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<p>&ldquo;Do you think she&rsquo;s envious of that?&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ey frowned and scuffed a heel through the grass. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know, honestly. Again, if you&rsquo;d asked me a few weeks ago, I would have said probably not, that she&rsquo;s got her own things that make her happy which don&rsquo;t involve putting on plays or poking fun at each other. Now, though I&rsquo;m not so sure. This whole thing about the merge adds another layer onto that, because suddenly, True Name would have all of those memories.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Does it bother you that she would have the memories, or are you worried about her having those emotions? Do you worry she&rsquo;d start feeling about you the way that May Then My Name does?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Well, shit,&rdquo; ey groaned. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t even think about that. Like, we&rsquo;ve talked about what her having memories of loving me would mean, but I didn&rsquo;t think about if she herself, she as True Name I mean, would pick those up as well. I have no clue. Maybe on some level I do, though. I like the way May feels about me. We&rsquo;ve talked about jealousy a few times, and it often comes up that she feels devotion towards me, and I&rsquo;m really not sure how I&rsquo;d feel having that come from another, never mind one that I have as complicated a relationship with as I do with True Name.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Well, shit,&rdquo; ey groaned. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t even think about that. Like, we&rsquo;ve talked about what her having memories of loving me would mean, but always past-tense. I didn&rsquo;t think about if she herself, she as True Name I mean, would pick those up as well. I have no clue. Maybe on some level I do, though. I like the way May feels about me. We&rsquo;ve talked about jealousy a few times, and it often comes up that she feels devotion towards me, and I&rsquo;m really not sure how I&rsquo;d feel having that come from another, never mind one that I have as complicated a relationship with as I do with True Name.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Does this tie in with the complicated feelings you mentioned, then?&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ey bought emself some time to think about an answer by bending down to pluck a dandelion, twirling it between eir fingers. &ldquo;I guess I have to share one detail, which is that there was an attempt on her life back on Secession day.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Sarah blinked and stopped up short. &ldquo;One moment,&rdquo; she said, then closed her eyes, her lips moving faintly in a non-vocalized sensorium message. Ey politely turned away. Finally, she nodded. &ldquo;I checked in with the instance that&rsquo;s been meeting with True Name and she said that she received a message from her back on Secession day that sounded really panicked.&rdquo;</p>
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<p>Ey nodded, still feeling abashed from being called out. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll certainly try.&rdquo;</p>
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<li class="done1"> CHAPTER Ioan 2350<ul>
<li class="done2"> <a href="024.html">Ioan&rsquo;s wallow 2</a> &mdash; Now <em>Ioan&rsquo;s</em> struggling, crushed at both May overflowing and TN requesting her own time alone, while ey&rsquo;s the only one with both sides. Has at least one sensorium conversation with each.</li>
<li class="done2"> <a href="025.html">May recovers</a> &mdash; Visits, says hi etc, brings Ioan back home.</li>
<li class="done0"> <a href=".html">May&rsquo;s Wallow 2</a> &mdash; May&rsquo;s feeling bad because she can&rsquo;t help, also starting to agree with Ioan: not fair to them as a couple for TN to have those memories</li>
<li class="done0"> <a href="026.html">May&rsquo;s Wallow 2</a> &mdash; May&rsquo;s feeling bad because she can&rsquo;t help, also starting to agree with Ioan: not fair to them as a couple for TN to have those memories</li>
<li class="done0"> <a href=".html">TN&rsquo;s wallow 2</a> &mdash; TN&rsquo;s really struggling when they go visit her. Zacharias is there on behalf of Jonas when they get there, we learn that Jonas used him and his &lsquo;secret&rsquo; to manipulate her. </li>
<li class="done0"> <a href=".html">Choose love: TN&rsquo;s offer</a> &mdash; TN comes back, few days of attempted normalcy, topic of May merging comes up, May and Ioan mention apprehensions, but TN is actually kind of for it. She needs the change, needs good as well as bad, but she&rsquo;ll also have memories of their apprehensions and can work with that</li>
<li class="done0"> <a href=".html">Choose love: Ioan and May</a> &mdash; Ioan expands on this when they&rsquo;re alone, and they talk about how TN won&rsquo;t just have May&rsquo;s memories wholesale, she&rsquo;ll have a synthesis. May agrees, thinks knowing love is only ever going to be a good thing, TN also deserves that (plus memories of resentment will open things up). May&rsquo;s little lie about &lsquo;merging down every few years&rsquo; comes up, she hasn&rsquo;t in nearly two centuries</li>
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