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<h1 id="codrin-balancastor-2346">Codrin Bălan#Castor — 2346</h1>
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<h1 id="codrin-balancastor-2346">Codrin Bălan#Castor — 2346</h1>
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<p>While it wouldn’t have been totally true to call the celebration at Codrin’s return ‘wild’, it was certainly rambunctious in its own delightfully Dear way, with dozens of foxes scattering around the house in a flurry of forking, plenty of hugging and chatting and laughing and smiling.</p>
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<p>While it wouldn’t have been totally true to call the celebration at Codrin’s return ‘wild’, it was certainly rambunctious in its own delightfully Dear way, with dozens of foxes scattering around the patio in a flurry of forking. Plenty of hugging and chatting and laughing and smiling.</p>
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<p>Ey’d been startled, in that half-doubled way that an up-tree instance might feel, when ey merged down to find that True Name and Jonas had requested that Codrin#Assist stay at their compound rather than returning home except for a few hours around dinner.</p>
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<p>Ey’d been startled, in that half-doubled, roundabout way that an up-tree instance might feel, when ey merged down to find that True Name and Jonas had requested that Codrin#Assist stay at their compound rather than returning home except for a few hours around dinner. The fox’s excitement made more sense, knowing that.</p>
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<p>At least ey’d had the chance to pull the fox’s tail.</p>
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<p>At least ey’d had the chance to pull the fox’s tail.</p>
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<p>Once it calmed down enough to sit down, Dear dragged Codrin into the dining room, gesturing eagerly for Sarah to follow with. Their partner had a spread already laid out for them.</p>
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<p>Once it calmed down enough to do so, Dear dragged Codrin into the dining room, gesturing eagerly for Sarah to follow with. Their partner had a spread already laid out for them.</p>
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<p>They spent the next hour recounting, carefully, the events of the talks. Codrin had requested that Sarah not discuss the Odists’ reaction to skew until ey’d had the chance to do so one-on-one with Dear. They spoke instead in general terms, discussing the topics that had come up during the talks, and the final announcement that they’d be welcomed aboard as fifthrace.</p>
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<p>They spent the next hour recounting, carefully, the events of the talks. Codrin had requested that Sarah not discuss the Odists’ reaction to skew until ey’d had the chance to do so one-on-one with Dear. They spoke instead in general terms, discussing the topics that had come up during the talks, and the final announcement that they’d be welcomed aboard as fifthrace.</p>
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<p><em>“What is the practical result of this decision?”</em></p>
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<p><em>“What is the practical result of this decision?”</em></p>
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<p>“Well, the technical details are a bit beyond me,” Sarah said. “But the Artemisians and our own engineers are talking about how to let the DMZ grow in size to no more than a third of our total capacity. As many as want to join us within those limitations will be able to join us here. They will allow as many of who wish to join them to do so, as well.”</p>
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<p>“Well, the technical details are a bit beyond me,” Sarah said. “But the Artemisians and our own engineers are talking about how to let the DMZ grow in size to no more than a third of our total capacity. As many of them as want to join us within those limitations will be able to join us here. They will allow as many of us who wish to join them to do so, as well.”</p>
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<p>“We’ll also be exchanging our shared libraries of information,” Codrin added. “I think that transmission effort has already begun, actually. We’re getting an enormous dump of information from four societies, and then we’ll upload all of ours to them. It’s going to be a field day for librarians, I bet.”</p>
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<p>“We’ll also be exchanging our shared libraries of information,” Codrin added. “I think that transmission effort has already begun, actually. We’re getting an enormous dump of information from four societies, and then we’ll upload all of ours to them. It’s going to be a field day for librarians, I bet.”</p>
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<p>“Think you’ll join?” their partner asked.</p>
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<p>“Think you’ll join?” eir partner asked.</p>
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<p>Ey shrugged. “I’m not sure, actually. It sounds fun, but I’m not sure I’m the same Bălan who wanted to be a librarian all those years ago.”</p>
