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<p>Ioan,</p>
<p>I&rsquo;m breaking my communications embargo to message you directly. I don&rsquo;t know the details, but I&rsquo;m pretty sure this will pass through Castor without pinging Codrin or my exes (or anyone, for that matter). The last thing I want is yet another tearful letter from any of them just because my name flashed across their feeds.</p>
<p>Well. I say &lsquo;yet another tearful letter&rsquo;, but there&rsquo;s only been three &mdash; one for each of them &mdash; so I&rsquo;m hardly being bombarded, but I just&hellip;I can&rsquo;t, Ioan.</p>
<p>I need to talk to someone about this. I need to talk to someone who truly understands. I talk to Sarah quite a bit, of course, both in a therapeutic and a professional context, but there needs to be that sense of connection to the matter on a more personal level than just therapist to client. She&rsquo;s a delight to work with and an amazing teacher (as are Artante and </p>
<p>I need to talk to someone about this. I need to talk to someone who truly understands. I talk to Sarah quite a bit, of course, both in a therapeutic and a professional context, but there needs to be that sense of connection to the matter on a more personal level than just therapist to client. She&rsquo;s a delight to work with and an amazing teacher (as are Artante and Anin Li).</p>
<p>In our sessions, we came up with a very specific way to deal with this decision that I&rsquo;ve made. In order to ensure that I can learn to cherish who I was and who was in my life, I need to reinforce the positive memories of what I had. I need to make sure that those are stronger than the negative ones. I don&rsquo;t want that final, terrible morning to weigh on me more strongly than all of the good times that we had together</p>
<p>(but they still have each other, so each of their letters kept dragging me back into it)</p>
<p>(if I sound panicky, it&rsquo;s because I am; I&rsquo;m forgetting)</p>
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