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<h1>_untitled happy lesbian story_</h1>
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<span id="-furry"></span><span class="tag" id="furry">furry</span> <span id="-sawtooth"></span><span class="tag" id="sawtooth">sawtooth</span> <span id="-writing"></span><span class="tag" id="writing">writing</span> <span id="-fiction"></span><span class="tag" id="fiction">fiction</span> <span id="-short-story"></span><span class="tag" id="short-story">short-story</span>
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<ul>
<li>
Winter - lynx - gig economy Simpletask (fiverr) and GetThere (uber, lyft), etc
<li>
Katrin - Arctic fox - owns a scandanavian restaurant in town
<li>
conflict: Winter loses her job as a manager at a supermarket and has to go into gig economy stuff, finds out how hard it is, strain on relationship? But they pull through because they're rly cool lesbians
</ul>
<p>
Gig Economy Problems
</p>
<ul>
<li>
A lot of standby time. Have to be available without necessarily having any tasks - splitting time between Simpletask and GetThere only works so well.
<li>
No representation
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<div id="Story"><h2 id="Story" class="header"><a href="#Story">Story</a></h2></div>
<p>
<em>Well, shit.</em>
</p>
<p>
Winter trudged heavily through the piles of dead leaves lining the gutter, the lynx's broad paws crunching through them. There was a sidewalk, but this wasn't a mood for sidewalks. This wasn't a mood for keeping clean, staying out of the way. This was a proper sulk.
</p>
<p>
She pulled her phone out for the umpteenth time and thumbed at the screen, tapping out yet another message to Katrin that she wouldn't send. Deleted message. Put phone away.
</p>
<p>
A low growl started in her chest, rose, crescendoed, and she let out a brief yell. No words, just a vent of frustration. Birds startled from the tree beside her.
</p>
<p>
It didn't help.
</p>
<p>
"Making a damn fool of yourself," she grumbled. "Twice over."
</p>
<p>
She hesitated on the corner of Linden and 18th, stopping mid-stride and staring down the street. She should turn. She should turn left and walk the next two blocks. She should head up the stairs. She should open the door, set her phone down, change out of her clothes --- clothes she'd now have to return to the market --- clean up, start cooking.
</p>
<p>
She should tell Katrin what happened. She should look for a new job.
</p>
<p>
"Shit," she repeated, this time aloud, and kept walking straight. Five blocks to the plaza. She'd grab a coffee, sit on one of the benches. Watch the early afternoon crowds putter along the mall.
</p>
<p>
Or maybe she shouldn't grab a coffee. Maybe she should be saving her money.
</p>
<p>
She kept walking.
</p>
<p>
She got her coffee.
</p>
<p>
She sat, and she watched.
</p>
<hr />
<p>
Katrin and Winter stood still heads bowed, both searching through their thoughts.
</p>
<p>
Winter couldn't guess at her wife's thoughts. The fox was always so inscrutable. Winter would sometimes watch her face while the vixen worked, the blank mask of pure white, punctuated with only the pitch-black nose, those darkest-brown eyes, and try to decide if the inscrutable part was the white fur or some sort of Scandinavian magic.
</p>
<p>
Today, she couldn't tell. Katrin's matte-white fur reflected light so well that there were no shadows to reflect her emotions. And yet, there was still something foreign to those features. The almond-shaped eyes, the blunt muzzle, the ears almost hidden in thick fur.
</p>
<p>
Perhaps another Swede would be able to read that face, to say what Katrin was feeling, but not Winter. Not right now.
</p>
<p>
"And they didn't give any recourse?" The fox looked up to Winter. "Just <em>come pick up your last paycheck and drop off your shirts</em>?"
</p>
<p>
The lynx nodded. "Just that. Mr Stevenson just said he couldn't keep both managers on board, and, well, Kayla's his daughter."
</p>
<p>
Katrin nodded and slid her paw across the countertop to twine her fingers with the lynx's. "I understand. I'm sorry, love."
</p>
<p>
"It's okay." Winter sighed and gave those fingers a gentle squeeze in her own. Even with the flour still clinging clinging to her wife's fur, even with the coarseness of her pads, worn from so much kneading of dough, they seemed so delicate in her thick-furred mitts. "I'll start looking tomorrow."
</p>
<p>
"Okay. Let me know if you need any help, I'll do what I can."
</p>
<p>
The lynx nodded.
</p>
<p>
"It'll be okay, love. I promise." Her smile was tired, but warm all the same.
</p>
<hr />
<p>
(A week goes by of job hunting, Katrin suggests Winter try contracting, Winter decides on gig economy)
</p>
<p>
Gone were the days of sitting up at the kitchen table, circling help-wanted ads in the newspaper. Hell, gone were the days of the newspaper, it felt like.
</p>
<p>
Instead, Winter grew addicted to job posting boards, both local to her town and some that ran on a wider scale. Once she got her résumé all fixed up, she started flooding local stores with it, starting with all of the local grocers --- as Stevenson's had been --- and then broadening her search to related retail outlets.
</p>
<p>
And then unrelated.
</p>
<p>
Then non-retail positions.
</p>
<p>
She would work in shifts, spending an hour prowling through postings, then spending five minutes making sure her files were in order, then another two hours applying. The act of uploading a résumé to a site that promised to read all it could from it, then required her to fill in all that information again in form fields became rote, numbing.
</p>
<p>
There were a few calls back, but more often than not, the response was silence. It was starting to feel futile. It was starting to feel like hollering into the void. She would click submit on yet another application, and it would just...go away. It would go nowhere.