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<p>Ey shrugged. “I’m not sure, actually. It sounds fun, but I’m not sure I’m the same Bălan who wanted to be a librarian all those years ago.”</p>
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<p><em>“Codrin#Pollux has headed in that direction, though,”</em> Dear said.</p>
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<p><em>“Codrin#Pollux has headed in that direction, though,”</em> Dear said.</p>
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<p>“I know. I just don’t know if the same is something I’d like to do. I’ve got some thoughts on directions I might head instead, though. I’ve been talking with Sarah about it, and will tackle it deliberately.”</p>
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<p>“I know. I just don’t know if the same is something I’d like to do. I’ve got some thoughts on directions I might head instead, though. I’ve been talking with Sarah about it, and will tackle it deliberately.”</p>
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<p>The fox nodded. <em>“Of course, my love. I would be surprised if you were anything but deliberate.”</em></p>
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<p>The fox nodded. <em>“Of course, my love. I would be surprised if you were anything but deliberate.”</em></p>
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<p>Ey laughed and bumped eir shoulder against its. “Of course.”</p>
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<p>Ey laughed and bumped eir shoulder against its own. “Of course.”</p>
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<p><em>“This is all so delightfully exciting, is it not? I was worried at first that the drama would be too much. Aliens! Political summits in space! Imagine.”</em> The fox giggled. <em>“And it was dramatic, I suppose, but it has settled down into exciting. Aliens, yes, but boundless new knowledge. Political summits in space, yes, but also a mingling of societies that we could not possibly imagine.”</em></p>
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<p><em>“This is all so delightfully exciting, is it not? I was worried at first that the drama would be too much. Aliens! Political summits in space! Imagine.”</em> The fox giggled. <em>“And it was dramatic, I suppose, but it has settled down into exciting. Aliens, yes, but boundless new knowledge. Political summits in space, yes, but also a mingling of societies that we could not possibly imagine.”</em></p>
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<p>Sarah laughed and raised her coffee mug. “To the proper amount of excitement.”</p>
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<p>Sarah laughed and raised her coffee mug. “To the proper amount of excitement.”</p>
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<p>Dear laughed hoisted its own mug as thought it was some ale-filled tankard. <em>“Precisely, my dear!”</em></p>
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<p>Dear hoisted its own mug as thought it was some ale-filled tankard. <em>“Precisely, my dear!”</em></p>
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<p>Codrin smiled, sipping eir coffee as ey watched. <em>Proper amount of excitement, indeed.</em></p>
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<p>Codrin smiled, sipping eir coffee as ey watched. <em>Proper amount of excitement, indeed.</em></p>
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<p>After Sarah left, the triad sat around the table, saying nothing, simply processing this new future that lay before them. It felt almost too large for Codrin to comprehend. Something new. Something enormous. Something that felt somehow larger than the launches. Those, at least, had the advantage of being something that ey could predict. Society continued much as it had before, after all, hadn’t it? They had decamped from the L<sub>5</sub> System for the LVs and everything looked exactly the same, minus only the few friends who had not done so.</p>
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<p>After Sarah left, the triad sat around the table, saying nothing, simply processing this new future that lay before them. It felt almost too large for Codrin to comprehend. Something new. Something enormous. Something that felt somehow larger than the launches. Those, at least, had the advantage of being something that ey could predict, a frame of reference. Society continued much as it had before, after all, hadn’t it? They had decamped from Legrange for the LVs and everything looked exactly the same, minus only the few friends who had not done so.</p>
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<p>This, though, held so many unknowns.</p>
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<p>This, though, held so many unknowns.</p>
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<p>It was exciting, and that it was exciting to em bore excitement of its own. Something new, yes, but something different. Ey felt before em a vast landscape ey’d never explored. While the prairie always contained unknown spaces, it could not hold a candle to the future that lay before them.</p>
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<p>It was exciting, and that it was exciting to em bore excitement of its own. Something new, yes, but something different. Ey felt before em a vast landscape ey’d never explored. While the prairie always contained unknown spaces, it could not hold a candle to the future that lay before them.</p>
