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I feel like I'm trying too hard. Am I trying too hard? Are my expectations too high? Is this normal for relationships? Should I give more of myself? My time? My thoughts? Should I talk to him? Am I to act as he acts? Is that normal? Would that be the right thing to do? What about him? Isn't it selfish for me to think that he should change the way he acts because of me? Am I giving too much of myself? Should I back off? How much selfishness is necessary? Why am I inept in these situations? Why can't I remember that when I'm in them? Is it because I think too much? Should I ask?

In other news, possible housage.

Also:

      Title: Harvest Switchel
      Yield: 1 Servings

      2 c  Sugar
      1 c  Molasses
    1/4 c  Cider vinegar
      1 ts Ginger
      1 ga Water

  Mix sugar, molasses, vinegar and ginger in 1 quart
  water; heat until dissolved. Add remaining water
  and chill. Serve cold! Switchel is especially
  thirst quenching, so be sure to have plenty ready
  when it's haying time and the men are hot and
  sweaty.