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 <p>The Woman tilted her head — she was back to being a skunk, yes, but this is a habit that all of us share within the Ode clade, no matter our shape. &ldquo;I have heard it said so often that one should write for oneself and wait for an audience to come.&rdquo;</p>
 <p>&ldquo;That is popular advice, is it not? There is joy in writing things that no one will read, I will not lie, but that is not how communication works. I would prefer instead to say, &ldquo;Write what you want to see others reading.&rdquo; I would say, &ldquo;Write what you believe others should know.&rdquo; To write solely for yourself is for the act of journalling, not for the act of creation.&rdquo;</p>
 <p>She furrowed her brow. &ldquo;I will admit that I spent last night thinking much on this. I thought of our conversation and the types of things that I might write and was stuck on the fact that what joy I am seeking is unrelated simply to an act but more to a way of being. Why, after all, would I simply put pen to paper and then close the book? That is just the motions of writing without a goal.&rdquo; A faint smile tugged at the corner of her mouth and, yes, this, too, was a blessing. &ldquo;Though I am told that there is joy in fine pens and fine paper, too.&rdquo;</p>
-<p>I laughed, reached into a pocket, and withdrew my current favorite pen. It is, you may be surprised to hear, quite plain. It is round and it is long. It has a cap that posts on the back. The nib is nothing special. It is a demonstrator aaa</p>
+<p>I laughed, reached into a pocket, and withdrew my current favorite pen. It is, you may be surprised to hear, quite plain. It is round and it is long. It has a cap that posts on the back. The nib is nothing special. It is a demonstrator — that is, it has a clear body so that one can see the ink within — but so are many of my pens. No, there is little special about it overall, other than the fact that it simply fits well within my paw, and that, dear friends, is what is most important in a pen.</p>
+<p>I handed the pen over to The Woman and she drew a notepad out of the air, write a few short sentences on it with the pen, nodded appreciatively, and handed it back. &ldquo;It is a joy to write with, my dear. But to my point, I suspect there is goodness in the act of writing, but not the fulfillment I am seeking.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>I nodded. &ldquo;I would agree with that, yes. You speak of a way of being. You speak of not just creating, but of being a creative.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>&ldquo;Just so.&rdquo;</p>
+<p>We sat in silence for a minute or so, simply enjoying our mochas — readers, by now you must know that we are nothing if not ourselves — while we each considered the direction of our conversation. It is not comfortable for me to be unable to address a thing that I feel I ought to be able to. When presented with a problem that even sounds like it <em>might</em> be within my bailiwick, if I cannot, it is in some key way dysphoric to me. The best I can manage, as I did then, was to recast the problem into a conversation. It does not remove the dysphoria, for I still have not solved anything, but it has set it aside, perhaps just in the other room. There is a selfishness in me.</p>
+<p>At last, I said, &ldquo;Would it be alright if I were to invite over Warmth? It is my beloved up-tree, of course, but ey also has thoughts on this that may help us find inroads to your fulfillment.&rdquo;</p>
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