From dbab9702be6afb0ecdef2565321a929a2bb76109 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001
From: Madison Scott-Clary <mscottclary@nvidia.com>
Date: Wed, 23 Jun 2021 14:37:13 -0700
Subject: [PATCH] update from sparkleup

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+++ b/writing/sawtooth/limerent-object/index.html
@@ -68,6 +68,87 @@
 </li>
 </ul>
 <h2 id="story">Story</h2>
+<h3 id="using-romance-beats">Using romance beats</h3>
+<ul>
+<li class="done0"> Goal/agenda<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Likes Kay, emotional literacy</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Left pastoral life/path, no love = okay</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Meet cute<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Library</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> No way #1<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Wouldn&rsquo;t work</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Good that I left. Besides, used to celibacy</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Stuck together<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Lunches</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> No way #2<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Limerence is egodystonic</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Reaffirm left, even if faith = very important</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Bone town<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Visit, finally acknowledge feelings may be real</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Seeds of doubt<ul>
+<li class="done0"> Wallow #1 - I knew better when&hellip;<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Weird concert/dinner</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Discernment</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Retreat - soft spots exposed<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Back to hotel, then hike by himself, talking with god</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Discernment</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Choose fear - break up!<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Hanging out, reading ???: totes not going to work out</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Discernment</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Wallow #2<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Going home, feeling rough re: giving up</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Coming home after discernment</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Choose love<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Decide maybe it&rsquo;s worth it as a way to move forward for once</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Plan<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Drafts email</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Talks to god</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Grand gesture<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: The Conversation™</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Ends with &ldquo;no&rdquo; <ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Kay had picked up on it, decides pretty firmly on her end that she wants to keep friendship. Sigh, ah well</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Payoff<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Limerence fades, settle back into new, more open friendship/what could have been</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Doubt fades, settle into lay life/what could have been</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+<li class="done0"> Epilogue/hope<ul>
+<li class="done0"> A: Plans another visit/okay being friends</li>
+<li class="done0"> B: Starts volunteering MH counselling services at church.</li>
+</ul>
+</li>
+</ul>
+<h3 id="old-outline">Old outline</h3>
 <ul>
 <li class="done3"> Act I<ul>
 <li class="done3"> <a href="10.html">Starting to journal</a></li>
@@ -118,7 +199,7 @@
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-                <p>Page generated on 2021-06-07</p>
+                <p>Page generated on 2021-06-23</p>
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