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Which is probably exacerbated by me forcing my brain to switch between QWERTY and Dvorak while trying to learn Dvorak and type QWERTY on a Dvorak keyboard. Kiran called about a math exam tomorrow. oh well. It has the added benefit of freaking out whoever looks at it.
Greens covering my chest and shoulders warmly are happiness. Group tonight was particularly nice with Moondoggy. Wrote about gay stuff:
Which Follows
#1 They say I'm not normal period.
This, of course is coming from the jocks, the preps, the Xtians, the punks,
the losers, the winners, the teachers, the counselors, my friends, my enemies,
the dogs, the cats, the tables. The chairs, too. They wonder why I can't
just sit in them like a normal freaking person. Whatever. What they don't
know is that I'm secretly happier than them. they might not know it by
looking at me, since sometimes I look like I'm having a really rough time,
but it's true. You see, one of the many keys to happiness is individuality,
and you gotta have all the keys before you're really happy. Many people
don't, and many of those seem to think they do. They think that statistics on
suicides and self mutilation have everything to do with happiness among queer
teens, when really, all they have to do with queer teens is statistics.
Numbers that may or may not accurately represent the truth. I think that
being abnormal, specifically being gay makes you happy. Maybe it isn't just a
coincidence of words, maybe we really are gay.
#4 Queer hair, queer mouth, queer brain.
Queer hair, queer mouth, queer brain, queer sleeves, queer shoes, queer toes,
queer nails, queer fingers, queer palms, hairy palms, queer wrists, limp
wrists, queer arms, queer shoulders, arms around shoulders, queer neck,
sensitive neck, queer hair, curly, queer ears, sensitive ears, eargasmic,
queer cheek, blushing cheek, queer nose, got it from my dad, queer eyes, queer
colors, got them from my grandpa, queer eyebrows, but not as queer as some,
queer face, too long, queer chest, too skinny, queer belly, padded, queer
crotch, go figure, queer thighs, better believe it, queer knees, queer calfs,
queer ankles, queer legs, flexible, queer feet, still smell, queer guy, no
surprise.