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<p>Only one anxiety remained, then.</p>
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<p>Only one anxiety remained, then.</p>
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<p>“Dear. Can you come for a walk with me?”</p>
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<p>“Dear, can you come for a walk with me?”</p>
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<p>The fennec sat up straighter. <em>“Of course, my dear. Now?”</em></p>
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<p>The fennec sat up straighter. <em>“Of course, my dear. Now?”</em></p>
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<p>Eir other partner lifted their gaze from where they’d been staring at the table. “Just you two?”</p>
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<p>Eir other partner lifted their gaze from where they’d been staring at the table. “Just you two?”</p>
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<p>Ey nodded. “Please. There’s some news about the Odists. About True Name, in a way.”</p>
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<p>Ey nodded. “Please. There’s some news about the Odists. About True Name, in a way.”</p>
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<p>Their expression grew sour and they waved them away. “Don’t upset it too much, then. I’ve got plans for breakfast for dinner, and I won’t have any moping over waffles.”</p>
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<p>Their expression grew sour and they waved them away. “Don’t upset it too much, then. I’ve got plans for breakfast for dinner, and I won’t have any moping over waffles.”</p>
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<p>Dear rolled its eyes. <em>“I will endeavor to be my normal, terrible self by then, yes.”</em></p>
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<p>Dear rolled its eyes. <em>“I will endeavor to be my normal, terrible self by then, yes.”</em></p>
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<p>Codrin laughed. “We’ll end on a good note, then.”</p>
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<p>Codrin laughed. “We’ll end on a good note.”</p>
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<p>They stood and walked out into the prairie, Codrin brushing eir fingertips across the tops of eir cairns as they walked. They made it past three before ey was able to open up.</p>
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<p>They stood and walked out into the prairie, Codrin brushing eir fingertips across the tops of eir cairns as they walked. They made it past three before ey was able to open up.</p>
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<p>“You were right to warn me about True Name and Answers Will Not Help.”</p>
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<p>“You were right to warn me about True Name and Answers Will Not Help.”</p>
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<p>Dear tilted its head. <em>“I thought Why Ask Questions was the emissary.”</em></p>
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<p>Dear tilted its head. <em>“I thought Why Ask Questions was the emissary.”</em></p>
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<p>Ey shook eir head. “They pulled some nonsense, I guess. Why Ask Questions was the delegate here on Castor, but they swapped in Answers Will Not Help for those who went to Artemis.”</p>
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<p>Ey shook eir head. “They pulled some nonsense, I guess. Why Ask Questions was the delegate here on Castor, but they swapped in Answers Will Not Help for those who went to Artemis.”</p>
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<p><em>“Because of course they did.”</em></p>
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<p><em>“Because of course they did.”</em></p>
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<p>“I’d call it cheeky, but it was more distressing than anything.” Ey sighed. “They really didn’t do well with the time skew at all. When we first got there, Answers Will Not Help collapsed, and True Name was only just barely holding it together. Even when we were in a unison room — places where time skew was locked into…uh, consensus, I guess — they kept…well, they looked like Michelle. Alternating species, exhausted, distracted.”</p>
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<p>“I’d call it cheeky, but it was more distressing than anything.” Ey sighed. “They really didn’t do well with the time skew at all. When we first got there, Answers Will Not Help collapsed, and True Name was only just barely holding it together. Even when we were in a unison room — places where time skew was locked into…uh, consensus, I guess — they kept…well, they looked like Michelle. Alternating forms, exhausted, distracted.”</p>
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<p>The fox splayed its ears, nodding. <em>“I did not know how they would act, but I am not surprised that those memories would come home to roost. I am sorry for them. I am sorry that you had to experience that so directly. Did it negatively impact the discussion?”</em></p>
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<p>The fox splayed its ears, nodding. <em>“I did not know how they would act, but I am not surprised that those memories would come home to roost. I am sorry for them. I am sorry that you had to experience that so directly. Did it negatively impact the discussion?”</em></p>