</p>
<p>
She had set herself a week to exhaust all of the usual application channels. On the third or fourth day, she started driving around to stores and dropping off paper copies of her applications as well.
</p>
<p>
It was on one of those outings towards the end of her timeboxed week that she first noticed the ride share sticker in someone's window.
</p>
<hr />
<p>
(Honeymoon phase with driving and odd jobs)
"Winter? For Malina?"
</p>
<p>
"Yep, that's me," the lynx replied cheerfully.
</p>
<p>
"Great!" The badger hauled a few sacks of groceries into the back seat and slid in after them. "Thanks so much for the ride. Car's in the shop and all."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, no worries." Winter waited for Malina to get herself buckled in before tapping at the GetThere app on her phone to set the satnav to navigate to the badger's destination. "Hopefully nothing expensive?"
</p>
<p>
Malina laughed. "Shouldn't be. One of those warranty things. A part recall or something. I'm out a car for a day or two, but at least I don't have to pay for it."
</p>
<p>
"No loaner, then? Do they even still do that?"
</p>
<p>
"I'm not sure, honestly. They might. But either way, I'm within walking distance from work, so I figured it wouldn't be that big of a deal." With a wry smile, she added, "I just wasn't counting on having to do a grocery run for work. Starts getting cold out, and we start mowing through milk."
</p>
<p>
Winter slid the car back into traffic --- mercifully light today --- and started down the road back toward 13th. "Fair enough. Where do you work, that you go through milk so fast?"
</p>
<p>
"A coffee shop. The Book and the Bean, on the plaza. There's a few shops within walking distance that sell dairy, but none of them sell the more exotic milks, so I have to head further out. Easy enough to walk there, but I'm not hauling all of this back."
</p>
<p>
"Oh, yeah! I know the one. My wife's restaurant is just down the block." She grinned. "I doubt those bags are light, though, yeah."
</p>
<p>
Malina laughed and shook her head. "Not at all."
</p>
<p>
There were a few moments of silence as Winter negotiated a left turn and the badger in the back seat thumbed through her phone.
</p>
<p>
"How about you?" came a distracted voice from the back. "Is this your full-time thing? Driving?"
</p>
<p>
Winter shook her head. "Not exactly. I just started not too long ago doing this and random gigs on Simpletask. Wasn't really my first choice, but it's turning out to be way more fun than I thought it would be."
</p>
<p>
"Oh yeah? What about it do you like? Setting your own hours?"
</p>
<p>
"I try to work pretty standard hours, though for me that means working morning rush hour driving, doing some tasks, driving during lunch, more tasks, and then evening rush hour." Winter thought for a moment, then continued, "No, I think the thing I like about it is that it gets me a lot of the best things I liked about retail without the standing all day or dragging boxes around."
</p>
<p>
In the rear-view mirror, Malina nodded. "Yeah, that makes sense. Just the meeting people sort of thing?"
</p>
<p>
"Mmhm. Meeting people, being helpful. People are generally kinder here than they are in stores, too. Most folks are grateful for the rides, and those that aren't having a good day are usually pretty quiet. I don't get many people hollering at me."
</p>
<p>
Malina laughed. "Oh, I know that one. I used to work in finance, but got sick of it. I figured moving to where I saw people instead of numbers would be easier on the soul. I was mostly right."
</p>
<p>
"Mostly?"
</p>
<p>
"Yeah. A lot of people are grateful for coffee, but like you said, those who aren't tend to holler."
</p>
<p>
Winter took her turn to laugh. "Yep, that's the type. I guess that's what I mean, though. I got good at the sort of happy retail mask that one puts on around them, but I haven't needed it here."
</p>
<p>
As expected, the drive was a short one. Once they made it to the loading zone at the end of the 13th Street Plaza, Winter helped Malina unload the bags of milk and other sundries from the back of her car.
</p>
<p>
"Thanks again, Winter," the badger said, loading herself up once again. "Stop in any time."
</p>
<p>
The lynx nodded and waved before hopping back in her car and turning off the hazard lights.
</p>
<hr />
<p>
While the biggest benefit to this new form of employment was the free-form nature of it, that very benefit worked against it. It was up to Winter to schedule her day around the best times for driving, and the best times for working on projects on Simpletask.
</p>
<p>
However, when Sawtoothians needed rides was unsteady. Sure, there were times when rides were more likely: rush hour, some time over lunch, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday nights. She started keeping track of sporting events, concerts, and conferences.
</p>
<p>
Some days, Winter would be flooded with rides, and the lynx would dart all over town, picking up passengers of all stripes and driving them to some concert venue or the UI-Sawtooth campus stadium.
</p>
<p>
And some days, she would be stuck on her laptop at The Book and the Bean --- Malina having convinced her to become a regular --- waiting for either a ride to crop up or a task she was qualified for. Warm days were usually slow, as folks would be more willing to walk or bike. Some days, she'd make seventy percent of the income for the week, and some days, she wouldn't make a thing.
</p>
<p>
And then there were the customers.
</p>
<p>
Her experience of folks being grateful for rides held true, as did her experience of folks having a bad day generally simply being quiet. Those types were both easy enough to deal with, if not outright enjoyable. Over time, though, she began to see a wider variety.
