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<p>date: 2019-08-11
weight: 9
tags:
- demanding
- snarky
- questions
categories:
- mania
- mental health
- meta</p>
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<p>Tell me about mania.</p>
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<p>No.</p>
<p>Wait, what? Why are you asking? Weren&rsquo;t you there?</p>
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<p>I was. I&hellip;am?</p>
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<p>I don&rsquo;t think I&rsquo;m hypomanic now. On my way, perhaps. I can&rsquo;t sleep.</p>
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<p>I may be, then. Tell me about mania.</p>
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<p>No, tell me why you&rsquo;re asking.</p>
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<p>I&rsquo;m more of a liminal creature, myself. It&rsquo;s hard to keep an ally around when depression slowly shuts down avenue after avenue of reaching one. You, as a reflection of me, become distorted while manic. Fun-house mirrors and blind-spots. I want to hear about it.</p>
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<p>No.</p>
<p>Later.</p>
<p>I took a sleep aid. I&rsquo;m not getting into this now. I was all prepped to write about poly stuff, but you started banging on the door.</p>
<p><a class="pulse" href="/birds">Read what I&rsquo;ve already written</a>.</p>
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<p>I was there when you wrote those.</p>
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<p>So? Does that not clarify it?</p>
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<p>Will anything?</p>
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<p>Likely not.</p>
<p>I will say, though, that I missed some stuff in my investigation earlier. You did come back for three brief days in November, 2013. It was at a liminal time, but you didn&rsquo;t stick around.</p>
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<p>I&rsquo;ll remind you that you ignored me for one of those posts.</p>
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<p>Point.</p>
<p>Let&rsquo;s get into mania later. We owe each other that. For now, bed. And tomorrow, something a little less harrowing.</p>
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<p>Ah yes. Polyamory. Known for being easy peasy, lemon squeezy.</p>
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