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My emotions are gaining distinct colors, like a kind of twisted synaesthesia. There’s definitely a sense of physical location associated with each emotion, and it’s not always internal. There may also be a tactile part to this, but I have yet to experience it in any different places or with any different touches, so it may just be one continuous headache that goes latent occasionally.
An example: when pondering Kory, a luminescent fuschia color that seems to be flowing in the right hemisphere of my brain; when thinking of Moondog and snuggling, a warm, earthy brown with a little bit of green in a pine-needle-ish pattern about a foot and a half in front of me and slightly to the left; tiredness is off-white everywhere and blind hopelessness is bright blue wrapped around my mind. The headache moves around, but it’s mostly at the lower, back, right side of my head. Ibuprofin works well.
This isn’t what I meant when I was talking about beautiful pain