</p>
<p>
Around Thanksgiving, she started making trips too and from the airport and bus station, and families getting off longer trips were rarely happy. She got snapped at more than once by upset fathers trying to wrangle children, and on one occasion, played therapist along with a coyote to a frightened weasel having a panic attack, in town to visit her family and have some complicated-sounding interaction with her ex-husband.
</p>
<p>
The worst of all were the drunk folks. When she first started driving folks home from bars, it felt good. She was doing a sort of service by keeping tipsy bar-hoppers or plastered sports fans off the road. The first time someone vomited in the back seat, however, her opinion of the task began to sour. It may be nice to keep drunks from driving, but cleaning vomit out of the foot-wells --- thankfully, the dog had managed to miss the seat --- was hardly a pleasant task.
</p>
<p>
Football games became a source of dread. She wasn't even safe before they began, as she'd haul thoroughly pregamed fans from parties to stadium, groups of students hollering painfully loud, nigh unintelligible, whether from drink or simple in-jokey camaraderie.
</p>
<p>
The tasks from Simpletask, while a break from the enforced social interaction that was an integral part of driving, were riddled with their own problems. People generally expected that someone driving for GetThere knew what they were doing enough to leave them alone.
</p>
<p>
Not so with someone performing data entry from scanned documents or making brochures for events. She discovered a particular brand of cruelty that seemed unique to the role of small business owners, which they held in reserve for menial labor.
</p>
<p>
The lynx lost track of how many times she was called an idiot.
</p>
<p>
Still, she had to pay the bills, didn't she?
</p>
<hr />
<p>
(An argument over something big that happened while driving. Maybe someone said something gross to Winter?)
Winter don't know how long she sat in the car, forehead resting against the steering wheel, before there was a soft knock at the driver's side window.
</p>
<p>
"Love?" Katrin's voice was muffled from outside the car.
</p>
<hr />
<p>
(Winter splits time between looking again and gigs)
</p>
<hr />
<p>
(Two weeks after figuring things out, the lesbians are cute again (as if they ever weren't))
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<h1>ally</h1>
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In which Maddy waxes rhapsodic about the immutability of the past
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Choose stories
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Typeset
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Ebook create
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ISBN
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Print
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Pre-release
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Market
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Goodreads
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Kirkus
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PW
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<h1>Aposematism</h1>
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<span id="-furry"></span><span class="tag" id="furry">furry</span> <span id="-writing"></span><span class="tag" id="writing">writing</span> <span id="-sawtooth"></span><span class="tag" id="sawtooth">sawtooth</span> <span id="-fiction"></span><span class="tag" id="fiction">fiction</span> <span id="-short-story"></span><span class="tag" id="short-story">short-story</span>
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<ul>
<li>
Skunk - Kira - ascerbic personality, violent and punky?
<li>
Dog - Riley - overly kind, maybe some problems with codependency?
</ul>
<ul>
<li>
Meet at boardgame night
<li>
Riley digs on Kira, ropes them into a date
<li>
???
<li>
Profit
<li>
Except not actually profit
<li>
They kinda get close but Kira does something kinda stupid and scares of Riley
<li>
Musing on aposematism as self-defeatism
</ul>
<p>
Per Kord
</p>
<p>
&gt; She gets drunk, angry and blames him for soemthing another dog did to her years ago, and sprays him in a drunken fit ? Like say she was young and one picked on her and stuff in school, its why she is how she is currently. And because of this, it creates her personality complex, due to the hateful way she was treated by a dog, and Riley might have a superficial similiarty, like same speices.
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<div id="Story"><h2 id="Story" class="header"><a href="#Story">Story</a></h2></div>
<p>
"Alright, bid phase."
</p>
<p>
Kira scowled down at their hand, their pile of tokens in ones and fives, and listened to the bids go around the table. Once more, when the bid reached them, they were out of their price range. They had the cash, but not if they still wanted to purchase the ornithopter card down the line.
</p>
<p>
"Pass," they grumbled.
</p>
<p>
The dog to their left picked up the lasgun, dopey grin plastered to his muzzle.
</p>
<p>
Kira sank deeper into their seat.
</p>
<p>
"Bidding phase ends," the <em>de facto</em> leader of the game called, and then once more ran through an explanation of the movement phase of the game.
</p>
<p>
While this kind of territory control game one of Kira's top choices, it also featured this bidding component, something which brought out a fiercely competitive streak in them. They didn't like who they were when they were bidding, when they were always thinking about how to build some ideal hand with which they'd deal a crushing blow.
</p>
<p>
It stole reason from them. It turned their tactics on their heads and left them more frustrated than any game without might otherwise.
</p>
<p>
They should have just bowed out.
</p>
<p>
"Hey. You ready for movement?"
</p>
<p>
The skunk jolted upright in their seat and scrambled to get their cards in order, the dog to their left giving an apologetic sort of grin for having startled them out of their reverie.
</p>
<p>
"Yeah, sorry. Uh...I'd like to beam two down to Bled and then move one space to the south." <em>If I'd had the ornithopter, I could have moved three,</em> they continued silently.
</p>
<p>
"Alright that'll be six," Avery, head of the transit guild, murmured, the mountain lion's brow furrowed as he read through his notes. "Though I'll let you do it for five if you turn east after that."
</p>
<p>
Kira peered down at the board from above, taking stock of where all of the pieces were. A small concentration of their forces lay to the southwest, but so did a few of the transit guild's scattered forces.
</p>
<p>
"And I'll pay for half your transit costs if you don't turn east," the dog countered.
</p>
<p>
"And what, not attack you?"
