I'm trying to avoid the "profound perversity of a world that rests essentially on the nonexistence of return." A world I can't fix. A world in which everything happens once and now the lightness is getting to me. It's a book, Ranna. I know, but it's also an outlook on life, like every book. The Unbearable Lightness of Being is indirectly showing me why I feel hopeless: because everything happens only once, and seems to have no weight, no responsibility attached. Oh, but they do! They're light, but they're not weightless. That's why you're having a hard time with the book True, but I'm generalizing. All generalizations are evil. Haha. Honestly, though. I really think I should make more use of the friends and private settings in LJ. While I feel that I should be open, I think it might add some weight to my life. Or maybe your delete key. Just for that, I'm making this public and not even re-reading it. Apologies in advance