Talked to Shan for an hour on the phone tonight. I really miss him. A lot. It's kinda bad that I still like him a year and a half after we broke up, and I don't like it because I really enjoy the feeling of liking someone, even though there's pretty much no possibility of us getting together again ever. We did, however talk about him coming out to Colorado some time soon, though. I'm sure this isn't helping my feelings..