</p>
<p>
That canine grin once more. "Yep."
</p>
<p>
Kira nodded thoughtfully, then reached over with a ring bedecked paw, the drape of their sleeve scattering neatly-stacked money chips, and offered to shake on it. "Deal."
</p>
<p>
The mountain lion scowled, but accepted three chips each from Kira and the dog --- some breed with long, golden-colored fur --- before placing the skunk's chips on the square marked <em>The Bled</em> and scooting them one space to the south.
</p>
<p>
The game continued apace. With each turn Kira and the dog's alliance grew stronger and Avery's frustration more apparent. By the fifth round, when it was possible to form concrete allegiances in the game, it was only natural that Kira and Riley would form one.
</p>
<p>
They won handily. Kira even got their ornithopter.
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<span id="-writing"></span><span class="tag" id="writing">writing</span> <span id="-poetry"></span><span class="tag" id="poetry">poetry</span> <span id="-book"></span><span class="tag" id="book">book</span> <span id="-poetry-collection"></span><span class="tag" id="poetry-collection">poetry-collection</span>
</p>
<p>
In which Maddy collects five years of poetry into a book
</p>
<div id="Tasks"><h2 id="Tasks" class="header"><a href="#Tasks">Tasks</a></h2></div>
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Choose stories
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Typeset
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Ebook create
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Audiobook create
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ISBN
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Print
<li class="done4">
Pre-release
<li class="done4">
Release
<li class="done3">
Market
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<h1>On Furry</h1>
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<p>
<span id="-writing"></span><span class="tag" id="writing">writing</span> <span id="-nonfiction"></span><span class="tag" id="nonfiction">nonfiction</span> <span id="-furry"></span><span class="tag" id="furry">furry</span> <span id="-adjsp"></span><span class="tag" id="adjsp">adjsp</span> <span id="-outline"></span><span class="tag" id="outline">outline</span> <span id="-book"></span><span class="tag" id="book">book</span> <span id="-essay-collection"></span><span class="tag" id="essay-collection">essay-collection</span>
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<p>
Wherein Maddy makes a book out of her [a][s] work
</p>
<div id="Outline"><h2 id="Outline" class="header"><a href="#Outline">Outline</a></h2></div>
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Intro
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Furries are Awesome
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Participation Mystique
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Participation Mystique
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Doxa
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On Names
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On Words
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On Pronouns
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Species and Gender Data
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Layers of Fantasy
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Three Meditations
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Spiritual Animals
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Furry and Magic
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Subconscious Aspects of the Fandom
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Adding Structure to Life
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Furry Mythology
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Enjoying the problematic
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On Postfurry
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On Irony
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Makyo's Kaddish
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Character Versus Self
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The Default Furry
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Character Versus Self
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Character Versus Self 2
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Meaning Within a Subculture
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Dimensions of Character
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Interpreting an Avatar
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Fantasy and Frameworks
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On Real Life
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Boys, Girls and the In-Betweens
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Eighty-Twenty
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Trends Within Trends
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Witnessing and Mirroring
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Gender: Furry
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Species Selection and Character Creation
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Species Selection and Character Creation Follow-up
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Interconnectivity
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<li class="done2">
Makyo's Intro Post: Just Like the Rest
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First Impressions
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Dressing Up
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Convention Mystique
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The Dramagogues
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Death in the Fandom
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On Money
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On Giving
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Furries and Music
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Leadership in a Decentralized Subculture
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Appropriation in Furry
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An Argument for Non-Conformity
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The Importance of Roleplaying 1
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The Importance of Roleplaying 2
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Let's Talk about Sex
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Communitas, Liminality, Marginality, and Outsidership
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Dating and Relationships Inside the Fandom
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Play in Furry
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On Words
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On Friends
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<h1>Party</h1>
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<article class="content">
<p>
<span id="-writing"></span><span class="tag" id="writing">writing</span> <span id="-novel"></span><span class="tag" id="novel">novel</span> <span id="-book"></span><span class="tag" id="book">book</span> <span id="-furry"></span><span class="tag" id="furry">furry</span> <span id="-sawtooth"></span><span class="tag" id="sawtooth">sawtooth</span> <span id="-fiction"></span><span class="tag" id="fiction">fiction</span> <span id="-erotica"></span><span class="tag" id="erotica">erotica</span>
</p>
<p>
In which negotiation does not do.
</p>
<div id="Goals"><h2 id="Goals" class="header"><a href="#Goals">Goals</a></h2></div>
<ul>
<li>
Each story should ask a question and explore the ramifications
<li>
It should be hot, of course, but each story should be problematic in its own way, exploring the fraught relationship between sex and emotions
<li>
The result of the previous point is that it shouldn't be a romance, even if it's not quite a tragedy
<li>
Matthew is emotionally manipulative, Aaron sees it, but just doesn't hear anything from Erin to suggest she doesn't like it.
</ul>
<div id="Outline"><h2 id="Outline" class="header"><a href="#Outline">Outline</a></h2></div>
<ol>
<li class="done2">
Party - The story of Aaron and Erin, Joan and Elise, and Matthew at a BDSM party, and their interactions.
<ol>
<li class="done4">
Centerpiece - PoV: Erin
<ul>
<li>
Aaron and Erin head to a BDSM party, where Erin is to be the Centerpiece, a bound fixture at the center of the party free for use (within limits), etc.
<li>
The couple are interspecies and want children, Erin, which becomes a potential problem as another mink (like Erin) shows up to the party.
