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I feel like I'm trying too hard. Am I trying too hard? Are my expectations too high? Is this normal for relationships? Should I give more of myself? My time? My thoughts? Should I talk to him? Am I to act as he acts? Is that normal? Would that be the right thing to do? What about him? Isn't it selfish for me to think that he should change the way he acts because of me? Am I giving too much of myself? Should I back off? How much selfishness is necessary? Why am I inept in these situations? Why can't I remember that when I'm in them? Is it because I think too much? Should I ask?

In other news, possible housage.

Also:

      Title: Harvest Switchel
      Yield: 1 Servings

  2 c  Sugar
  1 c  Molasses
1/4 c  Cider vinegar
  1 ts Ginger
  1 ga Water

Mix sugar, molasses, vinegar and ginger in 1 quart water; heat until dissolved. Add remaining water and chill. Serve cold! Switchel is especially thirst quenching, so be sure to have plenty ready when it’s haying time and the men are hot and sweaty.</pre