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<p>Ey thought back over the memories ey had been left with from Codrin#Emissary, frowning. “Not necessarily, though we didn’t learn as much as we had hoped, I think. Things just went poorly on their end. Very poorly.”</p>
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<p>Ey thought back over the memories ey had been left with from Codrin#Emissary, frowning. “Not necessarily, though we didn’t learn as much as we had hoped, I think. Things just went poorly on their end. Very poorly.”</p>
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<p>Dear waited em out.</p>
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<p>Dear waited em out.</p>
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<p>“Answers Will Not Help lost it. She quit.”</p>
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<p>“Answers Will Not Help lost it. She quit.”</p>
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<p><em>“Lost it?”</em></p>
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<p><em>“‘Lost it’?”</em></p>
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<p>“She slowly got less coherent over time, but towards the end, she snapped and started hollering about prophets and quoting poetry. Bits of the Ode, bits of, I think, Emily Dickinson.”</p>
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<p>“She slowly got less coherent over time, but towards the end, she snapped and started hollering about prophets and quoting poetry. Bits of the Ode, bits of, I think, Emily Dickinson.”</p>
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<p>It frowned. <em>“And then she quit?”</em></p>
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<p>It frowned. <em>“And then she quit?”</em></p>
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<p>The fox squeezed eir hand in its paw. <em>“If it causes me grief, then so be it, Codrin. These things happen. It sounds as though it will not be your fault, anyway. Do not worry about me.”</em></p>
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<p>The fox squeezed eir hand in its paw. <em>“If it causes me grief, then so be it, Codrin. These things happen. It sounds as though it will not be your fault, anyway. Do not worry about me.”</em></p>
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<p>Ey nodded.</p>
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<p><em>“Codrin?”</em></p>
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<p><em>“Codrin?”</em></p>
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<p>“In the middle of yelling about prophets, she said that she ‘could not feel em’, then the Name several times.”</p>
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<p>“In the middle of yelling about prophets, she said that she ‘could not feel em’. She said the Name several times.”</p>
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<p>The grip on eir hand went slack, and when ey turned to face the fennec, its eyes had gone glassy, whiskers and ears both drooping.</p>
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<p>The grip on eir hand went slack, and when ey turned to face the fennec, its eyes had gone glassy, whiskers and ears both drooping.</p>
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<p>“True Name tackled her to the ground, trying to shut her up. She started to try and fight Answers Will Not Help until she quit.” Ey took a shaky breath. “So, now three others outside the clade know the Name. I don’t think Sarah or Tycho know that they do, but I do.”</p>
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<p>“I’m sorry, Dear.”</p>
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<p>“I’m sorry, Dear.”</p>
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<p><em>“There are very few times that memory can hope to be selective. When one is drunk, perhaps. Drunk on wine, drunk on love, drunk on pain. Perhaps when one is drunk on a life lived too long, as I am. It is the end of an era, and perhaps we are all becoming inebriated by too long a life. Do not forget it, Codrin. Do not do as I have done. It is stupid, is it not? Look at me. I am in all ways drunk on time.”</em></p>
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<p><em>“There are very few times that memory can hope to be selective. When one is drunk, perhaps. Drunk on wine, drunk on love, drunk on pain. Perhaps when one is drunk on a life lived too long, as I am. It is the end of an era, and perhaps we are all becoming inebriated by too long a life. Do not forget it, Codrin. Do not do as I have done. It is stupid, is it not? Look at me. I am in all ways drunk on time.”</em></p>
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<p><em>“Do not tell me, of course. I do not know what that would do to me, after all that I have done to myself. And certainly do not tell any other Odist. I do not want assassins visiting us in the night to shut you up,”</em> it said, laughing in earnest now. <em>“But also do not worry about your new knowledge. It is high time that we unclench our collective anus and let that shit go.”</em></p>