<li>
Erin worries at first, but Aaron turns it into a point about which to tease her as Erin gets bound.
<li>
Before putting on the blindfold, Aaron pierces a condom in front of Erin, teasing that maybe Matthew, the other mink, will get it.
</ul>
<li class="done3">
Hostess - PoV: Elise
<ul>
<li>
After getting Erin all set up, Aaron seeks out Elise, wants to submit because he's always being dominant.
<li>
Elise agrees, and takes Aaron off to her room, gives a bit of degradation and makes him rub her paws.
<li>
Aaron goes too far, Elise can't really do sex, just likes domming. They discuss boundaries and negotiation.
<li>
Joan comes into the room, Elise comes up with a solution of making Aaron submit to Joan while Joan submits to her.
</ul>
<li class="done1">
Breeding pair - PoV: Matthew
<ul>
<li>
Backstory for Matthew, about how he's exploring local BDSM scene after having moved to town for the job.
<li>
Winds up at this party on Joan's invitation, only to be greeted by Erin, only other mink, as the Centerpiece. Intrigued as a switch, as well as as a mink.
<li>
Goes through the motions with the rest of the party, making a pass at Joan and getting rebuffed because of having drank some of a pot (or pot-like) drug.
<li>
Winds up settling near Erin, refereeing somewhat and trying to get closer through the night, mostly winds up teasing though, something keeping him from acting
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Hostess - PoV: Joan
<ul>
<li>
Aaron and Joan switch at Elise’s bidding, Aaron having to dom and Joan having to submit.
<li>
Joan more humiliated than Aaron, who is more natural about it.
<li>
Discussion on negotiation shortcomings at the party.
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Aftercare - PoV Aaron
<ul>
<li>
Erin’s aftercare, brought out of subspace and doted on by Aaron and Matthew.
<li>
The three talk parenthood, decide to go ahead with the plan right there, but gentle, Erin on all fours over Aaron as Matthew mounts, scruffs.
</ul>
</ol>
<li class="done0">
Downtime - After the party, Aaron, Erin, and Matthew try and figure out a way to make things work. Joan and Elise try to figure out how to get the party they host to give them what they need.
<ol>
<li class="done0">
Couple - PoV: Joan
<ul>
<li>
Explore Elise's sex aversion.
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Triad - PoV: Aaron
<ul>
<li>
Talks on poly, roles and power dynamics, Erin is cautious.
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Couple - PoV: Elise
<ul>
<li>
Explore Joan's needs.
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Triad - PoV: Erin
<ul>
<li>
Relationship shapes (triad or V), how should Aaron and Matthew interact.
<li>
Erin feels pressured
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Couple - PoV: Matthew (over lunch)
<ul>
<li>
Joan nominated centerpiece, Erin asked to be cohostess in her stead.
</ul>
</ol>
<li class="done0">
Party - Aaron, Erin, and Matthew agree to test their new relationship at the next party, where Joan will be the Centerpiece.
<ol>
<li class="done0">
Centerpiece - PoV: Joan
<ul>
<li>
Joan as Centerpiece.
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Hostess - PoV: Aaron
<ul>
<li>
Aaron starting to feel more jealous, seeks out Elise again.
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Breeding pair - PoV: Matthew
<ul>
<li>
Stress about whether Erin actually wants to be in the relationship.
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Hostess - PoV: Elise
<ul>
<li>
Managing too much emotions going around the party.
</ul>
<li class="done0">
Aftercare - PoV: Erin
<ul>
<li>
Mediating bruised relationships
</ul>
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<h1>Post-Self</h1>
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<article class="content">
<p>
<span id="-writing"></span><span class="tag" id="writing">writing</span> <span id="-book"></span><span class="tag" id="book">book</span> <span id="-fiction"></span><span class="tag" id="fiction">fiction</span> <span id="-scifi"></span><span class="tag" id="scifi">scifi</span> <span id="-furry"></span><span class="tag" id="furry">furry</span>
</p>
<p>
In which Maddy mushes together some stories into a post-human romp of a book.
</p>
<div id="Tasks"><h2 id="Tasks" class="header"><a href="#Tasks">Tasks</a></h2></div>
<ul>
<li class="done2">
Write
<li class="done3">
Typeset
<li class="done0">
Ebook create
<li class="done0">
Audiobook create
<li class="done4">
ISBN
<li class="done0">
Print
<li class="done0">
Pre-release
<li class="done0">
Release
<li class="done0">
Market
<li class="done0">
List with FP, etc
</ul>
<div id="Parts"><h2 id="Parts" class="header"><a href="#Parts">Parts</a></h2></div>
<ul>
<li class="done2">
<a href="2020-04-08-qoheleth.html">Qoheleth</a>
<li class="done2">
Apres un reve
<li class="done2">
Assignment
<li class="done4">
Gallery Exhibition
</ul>
<div id="Back blurb"><h2 id="Back blurb" class="header"><a href="#Back blurb">Back blurb</a></h2></div>
<blockquote>
<em>"All artists search. I search for stories, in this post-self age. What happens when you can no longer call yourself an individual, when you've split your sense of self among several instances? How do you react? Do you withdraw into yourself, become a hermit? Do you expand until you lose all sense of identity? Do you fragment? Do you go about it deliberately, or do you let nature and chance take their course?"</em>
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<h1>Qoheleth</h1>
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<p>
<span id="-writing"></span><span class="tag" id="writing">writing</span> <span id="-post-self"></span><span class="tag" id="post-self">post-self</span> <span id="-qoheleth"></span><span class="tag" id="qoheleth">qoheleth</span> <span id="-fiction"></span><span class="tag" id="fiction">fiction</span> <span id="-scifi"></span><span class="tag" id="scifi">scifi</span> <span id="-outline"></span><span class="tag" id="outline">outline</span> <span id="-novel"></span><span class="tag" id="novel">novel</span>
</p>
<p>
The basic structure is in two threads: the plot from Qoheleth intertwined with the plot from Exocortices, with the shared theme of memory and forgetting. Dear can't forget RJ, RJ can't forget information while lost. The lost lead to tech required for uploading.
