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+                <p>(Ioan and May fuck because I had a dream about how, in the system, one can use sensorium messages to share sensations with each other)</p>
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 <li>Diiistant cousin of Michelle, always feels some strange connection to her, too shy to communicate</li>
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-<li>de (because why not be goofy with names, it&rsquo;s the dang future)<ul>
-<li>Member of Luddite collective</li>
-<li>Wants to prevent launch b/c Earth is kinda falling apart and rapidly depopulating, and it resents that.</li>
+<li>~de (because why not be goofy with names, it&rsquo;s the dang future)~<ul>
+<li>~Member of Luddite collective~</li>
+<li>~Wants to prevent launch b/c Earth is kinda falling apart and rapidly depopulating, and it resents that.~</li>
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 <li>Offline<ul>
 <li>Douglas struggles with being a hermit/launch tech/coordinator but also wanting to talk with Michelle - basically his whole POV is the tech aspect of the launch, while also providing history of life outside since secession</li>
-<li>de and its collective struggle to get anyone to even want to prevent the launch, but humanity has mostly turned inward and lost interest in exploration, now super conservative, as life is pretty damn hellish outside their heads, leaning heavily on escapism. Uploading is seen as just sort of the thing you do when you get tired enough, if you don&rsquo;t die first, etc. Jealous because upload and lose connection to earth, or remain on earth and never do anything interesting, strange desire to keep the species on the same path. Boils down to fatalism, and its story is learning why that is.</li>
+<li>~de and its collective struggle to get anyone to even want to prevent the launch, but humanity has mostly turned inward and lost interest in exploration, now super conservative, as life is pretty damn hellish outside their heads, leaning heavily on escapism. Uploading is seen as just sort of the thing you do when you get tired enough, if you don&rsquo;t die first, etc. Jealous because upload and lose connection to earth, or remain on earth and never do anything interesting, strange desire to keep the species on the same path. Boils down to fatalism, and its story is learning why that is.~</li>
 <li>Kind of wondering if de should just be told through Douglas. Already a lot of characters.</li>
 <li>PAYOFF: tied with May Then My Name&rsquo;s histories, a renewed sense of adventure outside of the mind</li>
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 <li class="done2"> <a href="launch/phys/Douglas/001.html">Launch: phys-side: Douglas</a> - Douglas feels a feel while working on the launch - 1021 - TODO merge with below</li>
 <li class="done2"> <a href="launch/phys/Douglas/002.html">Launch: phys-side: Douglas</a> - Douglas and May write to each other about the launch - 2722</li>
 <li class="done2"> <a href="secession/sys/Michelle/001.html">Secession: sys-side: Michelle</a> - Michelle dies among her clade, passing on tasks to first lines (True Name gets launch?) - 1131</li>
-<li class="done2"> <a href="launch/phys/de/001.html">Launch: phys-side: de</a> - Disappointed that launch went through regardless, walks the station in a daze, thinking backwards from current thought - 887</li>
+<li class="rejected"> ~<a href="launch/phys/de/001.html">Launch: phys-side: de</a> - Disappointed that launch went through regardless, walks the station in a daze, thinking backwards from current thought - 887~</li>
 <li class="done2"> <a href="secession/phys/Yared/001.html">Secession: phys-side: Yared</a> - Yared uploads, the final before secession - 3080</li>
 <li class="done2"> <a href="launch/sys/Codrin/001.html">Launch: sys-side: Codrin#Green</a> - The triad tell each other fictional stories around the remnants of the fire of why they left no forks - 2599</li>
 <li class="done2"> <a href="secession/sys/Michelle/002.html">Secession: sys-side: Michelle</a> - Michelle meets with Council of Eight, discusses spending a bunch of reputation to fork; meets up with Jonas and pledges True Name - 2293</li>
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