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<h1 id="ioan-balan-2350">Ioan Bălan — 2350</h1>
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<p>Once they were fed and Debarre was safely on his way home — or at least merged down-tree — Ioan begged off from talking any further with Douglas and trudged down the hall to the spare room he borrowed whenever May needed space. Ey claimed to need a nap and, while ey was certainly tired enough, sleep seemed unlikely</p>
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<p>Once they were fed and Debarre was safely on his way home — or at least merged down-tree — Ioan begged off from talking any further and trudged down the hall to the spare room he borrowed whenever May needed space. Ey claimed to need a nap and, while ey was certainly tired enough, sleep seemed unlikely</p>
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<p>The walk and cry in the field before ey’d joined Douglas at his house had been necessary, but also had only served to highlight just how woefully out of eir depth ey truly was.</p>
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<p>“Hi Sarah,” ey said, starting a simplex sensorium message. “Sorry to bother you, and sorry we haven’t spoken in a few weeks. I know I was vague when I canceled our last appointment, but things have gone completely sideways. I’m not totally sure how open you’d be to this, but can we meet and talk? Even if I’m restricted to talking in very general terms about what’s going on? I need to talk to someone who can help me sort through my thoughts around it, I just can’t share details yet. It has to do with True Name, so I’m sure you can appreciate just how complicated it is. Let me know if that’s alright. I’m…I’m at Douglas’s for a few days. Thanks.”</p>
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<p>“Hi Sarah,” ey said, starting a simplex sensorium message. “Sorry to bother you, and sorry we haven’t spoken in a few weeks. I know I was vague when I canceled our last appointment, but things have gone completely sideways. I’m not totally sure how open you’d be to this, but can we meet and talk, even if I’m restricted to talking in very general terms about what’s going on? I need to talk to someone who can help me sort through my thoughts around it, I just can’t share details yet. It has to do with True Name, so I’m sure you can appreciate just how complicated it is. Let me know if that’s alright. I’m…I’m at Douglas’s for a few days. Thanks.”</p>
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<p>Then, ey lay down on the bed, still dressed and over the covers, and stared at the ceiling, trying to think about as little as possible.</p>
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<p>Ey was startled awake by a sensorium message. Grunting and wiping eir hands over eir face to try and bring reality back into focus through the near drunken haze of waking up from an ill-advised nap, ey set the message to running.</p>
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<p>“Good to hear from you, Ioan. I’ll admit that I was pretty concerned when you canceled. I don’t usually worry about you, but that’s also the first time you’ve had to do so in nearly four years. I can be free whenever you need, and am happy to meet you either there or here. I don’t have any problems holding off on details until a later date. Just let me know.”</p>
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<p>Ey groaned and ground the heels of eir palms against eir closed eyes, trying to will away the grogginess that clung to em, somehow managing to feel both sticky and slippery.</p>
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<p>A quick shower had em feeling well enough to respond, and by the time she arrived, ey had a mug of tea for emself and met her, mug in hand, at the door.</p>
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<p>A quick shower had em feeling well enough to respond, and by the time she arrived, ey’d made tea for emself and met her, mug in hand, at the door.</p>
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<p>Ey bowed. “Thanks for coming on such short notice.”</p>
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<p>She offered em a hug. “It’s alright. I figure if whatever is happening has all three of you canceling appointments and you requesting short-notice ones, it’s probably important.”</p>
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<p>“Sorry, just woke up, feeling rough,” ey said, declining the hug. “But yeah. Important, overwhelming, dramatic. Would you be alright talking outside? That nap destroyed me and I’m still feeling disconnected from everything.”</p>
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<p>“Works for me.”</p>
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<p>“So, uh…well, where to start.” Ey spoke haltingly, once they’d made their way out into the grass and light and blue skies. “Right. As of a few weeks ago, for reasons I can’t get into just yet, True Name has been staying in an extra room we dug at the house. A few days ago–“</p>
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<p>“Whoa, wait. I know you said no specifics, but can you tell me a little more about that? I can’t picture that working at <em>all</em>“</p>
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<p>“Whoa, wait. I know you said no specifics, but can you tell me a little more about that? I can’t picture that working at <em>all.</em>“</p>
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<p>Ey sighed. “Yeah, well, that’s part of why I’m here and not at home, I guess.”</p>
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<p>She nodded, gestured for em to continue.</p>
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<p>“Well, she…hmm. She ran into some interpersonal trouble that was dramatic enough to require staying around people well enough known on the System that she’d be safe.” Ey winced, adding, “I know that’s not much to go by. Either way, she’s staying in our place. She’s been fairly self-contained, but not totally so, so there’s been some interaction between the three of us. Before you ask, it was May’s idea in the first place, and while there have been a few rough spots, it’s gone far smoother than I would have thought.”</p>
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<p>“That it doesn’t feel great to say is a sign that you care deeply, so it’s not a bad thing, but you do need to take care of yourself, yes.” She looked thoughtful for a moment, then said, “Alright. I know you said they’re both currently overflowing, but what do you think about talking with each of them about how you’re feeling about this?”</p>
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<p>“Uh, well, I mean” ey stammered. “I guess I should, yeah.”</p>
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<p>“‘Should’?”</p>
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<p>“Right. Should statement. I’d like to, but they both feel kind of fraught. Talking with May about being friends with True Name feels fraught with how they feel about each other, or at least felt about each other. Hell, I don’t know how I’d tell True Name I care about her, either. And I don’t particularly want to be the one to broach May merging down with True Name, either. That feels like a conversation they should start as cocladists.”</p>
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<p>“Right. Should statement. I’d like to, but they both feel kind of fraught. Talking with May about being friends with True Name has come up before but feels fraught with how they feel about each other, or at least felt about each other. Hell, I don’t know how I’d tell True NameI care about her, either. And I don’t particularly want to be the one to broach May merging down with True Name, either. That feels like a conversation they should start as cocladists.”</p>
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<p>“They’re complicated topics, and I’m not saying you <em>must</em> talk about them, but it’ll only help for the three of you to all be on the same page. It’d be a good exercise for you being more active, as well.”</p>
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<p>Ey nodded.</p>
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<p>“You look like you’re fading. Want to call it for now and then we can get in touch soon?”</p>
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<p>“I’ll certainly try.”</p>
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<p>“Hey, May,” he said, kissing her cheek and returning the offered hug. “Figured that was you this morning. Feeling better?”</p>
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<p>She nodded and slumped down into a chair, cradling her coffee in both paws. “Mostly, yes. I am still below baseline, but it was more important that I see you two than to return all the way.”</p>
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<p>“Well, glad to see you made it through.”</p>
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<p>“You will not quit me so easily, Douglas. How are you, though? Has Ioan caught you up on everything?”</p>
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<p>“You will not quit me so easily, Douglas Hadje, doctor of incredibly boring things. How are you, though? Has Ioan caught you up on everything?”</p>
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<p>“I think so, yeah. Ey, Debarre, and End Waking did. Assassins, mergers, Jonas being terrible, Zacharias. Did I miss anything?”</p>
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<p>She shook her head. “That is the whole of it, I think. We continue to be dramatic about everything we do.”</p>
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<p>He laughed. “I mean, not going to deny that, but I’m also going to put a large part of this on Jonas, rather than you all.”</p>
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<p>“I do not know,” she said eventually. Her voice sounded far away, older than Ioan had ever heard it sound before. “I wish I did, but I do not know.”</p>
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