</p>
<p>
Includes appendix about both threads.
</p>
<div id="Cast"><h1 id="Cast" class="header"><a href="#Cast">Cast</a></h1></div>
<div id="Cast-Thread 1"><h2 id="Thread 1" class="header"><a href="#Cast-Thread 1">Thread 1</a></h2></div>
<p>
Plot 1:
</p>
<ul>
<li>
RJ Brewster (patient 0224ebe8 \ptRJ)
<ul>
<li>
person who gets lost
<li>
AwDae online b/c canid muzzle - gender neutral
<li>
Surrounded by theater troupe, who bat for him
<li>
no romantic interest - asexual
<li>
Sound
<li>
Born in US, moved to UK for the theaters after studying sound design
</ul>
<li>
Priscilla/Prisca - cat
<li>
Sasha (Michel Hadje)
<ul>
<li>
Friend online from hs, gets in touch with Caitlin later on
<li>
skunk
</ul>
<li>
Michel Hadje
<ul>
<li>
Debarre online
<li>
weasel
</ul>
<li>
Collin Jackson (patient aca973d7 \ptCollin)
<ul>
<li>
Cicero online
<li>
Debarre's boyfriend
<li>
Cat
<li>
Got lost early on
</ul>
<li>
Caitlin Fowler
<ul>
<li>
lights
</ul>
<li>
Sarai Coen
<ul>
<li>
stage manager
</ul>
<li>
Bernhard Johansson
<ul>
<li>
director
</ul>
</ul>
<p>
Plot 2:
</p>
<ul>
<li>
Dr. Carter Ramirez
<li>
Sanders
<ul>
<li>
neurochem
<li>
govt. plant to keep things away from truth
</ul>
<li>
Prakash Das
<ul>
<li>
neurochem spec on the case
<li>
Russian Bloc spy
</ul>
<li>
Avery Croft
<ul>
<li>
stats and history on the case
</ul>
<li>
Sandra
<ul>
<li>
lawyer on the case
</ul>
</ul>
<div id="Cast-Thread 2"><h2 id="Thread 2" class="header"><a href="#Cast-Thread 2">Thread 2</a></h2></div>
<ul>
<li>
Ioan Balan
<ul>
<li>
Journalist, storyteller
</ul>
<li>
Dear, Also, The Tree That Was Felled of the Ode Clade
<ul>
<li>
Instance artist
</ul>
<li>
Qian Guowei
<ul>
<li>
Assassin
</ul>
<li>
Qoheleth, ne Life Breeds Life, But Death Must Now Be Chosen of the Ode Clade
</ul>
<div id="General outline"><h1 id="General outline" class="header"><a href="#General outline">General outline</a></h1></div>
<ul>
<li>
Act I
<ul>
<li>
Thread 1
<ul>
<li>
RJ gets lost
<li>
CR gets hunch
</ul>
<li>
Thread 2
<ul>
<li>
Dear hires Ioan
<li>
Qoheleth plots
</ul>
</ul>
<li>
Act II
<ul>
<li>
Thread 1
<ul>
<li>
RJ explores
<li>
CR struggles against unseen forces
</ul>
<li>
Thread 2
<ul>
<li>
Dear and Ioan progress
<li>
Qoheleth leads a merry chase
</ul>
</ul>
<li>
Act III
<ul>
<li>
Thread 1
<ul>
<li>
RJ and CR figure out secret independently
<li>
RJ is rescued, as are others, but changed due to memories/forgetting
</ul>
<li>
Thread 2
<ul>
<li>
Dear and Qoheleth have similar thoughts on memories/forgetting
<li>
Qoheleth assassinated
</ul>
</ul>
<li>
Epilogue
<ul>
<li>
We learn that the Name is RJ and that Sasha is Michel Hadje
</ul>
</ul>
<div id="Todo"><h1 id="Todo" class="header"><a href="#Todo">Todo</a></h1></div>
<ul>
<li class="done4">
RJ = would have listed Sasha as a contact along with parents. She should know (even if not at first) that ey was lost
<li class="done4">
If Sasha is Michel and Dear is Michel, then Sasha should have thoughts on being an artist. Perhaps held back by need to survive, thus teaching?
<li class="done0">
Also, perhaps Sasha swore off relationships after RJ died, thus Dear being shaky on relationships.
<li class="done0">
Dear promises to discuss Umwelten with Ioan at the end
<li class="done0">
Furries at risk due to relative affluence/online nature and yet those who upload rarely wind up as such in the system without mutating due to being anchored in their humanity.
<li class="done0">
Most of the Ode clade is human because Sasha didn't hone species as much, not as much identity built up in skunks, and thus little of her image bound to anything other than her human form. A few skunks, plus Dear and Serene
<li class="done0">
Reconsider Torah/Nevi'im/Ketuvim naming. Doesn't really fit. Either change/remove, or add in more kabbalah to fit.
