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It sucks to hurt people even if it feels like you’re doing it out of necessity. I woke up with just barely enough time for a shower and driving over to Michael’s, but traffic was against me, so I ended up being 15 or 20 minutes late. We were to talk about some of the stuff that Samir and I had talked about, but didn’t get around to it for a few because I’m a wimp. Basically, we ended up putting the relationship on hold. My feeling non-sexual and a little iffy about Michael’s sex combined with Michael’s feeling quite sexual made things awkward and kinda put a more platonic relationship in doubt. We’ll need to talk more, but I’m assuming this means we’re just good friends. At least I hope so.
I’m gonna go lie down for a bit, then get up and do math homework