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<p>&ldquo;Yes.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;I think because the part of my life spent right in the thick of it is over. I&rsquo;m a different person, now. I&rsquo;ve grown, changed. I&rsquo;ve moved away from the Ioan who sat and watched as eir job. I&rsquo;m a different me, now. I&rsquo;m happy with being excited from a distance. I&rsquo;m happy with the romance of it all.&rdquo;</p>
<p>May, tucked firmly against eir side, dotted her nose on eir cheek. &ldquo;Different kind of nerd.&rdquo;</p>
<p>Ey laughed and nodded. &ldquo;Pretty much, yeah.&rdquo;</p>
<p>End Waking continued around the circle. &ldquo;How about you, May Then My Name?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Pretty much, yeah.&rdquo; Ey laughed. &ldquo;Besides, Codrin said they&rsquo;ve been bandying about the idea that none of it&rsquo;s real, that they&rsquo;ve been dreaming the whole thing. I&rsquo;m more curious to see that play out than actually experience it.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;It does not matter,&rdquo; End Waking said.</p>
<p>&ldquo;What?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;It does not matter whether or not it actually exists. If there is no ship named Artemis full of four races of aliens, the world which exists within Castor is still a new and interesting one. It is still a world worth exploring.&rdquo; The skunk shrugged. &ldquo;The question of their existence beyond Castor is purely academic.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;Well, huh,&rdquo; ey said. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll have to pass that on to Codrin#Castor, then. Perhaps it&rsquo;ll ease some anxieties.&rdquo;</p>
<p>End Waking nodded, then continued around the circle. &ldquo;How about you, May Then My Name?&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;A part of me wishes I had the chance, but it is a small part. The rest of me is smug in my decision to remain behind preventing me from doing so. I cannot change that decision and go meet them, and that in and of itself is exciting, is it not?&rdquo;</p>
<p>The other skunk turned his gaze on Douglas.</p>
<p>&ldquo;I think I&rsquo;m probably the outlier here, in that I was &mdash; or am &mdash; kind of crushed by the fact that I won&rsquo;t be able to meet them.&rdquo; He poked a stick he&rsquo;d found at the base of the fire. &ldquo;Here I am, someone who spent eight years in university studying spaceflight, someone who did all he could to specialize in the System, and I&rsquo;m stuck reading second-hand accounts on a five thousand year old civilization flying through space on a system of their own. I got over my frustration at having not uploaded in time for the launches years ago, but this is bringing it all back.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;I think I&rsquo;m probably the outlier here, in that I was &mdash; or am &mdash; kind of crushed by the fact that I won&rsquo;t be able to meet them, even if they aren&rsquo;t real.&rdquo; He poked the tip of a stick at the base of the fire. &ldquo;Here I am, someone who spent eight years in university studying spaceflight, someone who did all he could to specialize in the System, and I&rsquo;m stuck reading second-hand accounts of a five thousand year old civilization flying through space on a system of their own. I got over my frustration at having not uploaded in time for the launches years ago, but this is bringing it all back.&rdquo;</p>
<p>&ldquo;What would you do, had you the chance to meet them?&rdquo; End Waking asked.</p>
<p>&ldquo;Oh, I don&rsquo;t know. That&rsquo;s the thing. I don&rsquo;t have anything concrete in mind that I feel like I&rsquo;m missing, it&rsquo;s just this envy over not having the chance. I&rsquo;m sure I&rsquo;d ask them a million questions about spaceflight and System shit, because that&rsquo;s just how I am. I want to know how they keep their vehicle in working order over so long a time. I want to know how they can receive images and sounds and video instead of just text. I want to know all sorts of things, but that&rsquo;s ancillary to the fact that I&rsquo;m just not there.&rdquo;</p>
<p>This short speech demanded a silent acknowledgement of a few minutes, and the five sat in quiet, watching the fire or looking up to the stars and moon overhead. Douglas poked at the fire. May rested her head on Ioan&rsquo;s shoulder. A Finger Pointing, Debarre, and End Waking drank.</p>
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<p>&ldquo;How heavy must that madness be, then,&rdquo; May continued. &ldquo;To crash through so many failsafes and allow someone who has been within the system for more than two centuries such a death? This is what we fear.&rdquo;</p>
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