<li class="done0">
Maybe something from Sasha earlier in Part 2
</ul>
<div id="Order and status"><h1 id="Order and status" class="header"><a href="#Order and status">Order and status</a></h1></div>
<p>
Check when edited
</p>
<ol>
<li class="done4">
Epigraph --- Ecclesiastes 3:15
<li class="done4">
Torah
<ul>
<li class="done4">
RJ 001 --- Rehearsal night
<li class="done4">
RJ 002 --- Crown Pub with Sasha
<li class="done4">
Ioan 001 --- First message from Dear
<li class="done4">
RJ 003 --- going to sleep
<li class="done4">
Carter 001-a --- Carter learns of RJ
<li class="done4">
RJ 004-a --- Dress rehearsal
<li class="done4">
Carter 001-b --- gets a hunch on the train
<li class="done4">
Ioan 002 --- Ioan meets Dear
<li class="done4">
RJ 004-b --- RJ gets lost
</ul>
<li class="done3">
Nevi'im
<ul>
<li class="done4">
Carter 002 --- Sanders vs Carter, Carter's space
<li class="done4">
RJ 005-a --- Investigating auditorium
<li class="done4">
Ioan 003-a --- AES message, the puzzle begins
<li class="done4">
RJ 005-b --- There's a mic
<li class="done4">
Ioan 003-b --- Ioan decrypts the message, sends Dear a letter
<li class="done4">
Carter 003 --- Neutrois patient, spoiled by tabloid
<li class="done4">
RJ 006 --- Finding microphone, making notes
<li class="done4">
Qoheleth 001-a --- Spying on Dear and Ioan
<li class="done4">
Carter 004 --- Planning to visit Johansson
<li class="done4">
RJ 007 --- Sleeping in the auditorium
<li class="done4">
Qoheleth 001-b --- archive
<li class="done4">
Carter 005 --- Pub with Johansson
<li class="done4">
RJ 008 --- clothing from school
<li class="done4">
Ioan 003-c - trying to figure out archive with Dear, gets in, finds pgpkey. Frustration at another encryption method, discussing diff between exocortex and archive.
<li class="done4">
RJ 009 --- Home is unlocked
<li class="done4">
Carter 006 --- Carter dreams of shadows
<li class="done4">
Ioan 003-d --- Moves in with Dear, who is upset that no one else seems to be taking this quite so seriously
<li class="done4">
RJ 010 --- No water, no coffee, dreamlike books
<li class="done4">
Ioan 004 --- Ioan working, Dear's in a good mood
<li class="done4">
Sasha 001 --- Sasha meets with Caitlin
<li class="done4">
Ioan 005 --- Talking with Dear, learning of Qoheleth being an Odist
<li class="done4">
RJ 011 --- RJ visits implant clinic, travel skips
<li class="done4">
Carter 007 --- Carter gets smacked down, has to let folks go, contacts Sasha
<li class="done4">
Qoheleth 002 --- Qoheleth's signifier
<li class="done4">
RJ 012 --- RJ at the clinic, discovering ey don't need ACLs in a lucid dream.
<li class="done4">
Ioan 006 --- Back at home with Dear, Qoheleth messages (split)
<li class="done3">
Sasha 002 --- things are moving quickly
<li class="done3">
RJ 013 --- struggling with numbness, trying to learn to manipulate the dream, memories.
<li class="done3">
Carter 008 --- At work, viewing everyone with suspicion, DDR votes changing
<li class="done1">
Carter 009 --- Carter calls out, Prakash warns, threatened by mooks
<li class="done3">
RJ 014 --- explores memory instead of will, finds deck in eir exo, then way more, struggling to forget
<li class="done0">
<span class="todo">TODO</span>
<ul>
<li class="done0">
Ioan/Qoheleth: story before gathering of Odists, perhaps a flashback to/story from Dear about forming the clade?
<li class="done0">
RJ: Going a bit nuts, language creeping in from the shadows, deducing what happened to Cicero, emself
<li class="done0">
Sasha: gets lost while working with Carter and Debarre. As seen from the inside gives Carter hint to use mirror rig
<li class="done0">
Carter: decides to go after RJ, helped by Caitlin, emails Avery and Prakash
</ul>
</ul>
<li class="done2">
Ketuvim
<ul>
<li class="done0">
<span class="todo">TODO</span>
<ul>
<li class="done0">
RJ: going crazy, bending world to eir whim.
<li class="done0">
Carter: makes it to RJ, gets mirror rig in place, gets attacked, Caitlin fights mooks while Carter dives in.
