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<li>What is the vibe of the GC?</li>
<li>TN is just fucking exhausted after I&amp;R, hates her job, has to pretend she is still doing well<ul>
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<p>TN is just fucking exhausted after I&amp;R, hates her job, has to pretend she is still doing well</p>
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<li>(does April forgive TN at the end and TN quits when she learns April is May?)</li>
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<p>UQ doesn&rsquo;t care about good people, but is concerned with having the RIGHT people there</p>
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<li>TKD is the one who asks &ldquo;would the System be better or worse without us?&rdquo; She knows they have done good</li>
<li>UQ is more cynical. If this person exists and TKD says there will be conflict, UQ is the one who concerns herself with that. She is the guillotine of the stanza. TN is the one who deals with reconciliation rather than conflict.</li>
<li>UQ still a pacifist, but willing.</li>
<li>TKD was horrified to realize &ldquo;Oh no oh god oh no, TN has to die. If TN dies, the System gets worse bc Jonas goes nuts and we all die, so she has to — at least most of the way&rdquo;.</li>
<li>WID left out of the loop because ey would have staunchly objected</li>
<li>UQ &ldquo;this isn&rsquo;t a kind conversation, it is a discussion of whether or not we let you survive as you are&rdquo;. UQ holds the gun, though this is still the final option; she is not bloodthirsty, just desperate</li>
<li>Who killed Qoheleth:<ul>
<li>Means: WID, maybe Sight? TKD could have said &ldquo;math&rdquo; and gotten it; paranoid and could have come to that point</li>
<li>What if it was a positive: &ldquo;if we do this, we become more known through our story&rdquo;</li>
<li>TN has good girl vibes; WAQ loud and joyous; AWNH bitter at the world not being better; NAN the part of TN the part that was still learning and missed out on politicking; WIDNR maybe! Comes up with a lot of big (somewhat paranoid) ideas, talks people into it, accepts she&rsquo;ll have to go through Jonas for his stash, thus Guōweī</li>
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<li>2150: TN has been there a quarter of a century, paranoid: this entire world could suffer an apocalypse and we wouldn&rsquo;t know &ldquo;we could turn them off and say we will turn them back on (but won&rsquo;t actually)&rdquo;. They could also stop sending people, so we&rsquo;d best be worth it, now that space age is over. They could abandon because of Secession &ldquo;it&rsquo;s your responsibility, you left&rdquo;.</li>
<li>2160, Z getting close, that leads to less of cynicism, learning from May, not so self aware before that. Not until after that she starts to come up with this identity as softer, a bit more vulnerable, though still competent</li>
<li>Odists nudged Jonas Prime into killing True Name by telling most of the truth &ldquo;True Name needs to go&rdquo; leaving out &ldquo;but not entirely&rdquo;<ul>
<li>Jonas Prime going leaves more sensible Jonases, TKD has high expectations that this&rsquo;ll happen</li>
<li>The rest of the eighth winds up probably earnestly befriended</li>
<li>Prime 2349: Why True Name? Delusions of grandeur/paranoia leading to &ldquo;better than eighth and also they&rsquo;re coming for me&rdquo;; no real intent to kill, but TKD got ahead of that as she saw more rage in him</li>
<li>Z was absolutely acting because of the audience of Jonases and other Odists; good at being a complement to TN and all of her kinks and identities, developing it on his own terms, codependency of &ldquo;I want her in my life so I&rsquo;m going to give her what she wants&rdquo;</li>
<li>Jonas never laid a hand on an Odist: most are like &ldquo;they&rsquo;re bitches sometimes, but I&rsquo;m not gonna hurt them what the fuck&rdquo;, Prime more for optics &ldquo;they could leak it if I slapped one&rdquo;</li>
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<h3 id="as-sent-to-true-namekimmy">As sent to True Name!Kimmy</h3>
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