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Madison Scott-Clary 2020-04-10 22:34:57 -07:00
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<h1>2020-04-10</h1>
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<span id="-diary"></span><span class="tag" id="diary">diary</span> <span id="-executive-function"></span><span class="tag" id="executive-function">executive-function</span> <span id="-depression"></span><span class="tag" id="depression">depression</span> <span id="-covid-19"></span><span class="tag" id="covid-19">covid-19</span>
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Another day of depression, another day of failing to do the things that I need to do. I still feel the tendrils of burnout pulling me down. They're trapping me and keeping me from moving on with my life. The minute I have a task that I need to complete that involves any sort of organization, I just...can't. I sit and stare at the screen. I panic. I dissociate. I cry. I sit on the couch with my phone and watch <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LbFT7kCFo9Q">wordless</a> <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvL83-iy-EQ">competency</a> <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PwAQZNLy0I">porn</a>. Is there any reason I should do anything other than fall short of expectations?
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Obviously that's not quite how the world works. Authors need to be paid, emails need responding to, tasks need completed. Until WA gets their unemployment system fixed, I need to keep on top of applying for jobs. These are all things I <em>need</em> to do, and yet they are things that I have so much trouble actually doing.
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Maybe it's burnout, but maybe it's just the usual depression mixed with the hopelessness inherent in both another failed election cycle and a global pandemic. Who knows?
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I just sit here, dilating for too long, and try not to think.
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<div id="Todo"><h2 id="Todo" class="header"><a href="#Todo">Todo</a></h2></div>
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Respond to Hybrid authors
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Pay Small Loves authors
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Finish Acethetic reading
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Patreon posts for Qoheleth
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Write a chapter, edit a chapter
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