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<p>I know she&rsquo;s been working on her feelings about this with Sarah, so I&rsquo;m happy to see a little less fury in her than I used to. She got really quiet during that conversation before admitting that the reason she wound up feeling as she did about True Name was due to the <em>History</em> itself. She hadn&rsquo;t known about True Name&rsquo;s subtle nudging of Michelle/Sasha with regards to both Launch and her death until we put it to paper. We both agree that that&rsquo;s helped her calm down the most: just being able to name the source.</p>
<p>Still, it&rsquo;s a lot. We seem to be inextricably entangled with the Ode clade, and while I love May dearly and I know that you two love Dear, it sometimes feels a little like being trapped.</p>
<p>Anyway, all that to say that True Name&rsquo;s having a rough time here, and I&rsquo;m hoping that she&rsquo;s able to get set up with Sarah. Never thought I&rsquo;d say such, but I&rsquo;m worried about her.</p>
<p><strong>Codrin Bălan#Castor Individual-Eyes-Only Material</strong></p>
<p><strong>CODRIN BĂLAN#CASTOR INDIVIDUAL-EYES-ONLY MATERIAL</strong></p>
<p>I&rsquo;m also worried about you. Your last letter led to a few conversations between May and I about you and Sorina, but also about the topic of individuation in more general terms. I understand that you two did your best to diverge as quickly as possible, and I can&rsquo;t even imagine that.</p>
<p>I know that when you became Codrin, that was not something that I&rsquo;d foreseen, and despite the surface similarities, this feels fundamentally different. It&rsquo;s a new thing for us, I think. You two were borne out of the changes that the Odists wrought on us, but Sorina was borne out of changes coming from within.</p>
<p>I know that I risk our messages passing each other through the great big nothing between us, so perhaps there&rsquo;s more already on the way, but perhaps you can tell me more about her, or about the both of you?</p>
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<p>Lean on those around you to whatever level you&rsquo;re comfortable with, and know that I&rsquo;m here, firmly rooted as you say. I&rsquo;ll offer all that I can.</p>
<p>Be safe above all.</p>
<p>The next section is just to inform #Pollux that you sent a fork to Artemis without details.</p>
<p><strong>End Codrin Bălan#Castor Individual-Eyes-Only Material</strong></p>
<p><strong>Codrin Bălan#Pollux Individual-Eyes-Only Material</strong></p>
<p><strong>END CODRIN BĂLAN#CASTOR INDIVIDUAL-EYES-ONLY MATERIAL</strong></p>
<p><strong>CODRIN BĂLAN#POLLUX INDIVIDUAL-EYES-ONLY MATERIAL</strong></p>
<p>The previous section for #Castor surrounds eir decision to send a fork to Artemis. Without sharing too much, it&rsquo;s led to a lot of inner strife for em. I&rsquo;m worried, but that&rsquo;s nothing new. Either way, just wanted to provide some context. I&rsquo;ll leave any further information up to em to pass on.</p>
<p><strong>End Codrin Bălan#Pollux Individual-Eyes-Only Material</strong></p>
<p><strong>END CODRIN BĂLAN#POLLUX INDIVIDUAL-EYES-ONLY MATERIAL</strong></p>
<p>I hope things are going well despite all these dramatic goings on. May and I send our love to you and yours.</p>
<p>Ioan Bălan</p>
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<h2 id="sorina-balan-ioan-balan">Sorina Bălan &mdash; Ioan Bălan</h2>
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<p>systime 222 (2346)<br />
(transmission delays)<br />
(transmission delays)</p>
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<p>Ioan,</p>
<p>While I&rsquo;m sure that Codrin#Castor&rsquo;s already told you plenty about me, I wanted to send you a letter directly.</p>
<p>Something about winding up here in a place so fundamentally different from where we&rsquo;ve lived before has me in mind of the past. I wasn&rsquo;t quite sure why this was, at first. Obviously, I miss the prairie and life aboard Castor, but one would think that I&rsquo;d be more worried about what&rsquo;s in front of me than what&rsquo;s behind me. The prospect of months or years aboard this new world &mdash; never mind the core facets of existing in this world &mdash; gives me plenty of time to worry about the future at my leisure, though.</p>
<p>Something about winding up here in a place so fundamentally different from where we&rsquo;ve lived before has me in mind of the past. I wasn&rsquo;t quite sure why this was, at first. Obviously, I miss the prairie and life aboard Castor, but one would think that I&rsquo;d be more worried about what&rsquo;s in front of me than what&rsquo;s behind me. The prospect of months or years aboard this new world &mdash; never mind the core facets of existing in this place &mdash; gives me plenty of time to worry about the future at my leisure, though.</p>
<p>I suppose leaving behind so much is reason enough to think about the past.</p>
<p>I could spend all of that time thinking about my partners (and I&rsquo;ve certainly been thinking about them plenty), but you&rsquo;ve been coming up in my thoughts more than I&rsquo;d expected. Something about this extra layer of individuation has you feeling even less like a down-tree instance than you did before, and far more like a good friend &mdash; especially given how much I miss you.</p>
<p>I could spend all of that time thinking about my partners (and I&rsquo;ve certainly been thinking about them plenty), but you&rsquo;ve been coming up in my thoughts more than I&rsquo;d expected. Something about this extra layer of individuation has you feeling even less like a down-tree instance than you did before, and far more like a good friend or close family member &mdash; especially given how much I miss you.</p>
<p>I miss you! Is that weird to say? Perhaps. We&rsquo;ve never met, have we? Ruminating on my roots has me thinking fondly on all that&rsquo;s come and gone. We are stuck however many billions of kilometers apart, though, and that distance will only grow, the time between messages will only ever get longer. At least I think I better understand what Dear was talking about with regards to the difference between longing and being missed.</p>
<p>Ah well, perhaps I&rsquo;m just lonely. Lonely and moody. It&rsquo;s so strange here, and it&rsquo;s been playing havoc with my emotions.</p>
<p>I miss you and May Then My Name, and I hope you&rsquo;re both doing well. Pass on my love.</p>
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33 et-ularaeël, 4775 Artemis Reckoning</p>
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<h2 id="sorina-balan-ioan-balan">Sorina Bălan &mdash; Ioan Bălan</h2>
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<p>systime 225 (2349)<br />
(transmission delays)<br />
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<p>Ioan,</p>