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                <p><span class="tag">diary</span> <span class="tag">livejournal</span> <span class="tag">fossils</span></p>
<p>Someone who means an awful lot to me recently made a post regarding love that brought into question an awful lot of things for me.  It touched on a lot of things that I struggled with in the past, including how to tell people that you like them, and polyamory, both things that Michael and I struggled with a good deal and came to no real conclusions about.</p>
<p>For a while now, ever since what happened with Lon, I&rsquo;ve been telling myself that I&rsquo;m not stable enough - mentally, and in the sense that school isn&rsquo;t exactly a stable place - but I&rsquo;m starting to wonder just what I mean by that.  I mean, am I not stable enough for love?  For dating?  For relating to people at all?  I&rsquo;m starting to think more and more that it&rsquo;s the second one.  The way dating seems to work in this community is that you find someone you think is pretty, say you&rsquo;re in love, make out, fuck a few times, and move on.</p>
<p>I guess I&rsquo;ve just been spoiled by the relationships I&rsquo;ve had in the past, where you.. you know.. fall in love with someone, and maybe, you know, do something about it.  I might be too much of a coward for the last bit, though.</p>
<p>A shame,  I wish I weren&rsquo;t&hellip;</p>
<p>Oh, and the theme music from the climax of Troy is a rip off of Ralph Vaughn Williams&rsquo; Fantasia on a theme by Thomas Tallis.</p>
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<p>I replaced the old post for a few reasons: Michael, who is mentioned in the post, is having a hard time convincing his current partner that he is <em>not</em> cheating on him with me, and I don&rsquo;t think the post would&rsquo;ve helped that any; and one of my friends has some.. strong opinions about the matter, which I&rsquo;d rather him not bring up anymore.  This repost is just between us, kept for reference</p>
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