules, so they weren&rsquo;t successful,&rdquo; the astronomer was saying. &ldquo;They didn&rsquo;t seem interested in paring down the scope to the modules, nor even adding any risk mitigation factors beyond the extra RTG and a set of explosive bolts that could jettison the module if necessary. I think that&rsquo;s what made me the most suspicious of their initial arguments. If there was risk, why not try to mitigate it further?&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;I&rsquo;m not sure,&rdquo; Codrin said, mouth dry. &ldquo;Perhaps it was more of an image thing? As in, adding the module might damage how others viewed the launch.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Perhaps.&rdquo; Ey heard Brahe shrug against the moss-grass, then continue. &ldquo;Anyway, that&rsquo;s the story. I don&rsquo;t know if it&rsquo;ll be of any use to you in your project.&rsquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;It might. It already answered most of my other questions, too. The last one I have is that you invested entirely in the LVs. Why?&rdquo;</p>
+<p>The astronomer was silent for a long time. &ldquo;As upset as I get that I&rsquo;m not actually able to see all the stars, even I am not immune to the romance of the idea. Imagine sitting at home, knowing that you could have flinging yourself off into space, out among the dangers and excitement, and choosing instead that boring safety? The only benefit would be the combined knowledge of Castor and Pollux and a station at half the speed that we&rsquo;ll get it on either one of our LVs, but, well.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>Brahe gestured up to the shifting night sky, leaving his words at that.</p>
+<p>Eventually, even Codrin lay back in the grass. Ey knew not how long. Lay there with Tycho Brahe in all his sadness and happiness and wisdom and romanticism. Lay there, and looked up at the stars.</p>
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