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<p>date: 2019-08-13
weight: 5</p>
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<p>My mom and I got in the habit of going to the dog part after work. We&rsquo;d pick up Hank, our golden lad, and Chelsea, our Phyllis-Diller-slash-Yoda mutt, and drive across town to a field dedicated to letting dogs frolic with each other.</p>
<p>We&rsquo;d play with other dogs. We&rsquo;d through tennis ball after slobbery tennis ball. We got to know the other owners, mostly as &ldquo;oh, you&rsquo;re Sandy&rsquo;s owner&rdquo;.</p>
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<p>Or &ldquo;oh, you&rsquo;re Zephyr&rsquo;s owner&rdquo;. You stole your own dog&rsquo;s name from some random aussie shepherd at the dog park.</p>
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<p>It was a meaningful period of my life. Is there some reason that wouldn&rsquo;t make a big impact on me?</p>
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<p>It was Zephyr or Samuel. Even you knew what you wanted. You had him already named in your mind.</p>
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<p>And mom and I would talk. We&rsquo;d walk the perimeter or, on hot days, sit at the lone picnic table under the lone tree and talk.</p>
<p>I was sitting on the table itself, feet on the bench, and she was sitting next to me, when she said, &ldquo;I think I&rsquo;m going to get divorced from Jay. Is it alright if I use his reaction to you coming out as the reason?&rdquo;</p>
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<p>And you thought, &ldquo;I must be the luckiest boy in the world, being able to say that I knew my parents&rsquo; divorce was your fault.&rdquo;</p>
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<p>She told me how much money she had lost, and how he had changed even before I came out. I think that&rsquo;s when I realized that she might be a friend as well as a mother.</p>
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<p>Gag.</p>
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<p>I know. I tried typing that eight different ways, and no matter what, it sounds like a Care Bears thing or whatever.</p>
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<p>Back to the lilac-scented word, please.</p>
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<p>Gladly.</p>
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