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<p><em>“Do not tell me, of course. I do not know what that would do to me, after all that I have done to myself. And certainly do not tell any other Odist. I do not want assassins visiting us in the night to shut you up,”</em> it said, laughing in earnest now. <em>“But also do not worry about your new knowledge. It is high time that we unclench our collective anus and let that shit go.”</em></p>
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<p>Ey laughed as well. “Right, right. True Name suggested the same before we left.”</p>
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<p>Ey laughed as well. “Right, right. True Name suggested not telling any other Odists, too.”</p>
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<p><em>“Did she tell you to keep it from Ioan?”</em></p>
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<p><em>“Did she tell you to keep it from Ioan?”</em></p>
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<p>Ey nodded.</p>
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<p><em>“Ignore that. Do not tell em the name directly, but do send a clade-eyes-only message to em that you know. Tell em to pass it on to Codrin#Pollux, as well.”</em></p>
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<p><em>“Ignore that. Do not tell em the name directly, but do send a clade-eyes-only message to em saying that you know. Tell em to pass it on to Codrin#Pollux, as well.”</em></p>
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<p>“Why?”</p>
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<p>“Why?”</p>
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<p><em>“We are in love, are we not?”</em> It grinned, finally squeezing eir hand in return. <em>“We are in love and Ioan and May Then My Name are in love. We are bound together.”</em></p>
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<p>“Aren’t you worried we’d hold that over your head if we got mad or something?”</p>
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<p>“Aren’t you worried we’d hold that over your head if we got mad or something?”</p>
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<p>It shook its head. <em>“If you did, then we would not be in love, would we? I will write May Then My Name and the other Dear, as well, and tell them my thoughts.”</em></p>
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<p>It shook its head. <em>“If you did, then we would not be in love, would we? I will write May Then My Name and the other Dear, as well, and tell them my thoughts.”</em></p>
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<p><em>“It is not a test. It is a game.”</em> It giggled. <em>“Come, my dear, this will be fun! The other two Odists will think so, as well, I promise.”</em></p>
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<p><em>“It is not a test. It is a game.”</em> It giggled. <em>“Come, my dear, this will be fun! The other two Odists will think so, as well, I promise.”</em></p>
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<p>“A game, huh?” Ey let go of the fox’s paw to poke it in the side a few times, hunting for ticklish spots. “You’re so weird.”</p>
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<p>“A game, huh?” Ey let go of the fox’s paw to poke it in the side a few times, hunting for ticklish spots. “You’re so weird.”</p>
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<p><em>“A game! A game!”</em> It laughed helplessly, then darted away from em, cavorting through the grass. <em>“A game! And you are it! Catch me if you can, you fucking nerd!”</em></p>
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<p><em>“A game! A game!”</em> It laughed helplessly, then darted away from em, cavorting through the grass. <em>“A game! And you are it! Catch me if you can, you fucking nerd!”</em></p>
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<p>Codrin laughed and chased Dear around the prairie for a bit, the fox occasionally forking off to dart in some new direction, only to be followed by a new fork of the writer, until the prairie was littered with forks of them. Each time one of em would tap one of it, both would quit until only two remained. They raced each other back to the house, nearly bowling over the other member of their polycule at the door.</p>
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<p>Codrin laughed and chased Dear around the prairie for a bit, the fox occasionally forking off to dart in some new direction, only to be followed by a new fork of the writer, until the prairie was littered with forks of them both. Each time one of em would tap one of it, both would quit until only two remained. They raced each other back to the house, nearly bowling over their partner at the door.</p>
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<p>“Holy shit, you two,” they said, laughing. “What the hell did you talk about out there?”</p>
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<p>“Holy shit, you two,” they said, laughing. “What the hell did you talk about out there?”</p>
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<p><em>“When Memory is full,”</em> it shouted, dancing in circles around them. <em>“Put on the perfect Lid!”</em></p>
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<p><em>“When Memory is full,”</em> it shouted, dancing in circles around them. <em>“Put on the perfect Lid!”</em></p>
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<p>Codrin leaned in to kiss them on the cheek, still working on catching eir breath. “Yes. Definitely hash browns.”</p>
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