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Foiled again, by expenses! Whilst talking with Khieto, I learned that PPMP (a con in FL) was during my spring break, so I looked into going. Unfortunately, I found out too late, and the cheapest tickets I could find were $440. Add that to room, registration, and money.. egh. Oh well ^^
Edit: khieto: A concert eh? How did that go? RannaFox: Pretty good. Didn’t feel too.. real, if that makes any sense. khieto: Didn’t feel real? Hmm.... khieto: Well that’s usually surreal but that applies to situations where … it was either really really amazingly good or bad. RannaFox: There wasn’t any emotion attached to it. It was just kinda rote. Like I wasn’t really there. khieto: Either you are bored or something was on your mind. RannaFox: I just had a concert two weeks ago, that might’ve been it. This just didn’t feel as big, or something. I even forgot to tell my parents until earlier today. khieto: Oh. Was this a small concert then? I see now. This is an ego thing. ;) khieto: “yawn Small…concerts. Fine, lets get this over with.” RannaFox: Are you diagnosing me? Tsk. RannaFox: Ego generally makes me feel guilty. This didn’t make me feel anything. khieto: Well I’m not a professional so I’m just talking out of my rear here. Well let me ask you this......does not feeling anything about this concert....do you think it’s a bad thing? khieto: Okay okay, no more analyzing. I’m no professional. RannaFox: I guess I’ve just tried to distance myself for choir for a while there