<li class="done0">
RJ: Surprised to see Carter there, resists leaving as the sudden aspect of something not being in control is a shock
<li class="done0">
Sasha: endless field of dandelions, then suddenly Debarre, pulled back, brought up to speed on what Carter learned about how to rescue lost and the conspiracy
</ul>
<li class="done2">
Ioan 007 --- Mustering the Odists
<li class="done2">
Qoheleth 004 --- Qoheleth is patient
<li class="done2">
Ioan 008 --- Ready to head out
<li class="done2">
Qoheleth 005 --- Qoheleth gets Dear's ping
<li class="done2">
Ioan 009 --- Qoheleth gives his speech, is assassinated
<li class="done2">
Qoheleth 006 --- Assassinated
<li class="done2">
Ioan 010 --- Wrapping up with Dear, Serene, Praiseworthy
</ul>
<li class="done2">
Havel Havalim
<ul>
<li class="done1">
Carter --- retrospective: Sanders in jail, Prakash back to RB working on upload tech using info about exo mirroring, Carter praised for saving the lost and exposing plot
<li class="done2">
RJ --- Ode in letter/suicide note to Sasha
<li class="done2">
Ioan 011 --- Ioan merges, begins to write, (sends Dear a sensorium message on a whim asking if ey might send a long-lived fork to stay with em to write. Codrin Balan, perhaps? From Romanian codru, 'woods'. Maybe asks Dear how this works. Ioan from John re bible, names important)
<li class="done1">
Sasha --- Sasha at/after funeral, learn she's Michel Hadje
<li class="done1">
Qian Guowei --- Gets next assignment
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<h1>Restless Town</h1>
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<p>
<span id="-writing"></span><span class="tag" id="writing">writing</span> <span id="-furry"></span><span class="tag" id="furry">furry</span> <span id="-book"></span><span class="tag" id="book">book</span> <span id="-fiction"></span><span class="tag" id="fiction">fiction</span>
</p>
<p>
In which ten Sawtooth stories become a book.
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<div id="Tasks"><h2 id="Tasks" class="header"><a href="#Tasks">Tasks</a></h2></div>
<ul>
<li class="done4">
Choose stories
<li class="done4">
Typeset
<li class="done4">
Ebook create
<li class="done4">
Audiobook create
<li class="done4">
ISBN
<li class="done4">
Print
<li class="done4">
Pre-release
<li class="done4">
Release
<li class="done3">
Market
<li class="done4">
List with FP, etc
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<h1>Sawtooth</h1>
</header>
<article class="content">
<p>
<span id="-writing"></span><span class="tag" id="writing">writing</span> <span id="-fiction"></span><span class="tag" id="fiction">fiction</span> <span id="-sawtooth"></span><span class="tag" id="sawtooth">sawtooth</span> <span id="-furry"></span><span class="tag" id="furry">furry</span> <span id="-setting"></span><span class="tag" id="setting">setting</span>
</p>
<p>
In which sad queer animals experience Idaho.
</p>
<p>
There are some <a href="2020-04-09-rules.html">rules</a>.
</p>
<div id="Stories and projects"><h2 id="Stories and projects" class="header"><a href="#Stories and projects">Stories and projects</a></h2></div>
<ul>
<li class="done4">
<a href="2020-04-08-restless_town.html">Restless Town</a>
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<li class="done4">
Disappearance
<li class="done4">
Centerpiece
<li class="done4">
You're Gone
<li class="done4">
Overclassification
<li class="done4">
A Theory of Attachment
<li class="done4">
Every Angel is Terrifying
<li class="done4">
Acts of Intent
<li class="done4">
What Defines Us
<li class="done4">
Centerpiece
<li class="done4">
Fisher
<li class="done4">
The Fool
</ul>
<li class="done2">
<a href="2020-04-08-_untitled_happy_lesbian_story_.html">_untitled happy lesbian story_</a>
<li class="done2">
<a href="2020-04-08-aposematism.html">Aposematism</a>
<li class="done2">
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In which Maddy cannot help her graphomania.
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<p> <p>Another day of depression, another day of failing to do the things that I need to do. I still feel the tendrils of burnout pulling me down. They\'re trapping me and keeping me from moving on with my life. The minute I have a task that I need to complete that involves any sort of organization, I just...can\'t. I sit and stare at the screen. I panic. I dissociate. I cry. I sit on the couch with my phone and watch <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbFT7kCFo9Q" title="wikilink">wordless</a> <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvL83-iy-EQ" title="wikilink">competency</a> <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PwAQZNLy0I" title="wikilink">porn</a>. Is there any reason I should do anything other than fall short of expectations?</p>
<span id="-diary"></span><span class="tag" id="diary">diary</span> <span id="-executive-function"></span><span class="tag" id="executive-function">executive-function</span> <span id="-depression"></span><span class="tag" id="depression">depression</span> <span id="-covid-19"></span><span class="tag" id="covid-19">covid-19</span> <p>Obviously that\'s not quite how the world works. Authors need to be paid, emails need responding to, tasks need completed. Until WA gets their unemployment system fixed, I need to keep on top of applying for jobs. These are all things I _need_ to do, and yet they are things that I have so much trouble actually doing.</p>
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<p>I just sit here, dilating for too long, and try not to think.</p>
<p> <h2>Todo</h2>
Another day of depression, another day of failing to do the things that I need to do. I still feel the tendrils of burnout pulling me down. They're trapping me and keeping me from moving on with my life. The minute I have a task that I need to complete that involves any sort of organization, I just...can't. I sit and stare at the screen. I panic. I dissociate. I cry. I sit on the couch with my phone and watch <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbFT7kCFo9Q">wordless</a> <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvL83-iy-EQ">competency</a> <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PwAQZNLy0I">porn</a>. Is there any reason I should do anything other than fall short of expectations?
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Obviously that's not quite how the world works. Authors need to be paid, emails need responding to, tasks need completed. Until WA gets their unemployment system fixed, I need to keep on top of applying for jobs. These are all things I <em>need</em> to do, and yet they are things that I have so much trouble actually doing.
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Maybe it's burnout, but maybe it's just the usual depression mixed with the hopelessness inherent in both another failed election cycle and a global pandemic. Who knows?
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I just sit here, dilating for too long, and try not to think.
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Finish Acethetic reading
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