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I fell asleep! Hah! I did it! I fell asleep naturally at about 7 this morning! I’d even been sleeping for about five hours when, lo, the phone rings and wakes me up. It’s my mom. She informs me that she’s been thinking; if I don’t get a job this summer, how am I going to be able to afford books? After all, I am paying for them, right?
IT WOULD FOR GOD DAMN SURE BE EASIER IF I WEREN’T STILL PAYING FOR YOUR STUPID DIVORCE, FREAK. I drive 44 to 66 miles a week to go between your house and my dad’s house because you two had a tiff and refuse to at least resolve it by paying for your only son’s gas while you make him drive between the two goddamn houses.
The math gives me $2520 over the past two and a half years I’ve been driving. Now, if I didn’t want to eat or pay for the music I own, much less anything else, sure, I could do that out of my allowance, but life’s just not that simple, is it? And now I have $300 in the bank and a projected $500 for books.
Irate only begins to describe how I feel right now, because I’m about to drive another handful of dollars down the drain for my mom to drop off a load of branches for her at the dump. Honestly, I just feel like strewing them about the living room about now and leaving for a few days. Park my car or something and just sleep in it for a few days